Chapter 124: Constant Sorrow
In the evening, Peng Xiang thought about it again and again, between the teaching building and the study room, he went back and forth several times, and finally entered the study room, promising others to do it no matter what.
However, instead of being in the agreed place, he hid in a corner, where it was not easy to be discovered.
At about nine o'clock, Lu Ting came in with a delicate bag, and at the meeting table, she stopped, looked and left, the sound of leather shoes stepping on the floor was very loud in the quiet study room, all eyes were on her, the study room was not quiet, there were small discussions and laughter, and his eyes were still aimed at him from time to time, he still had the heart to read, and left in a hurry......
Half a month has passed, and the exam is over. The tense heartstrings of the students have relaxed, and it is time to relax. Movie theaters and dance halls are full of students, and various entertainment activities have begun, such as basketball games, English wide-angle lectures, and so on.
Pengxiang's mood also improved, because he felt that the exam went well, and maybe he could get a scholarship. Also, at the New Year's Day party, his song "The Sea" by Liang Yusheng pushed the party to the top of the party, and the cheers were thunderous and the campus became famous.
For Lu Ting, he refused to associate with her, got rid of the whirlpool of feelings, and regained his strength. Because he knows that feelings cannot be transformed, Wang Jie is dead, no! It's not dead, lost somewhere, he can sense it. Lu Ting can't replace Wang Jie, and the two can't be compared at all.
And Lu Ting was also very dissatisfied with him, and dared to snub her, she had never met her, so she ignored him for a while, sometimes deliberately embarrassed him, and deliberately stimulated him. But he didn't go to his heart, tearing off the untouchable love thread, he felt so relaxed.
And Zhou Mingde was also kind to him, sometimes he was enthusiastic and proactive, and he was warmly invited, but he didn't go, and he dismissed with good words. He felt that it was better to stay away from such people, so as not to cause trouble.
In the past few days, Pengxiang always feels sleepy, there is always a sleep that can't be finished, as long as he lies down, he can fall asleep as soon as his eyes are closed, and he sleeps for several hours, and he can't wake up. During a lunch break, everyone in the same room went to a self-study class, and woke him up before leaving, he responded, opened his eyes to see, and couldn't get up when he remembered it, and he fell asleep again when he closed his eyes.
In his sleep, Pengxiang had a dream, dreaming that Lu Ting was Wang Jie, in the grove next to the village, Lu Ting told him with tears and kissed him passionately. He was also so enthusiastic that his whole body seemed to be on fire, and he was so sick that he kissed her wildly. Somehow, somehow, I feel that the two of them are naked and hugging each other, and they are almost melting into one. Woke up suddenly, feeling like he was sweating profusely, he collapsed, gasping, his hand couldn't help touching his crotch, his underwear was sticky, he knew what it was, and when he looked up, he was relieved to see that there was no one in the dormitory, and he had lost sperm.
He gasped for a while, carefully took off his underwear and peeked, it was wet, and he hurriedly hid under the quilt, changed the underwear again, and hurriedly got dressed, afraid of being discovered, he hurriedly washed with water, washed it and put it on the radiator to dry, and was relieved after cleaning up.
He lay in bed again, what was he doing, he didn't know, anyway, the holiday was coming, the exams were over, and he didn't want to read the books, he was very confused for a while, he felt like an idiot, he wanted to eat something and didn't feel hungry.
By this time, the sun had slipped into the balcony, through the window lattice, dodging on the corner wall, like a shy little girl dancing. There are hurried footsteps and talking voices in the corridor, sparse and sparse, and come and go.
Pengxiang lay down for a while, picked up the rice bowl again, locked the door and went downstairs.
In the cafeteria, there were very few classmates eating, and he made a bowl of porridge and ate with a classmate in the same department.
At this time, Lu Ting and a few female classmates came in with a smile, and the other classmates all greeted Pengxiang, but Lu Ting passed by pretending not to see it. Pengxiang's heart was not a taste, and he couldn't sit still.
The classmates in the same department left after eating, and he also wanted to leave, but he sat still and didn't move. He knew that in this final exam, Lu Ting was caught cheating twice, and the daimyo was reported, and he didn't know how to deal with it. I heard from other classmates that Zhou Mingde was giving him activities through his father's relationship, as for Zhou Mingde's exam, it was a mess and he failed, but he didn't care, with his father here, he didn't need to pass the make-up exam smoothly, just imagine what kind of relationship this is, I hope Lu Ting can pass the test smoothly, he thought, and couldn't help but glance at Lu Ting in the distance, and saw that although there was a smile on her face, she couldn't hide the sorrow in her heart.
