Chapter 18: You Are Not You

Why is it still dark when I open my eyes? Am I blind? Or do I have fallen to my death and now I am out of my body? But it's not right, even if the soul body is out of the body, it is impossible not to see the light.

Confused, I was suddenly tapped on the shoulder.

Suddenly! I was startled and quickly turned around.

With a snort, a flame lit up, and I saw Fuying's face, who was holding a lit talisman in his hand, looked at me expressionlessly, and then turned around and lit an oil lamp by the wall with the talisman.

By the dim light, I could vaguely see the underworld where I was now, and at this time, a passage, surrounded by stone walls, could not see where the entrance was, let alone the exit. I don't know how I got in, but it's not too bizarre for me to be through so much of what I've been through.

"Follow me!" Fu Ying said lightly, then picked up the oil lamp and walked inside, every ten meters, he would light an oil lamp, and he didn't know how many there were here, how much oil was in it, and how long it could burn.

The moment we walked into the open area, the lights around us suddenly turned on one after another, and we didn't need to light them one by one, which was a bit weird.

As soon as the light appeared, I began to look around, it was empty, and there were nothing but three futons on the ground.

Looking around, I saw three portraits hanging on the wall, quite old, all three of them were ancient portraits, and they looked thin and ordinary.

I used my brain a little, and I could see that the origin of these three people must be the legendary three ancestors of Maoshan Mountain, Sanmao Zhenjun, and those three futons, which may be the place where they once cultivated.

"Senior, what are you bringing me here for?" I looked around strangely and asked him.

His gaze was fixed on the three portraits, with a look of reminiscence, as if he had not heard me. I don't know what he's recalling, but since that's the case, I don't bother.

I walked up to the futon, stretched out my hand, and wanted to touch the futon, but I heard Fu Ying sigh, as if with endless emotion, I withdrew my hand again, and turned my head to look at him.

At this time, he also looked back at me with a complicated gaze.

"Senpai?" I hesitated for a moment, but shouted anyway.

He immediately said: "Don't call me senior, there are some things, it's time to tell you." ”

I was stunned for a moment, then nodded, ready to hear how many secrets he had to tell.

Who knew that the first sentence that Fuying said made me stunned.

"Actually, you're not human," he said. ”

I'm dumbfounded, what does this mean? Am I not human? Can it still be a ghost?

He looked at me with a puzzled look on his face, then waved his hand and said, "Listen to me." You are not an ordinary human being, your existence has a mission, and you are the last hope left by the previous civilization. ”

"You must be very confused, don't worry, listen to me slowly, you will understand everything."

"Actually, like you, Poor Dao exists in this world, not to live for himself, but also to fulfill his mission. At the beginning of the destruction of Heavenly Court, there are still some people who desperately escaped the catastrophe, and in this life, they can be reincarnated, I am one of them, my true identity is the three officials of Heavenly Court to protect the life of Xiao Mao Jun, that is, the reincarnation of Xiao Mao Jun of Sanmao True Monarch. ”

He saw that I was so shocked that he couldn't close his mouth, so he continued: "And you are my brother, the reincarnation of Mao Ying, the true person of the Emperor Dongyue. ”

I was speechless, isn't that? I was a three-year-old.

He seemed to see my disbelief, and said with a blank face: "This is not a joke, but true, why am I called Fuying?" That's because I've always had my own mission, to resurrect my brother Mao Ying! ”

I held back for a long time before I said to him, "So, you want to bring me here to resurrect that Mao Ying Zhenjun?" ”

He nodded and said, "Yes, only now that my brother is resurrected, can I fight for a glimmer of life in this catastrophe." As the commander, the elder brother is the god in charge of life, maybe he has a way to resurrect the deceased combat power of the heavenly court, so that this life can reach a peak, and then he has the ability to fight against it! ”

I said silently, "It sounds like a fairy tale." ”

"Stories are written by people, and when I wake up my brother, you'll understand that it's all true." Fu Ying said lightly.

