Chapter 9: Eyes of Doom
"Nightmare clown from the abyss, I'd like to see who's nightmare." Looking at the huge fishhook at the center of the hurricane, Liu Yan said calmly in his heart.
Is everything you experience in your dreams real? Looking at a brown teddy bear that has been with him since he was a child, it can be said that this is the only friend Lin Tianfan has missed since he was a child, and only it will not deceive himself.
It's a pity that since the divorce of the "parents", it was also taken away by the "mother", it can be said that another big reason why Lin Tianfan killed people was because of it, this was his first friend and the last.
Because of his brain, he is precocious than his peers, and everything is more thorough than they can see, and it is precisely because of this that the immature disguise of those peers is like a papier-mâché in Lin Tianfan's eyes.
can't resist Lin Tianfan's speculation at all, and it is precisely because of this Lin Tianfan that he can find out that those who say they want to make friends with you are so hypocritical, everything is so ugly, and they can't withstand any scrutiny from Lin Tianfan.
Although it couldn't move or speak, Lin Tianfan still regarded it as his best friend when he was a child, because it would not deceive himself, Lin Tianfan felt that as long as he had this, maybe what Lin Tianfan wanted at that time was just a friend worthy of his trust.
But maybe it's Lin Tianfan's luck is not very good, since he was a child, there is no one in Dalian who really talks to him, or maybe it's Lin Tianfan's scary grades since he was a child that has become an obstacle for Lin Tianfan to make friends, but no matter what, it's gone now.
He didn't know why he had disappeared for years, and the childhood playmate he had been looking for for for years and couldn't find would reappear in front of his eyes, maybe it was just a dream, he was supposed to be here, everything before was just a dream.
"What's going on?! How could such a thought come up in my head?! Lin Tianfan instantly woke up, he has suffered a lot since he was a child because of his amazing memory, after all, the Chinese teacher has just turned to the course to teach, and you find that you have memorized the entire textbook, and a memory about drugging and killing people was first taught by the Chinese course.
That is because Lin Tianfan only learned the truth that people will die from textbooks, even with Lin Tianfan's precociousness, he still can't help but have a fear of it.
"Do people really die? Won't you live forever? At that time, Lin Tianfan, who was more than eight years old, began to understand, and as he grew older, in the year of the divorce, Lin Tianfan had become a dying old man who had seen through the red dust.
"After all, people will die, and dying early is the same as dying later." This is Lin Tianfan's understanding at the age of fourteen, in fact, he knew that he had a mental illness when Lin Tianfan was in high school, and even if he didn't, it was almost the same as mental illness, which was also the reason why Lin Tianfan's eyes were only bloodshot, because he had been dreaming before, and he had killed himself.
This is indeed crazy, after all, people almost never dream of themselves in their dreams, let alone the picture of killing themselves and killing each other, but Lin Tianfan strangely had such a strange dream, in the dream, there was no coherence between the two themselves from a calm discussion to a fight, the last second was still a calm discussion, but the next second it became a crazy fight.
Even now, Lin Tianfan's mind was extremely chaotic when he recalled that memory, and he couldn't simply connect the six pictures in his mind into a coherent picture, just like separating any part of their bodies from more than a dozen corpses, and also needed to combine them into a human form.
"It can be said that this is an impossible task, or ......" Lin Tianfan's eyes narrowed slightly and looked at the teddy bear, with a hint of vigilance and precaution in his eyes.
"It's all about it?! No, I can't believe what I'm thinking! Someone took control of my brain! Lin Tianfan continued to think about the thoughts in his mind, and found that the final solution was suicide, even if Lin Tianfan didn't value his life, the final end should be decided by himself.
"Want to understand the meaning of life? Want to ...... Alive? Lin Tianfan remembered what the voice had said before he first entered the dense forest.
"I want to understand the meaning of life, but is it still a puppet that is not autonomous to be alive? What is the meaning of evolution? "Lin Tianfan has a splitting headache, what is the meaning of evolution? To live? Lin Tianfan doesn't know, maybe only people with normal IQ can understand the true meaning of life and evolution.
"Ahh Wrong! What is the meaning of life?! Lin Tianfan hugged his head suddenly, let out a miserable howl in his mouth, and kept shaking his head.
"What is the meaning of life for?!" Lin Tianfan's eyes were red, and he didn't know when a dagger appeared on the ground, Lin Tianfan bent down to pick up the dagger, looking at the dagger in the palm of his hand, Lin Tianfan fell into a silent silence.
"What's the use of life without meaning? …… Let's end all this......" Lin Tianfan mechanically pulled out the dagger, the sharp dagger exuded a miserable white light of Bai Sensen, like the scythe of the god of death, eager to harvest Lin Tianfan's soul.
"Harvest... Soul? The smooth side of the dagger reflected Lin Tianfan's delicate face, looking at both familiar and unfamiliar faces, he still raised the dagger mechanically in his hand, raised the dagger high, closed his eyes without a trace of hesitation, and stabbed the dagger violently to his chest.
"Ding!" The crisp sound of metal intersecting broke into Lin Tianfan's brain, and Lin Tianfan woke up in an instant, and he was completely controlled by the other party just now.
Lin Tianfan was like a dream, the hazy feeling occupied Lin Tianfan's entire brain at that moment, and now Lin Tianfan almost forgot what he had done, like a hazy feeling that he had just woken up.
"The voice just now is ......" Lin Tianfan hurriedly touched his chest, and his fingertips touched a small depression.
"This is ......" After Lin Tianfan touched the dent, he almost used a tearing method to stretch his shirt open, and Lin Tianfan's eyes looked at his chest.
A dark green eyeball was placed on Lin Tianfan's chest in the center of his collarbone, and the eyeball seemed to be aware of Lin Tianfan's gaze, and also looked at Lin Tianfan with dark green eyeballs.
"Hello, parasite." A slightly immature voice suddenly appeared in his head, saying to Lin Tianfan.
"It's ...... Doom Eyeballs?! Lin Tianfan was full of consternation, he had always thought that he was in a dream, and now he woke up from a dream, how to explain the bad luck eyeballs? Could it be that Lin Tianfan was born with it?
"Life, killing, meaning." Doom Eyeball continued.
"Life? Killing and meaning? Lin Tianfan kept groping in his brain for the meaning of the words of the Doom Eyeballs.
"Is it true that the meaning of living is to kill?! ……”