Chapter 38: Decision and Crying
What kind of person to be is a question that has plagued many people.
Is it to be someone who others need to do for themselves, or to be the person you want to be.
This is almost an irreconcilable contradiction. Faced with this problem, most people choose to compromise, and only a few people can rely on their own hearts to do things.
Such people are often respected, but more often than not, they have to endure the incomprehensible gaze from the world.
Tao Yuanming, who loves Qiu Shan, is the former, and the homeless man begging on the side of the road may be the latter, in fact, there is no difference between the two, but they just made different choices.
Solvay has been making the right choices, and the trajectory of his life seems to have been determined. Studying, taking exams, studying again, taking exams again, living a regular life day after day, and never questioning this life myself.
It's like this, and there's no other way to do it anyway.
There are no dreams, no pursuits, just doing what I think I should do day after day. Empty consumption of one's own life, but I feel that this is a matter of course.
To live is to obtain the means of production, learn survival skills, meet material needs, and then have children, complete the transmission of genes, and then help children complete the transmission of genes. When you finally lie on the hospital bed, looking at the children who are sad and crying around you, do you feel satisfaction or ......
Full of unwillingness and regret?
At the beginning, I didn't dare to break through the boundaries, wasting the years day by day, and then wasting my life like this, what about my dreams? What about the promise you made to the stars?
Su Wei browsed page by page the enhancements that the Lord God could give, but his mind was not focused on the enhancements at all.
"Choose an ability that is strong in life-saving." He said to himself, "It's not easy to die, you can live for a long, long time, and maybe you can go out and be Superman." ”
"But I've wanted to be a swordsman since I was a child, with a sword in hand, the world is vast." Su Wei was very reluctant in his heart, why reality is always hindering the realization of dreams.
"It's got to the point where it goes...... When you arrive in such a dangerous place, what do you still want to dream of? Survival comes first. ”
Su Wei was frightened and longing. He came to the place where the exercises were exchanged. "Lord God, sword cultivation exercises." Becoming an immortal flying high above the sword has always been Su Weiqiang's fantasy hidden in his heart, and now that this dream can be realized, Su Wei feels that it is better to just look at it.
The dense sword cultivation techniques are all listed. S-level Qinglian Sword Codex, A-level Ten Thousand Swords Returning to the Sect, B-level Changhong Piercing the Sun Jue, D-level Thunder Sword...... There are all kinds of sword enhancements.
But according to the introduction behind the swordsmanship, some exercises are skills, and some exercises are legendary martial arts, known as martial arts, and only a few are the sword cultivation techniques that Su Wei wants.
Su Wei wants to be an immortal cultivator who flies with a sword, and he wants to be a sword immortal. I don't have much interest in the people in the martial arts who come and go. Even if the Dugu Nine Swords in it are S-level skills, Su Wei doesn't have too much excitement, and he doesn't love martial arts and loves Xianxia. One word is a lot worse.
With this choice, there are many fewer people who meet the requirements. Su Wei is more yearning for the S-level Qinglian Sword Codex, the introduction of the Qinglian Sword Code is that the A-level Qinglian Sword Code needs to be strengthened, if the S-level Qinglian Sword Code needs the A-level Qinglian Sword Code to be strengthened, then the A-level is likely to need the B-level, and the B-level needs the C-level reinforcement......
Su Wei silently recited: "Lord God, Qinglian Sword Codex." As soon as his mind moved, the main god immediately reacted, as if he did not pause. As a computer science student, Su Wei couldn't help but slander: "Could the Lord God be a program?" This is too fast! ”
But to be honest, the name Qinglian Sword Dictionary is really a bit of a big deal, and when I search, I came up with a dense variety of options, including S-level and A-level, all levels, and various systems, and Su Wei's head was big.
Hard-headed, Su Wei picked and chose one by one, and finally found his goal.
"The Qinglian Sword Code requires a C-level side plot and 1200 reward points. After strengthening, the physical fitness is strengthened, and the internal force can be used for a short time, and the flying sword can be used three times in one day, and the Qinglian sword qi can be used once in one day. ”
Although Su Wei didn't know what it meant to use the Imperial Envoy's Flying Sword Three Times and Qinglian Sword Qi once, this was a kind of exercise that focused on both physical and attacking at the same time, combining life preservation and killing enemies.
Solvay, who believed in the theory that the amount of water in a barrel was always the shortest plank, was very pleased with this reinforcement.
"However, if there is no weakness, it means that there is no advantage, and in the end it will become a weakness......" Su Wei struggled again.
After flipping through the enhancements provided by the main god for a while, Su Wei found the enhancements that focused on his heart, such as the bloodline of the blood clan, if he could reach the level of the blood king, then he would be able to drip blood and be reborn, and there were many miracles, which was simply immortal.
Another example is to exchange for a mecha, this mecha can be fused with the human body, so that human beings can surpass their own limits, have the combat power to shatter a planet with one punch, and most importantly, exchange this mecha, the hardness of the mecha itself will turn people into a strong shield, which is almost difficult to destroy.
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Su Wei has been watching, but the enhancement of the main god is too much, and it is impossible for manpower to read it. "Sure enough, it's better to have a captain, otherwise it's too troublesome."
Feeling a little tired, Su Wei picked one of the twenty rooms and planned to live in it, anyway, the twenty rooms were exactly the same, there was no difference.
Walking towards the room, the short twenty meters showed the silence of the main god's space. Stepping on the floor, because of the special material of the floor, the sound made was very weak, Su Wei couldn't even hear his own footsteps clearly, and the main god space was as if he was dead.
The heavy darkness was staring at the outside of the light, and the light seemed so small and lonely, Su Wei couldn't help but speed up his steps, pressing a doorknob, imagining what his home would look like.
Oh, when I opened the door, it was really the same as my own home, this is the legendary WYSIWYG thing.
Su Wei closed the door, closing the silence of the main god space behind him. But he was greeted by the same silent empty room.
Su Wei was lying on his bed, and the quilt still smelled familiar. But he couldn't sleep, because he was the only one in the house, and the silence was terrible!
"The current me is finally different from the past me." Su Wei wrapped himself tightly in the quilt, but his heart swelled with infinite loneliness and loneliness.
Tears began to fall in large drops. Su Wei bit his finger with his teeth: "This ghost place...... This is a hell of a place...... There's no going back! ”
"Why me?"
In the room of only one person, whose angry questioning echoes?