I was stunned for a moment and said, "Resurrect him, will I still exist?" ”

Fu Ying was stunned, and then said: "Although you are his reincarnation, it is better to say that you are his carrier, and the remaining imprint of him is on you, and I can use you as a medium to resurrect him, but after he lives, whether your spiritual wisdom can still coexist, I don't know." ”

When I heard this, my heart was miserable, my face was pale, and I said sadly: "So, you want to exchange my life for his rebirth?" ”

Fu Ying raised her eyebrows and said, "What?" In the face of this catastrophe, you still care so much about your life and death? Wouldn't it be worth sacrificing you to save trillions of lives? ”

I laughed, laughing even more helplessly and sadly, and then an unparalleled anger welled up in my heart, and said to him: "From the first day you saw me, you have been preparing for this time? Sacrifice me alone to save trillions of lives? How great is that? Why don't you do such a great thing yourself? I'm just an ordinary ordinary person, I never thought about being a savior, I just want to live happily with my beloved and my family, even if I die, I have to die together, but now, you suddenly told me this, what do you want me to do to you? Grateful to you? Thank you for giving me this chance to be a hero? ”

"Are you any humane? Have you asked for my opinion? I'm also an independent living being, don't you think it's too much for you to do this? Even if you tell me earlier, let me make some preparations, let me say goodbye to them" As I spoke, I choked up involuntarily, tears blurring my eyes.

I have too much reluctance in my heart, who would want to die? It's not something that anyone can do to die for the people of the world like in TV, I'm just an ordinary person, I also have my own selfishness, and I don't want to leave them like this.

Fuying was still very bland, and when I finished venting, he said: "All this is a fixed number, it can't be changed, and I hope it's not you, nor me." Because by doing so, I will also disappear into this world, but if God is willing, how can we resist? Now, it's not helpful to say more. ”

I couldn't hold back any longer, and scolded: "You stinky Taoist, Lao Tzu knew you were unreliable from the first day I saw you, and now it proves that my feelings are right, you wanted me to die from the beginning, you are really not a thing!" ”

As soon as Fu Ying heard me say this, he was also angry, pointing at me and scolding: "You little rabbit cub, do you have a conscience? I'm not reliable? The first time I saw you, what did you do? Don't you remember? If it weren't for me, you would have died a long time ago, and you would have survived until now? I've let you live so long, and you're still complaining about me? Looks like I shouldn't have saved you in the first place. ”

I said coldly, "You save me, aren't you still for now?" Don't say those high-sounding words, you are despicable. You told them that Lin Feng was the only chance, and it was also fake? Why are you doing this to him? ”

Fu Ying was silent when she heard this, and said after a while: "Although he is also the reincarnation of the god who survived the previous civilization, he has always been an opponent of us, and I don't want to see him because I was influenced by him." ”

After he finished speaking, I didn't speak again, and I don't know how long it took before I said in a dry voice: "My grandfather, did you know about me at the beginning?" ”

"Yes, he knows." Fu Ying nodded, took a breath, and said, "Do you want to know the cause of the curse that has always existed in your family?" This time the destruction of civilization, with the participation of your ancestor, he was under the command of Qin Shi Huang, he saw all this, but he could not stop it, he buried a great cause and effect, so my brother will be reborn in your race, in order to make up for you to find a cause and effect. ”

"Shaoqing was originally the candidate to resurrect my brother, but because the time was not ripe, after his death, this cause and effect came to you, so I said, all this is a certainty."

I asked him again, "What about the ghosts and gods?" ”

Lao Dao said: "The ghosts and gods are just a strange book left by visitors from outside the world to Qin Shi Huang, and what is recorded on it is their actions to destroy the world, and I also learned all this from there." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, since I can't escape, then I can only choose to face it quietly, I am angry, I should be scolded, now I can't leave, Fuying can't let me go, that's it, the only thing I'm still worried about now is Mengqi and my parents.

"How do you wake him up?" I said lightly.

Fu Ying sighed, walked to the futon and sat down, then patted the other futon and said, "Don't worry, come and sit first, let's talk, after all, we haven't had a good chat for so long." ”

I walked over with a blank face, and I only felt that I was a walking corpse.

After sitting down, I heard him say, "You're still worried about your family, aren't you?" And the little girl surnamed Liu? Actually, you don't have to worry too much, I calculated it for them, only by surviving this catastrophe, there will be nothing in the future, and Liu Yatou, she is already pregnant, and she will give birth to a fat boy for you in the future, and it can be regarded as leaving a legacy for your Ye family. ”

My body shook, and my heart was extremely excited, Mengqi was pregnant? I don't know. I'm about to be a dad? But after the excitement, my heart was extremely lost and gloomy, and I was more unwilling!

My child, I may not even see him, according to Fuying, the resurrection of that true monarch will directly occupy my soul, and even my soul does not belong to me.