Alas, who made you usually not study hard, I hope she can remember this lesson. Besides, he also blamed himself, if he didn't snub her during this time, didn't hide from her, and helped her review, maybe he could pass the test, he regretted it a little, and hurriedly walked out of the restaurant, as if he wanted to escape something.
At ten o'clock in the morning, the department held a meeting. The first is to announce the list of scholarship winners, the second is to announce the list of students who have been punished, and there is the matter of vacation.
The students in the dormitory gathered together to discuss the number of scholarships, and the discussion was very enthusiastic. "Doctor, I heard that you won the highest scholarship, 2,000 yuan." Fan Kun said with a smile.
The classmate nicknamed Doctor was nicknamed Doctor, because he wore a pair of highly myopic glasses, had a wide range of knowledge, knew everything about astronomy and geography, studied very hard, had a strong research energy, and asked why, so the classmate gave him the nickname "Doctor", and since then his real name has not been called, and anyone who sees him is called Doctor, and he is happy to accept it.
When Fan Kun said this, the doctor was full of frustration, shook his head and said: "It's not easy to do, the three exams are not ideal, how can I do it wrong if I have reviewed it all, why in the end?" Alas," he said, "with a look of regret as he pounded the edge of the bed with his fist.
"Doctor, don't be like this, you can't take the first class, the second class and the third class are fine, like me, if you can pass the door, you will burn high incense," Liu Yan persuaded him.
"Hmph, it's not shameful enough, I'm going to punish myself if I don't go home this semester," the doctor said angrily.
"You, really, compete with yourself, stupid or not, what a nerd, just learn what is the use, after a while, you don't forget, you can mix it up, isn't it Pengxiang," Shi Lei said and asked for Pengxiang's opinion.
Peng Xiang smiled and said: "Yes, what are you afraid of if you do something wrong, the key is that you will do it now, and the goal will be achieved." But punish yourself, I appreciate your spirit of learning. ”
"Alright, baby brother, don't laugh at me. Alas, I'm curious, baby brother, I don't usually see how hard you study, why do you take the first exam for two consecutive semesters, do you have any good study methods, say, "The doctor got out of bed and pulled Pengxiang, looking forward to it."
"What's the solution? Usually you just learn to understand," Peng Xiang said with a smile.
"No, you keep it a secret, don't you tell me?" The doctor looked incredulous.
"I don't lie to you, I learned, I understand, isn't that it," Pengxiang explained to him.
The Doctor still didn't give up.
Fan Kun said to him, "Okay doctor, you are usually smart, why are you so stupid now, our baby brother has a high IQ, he understands it as soon as he learns, and he doesn't need to study as hard as you." ”
Disappointed, the doctor went back to bed and lay down.
"Doctor, don't be discouraged, why are you fighting with Pengxiang for the first place, just do your best," Shi Lei persuaded him......
At half past nine, they went to the school auditorium together. Peng Xiang won the first-class scholarship, and he stood on the podium with flowers and warm applause.
The Ph.D. received a third-class scholarship, and the other people in the dormitory, although they did not have the scholarship, all passed the test, and everyone was happy.
Zhou Mingde failed, Lu Ting failed the two doors, but there were no their names on the report, which also made people happy, Pengxiang finally breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that Zhou Mingde's father has a lot of energy.
In the re-election of the student union of the whole school, Pengxiang was honored to enter the student union and served as the secretary of the Youth League branch, becoming the target of party member development......
During the holidays, the students were busy, booking tickets, sorting luggage, and all of them were like arrows.
The school informed Peng Xiang to leave a few days later, and there was an academic meeting that asked him to participate, and the doctor also stayed. Sending Liu Yan, Fan Kun, and Shi Lei away, the dormitory quieted down, the two of them were right, they were all book lovers, either going to the library to read books, or lying on the bed to read, and they didn't know how hungry they didn't eat for a day when they were fascinated by reading.
The two of them were like no one in the dormitory, and the timid birds stood on the windowsill from time to time and jumped and chirped, and looked into the house......
One night, Dr. Peng Xianghe returned to the dormitory after an academic meeting, passing by the garden, in a dark corner, he suddenly caught a glimpse of Lu Ting and Zhou Mingde whispering something, the two of them were so close that they were almost close together. They didn't come home? Peng Xiang was startled and couldn't help but stop.
The doctor also saw it, and hurriedly pulled him away, "What are you looking at when people are dating?" Can't stand it anymore? The doctor smiled and whispered to him.
Peng Xiang smiled and said nothing, he really didn't feel good in his heart.
"Say something you don't like to hear, I don't think you and Lu Ting are suitable at all, let's not say how many years apart you are, don't vote in terms of personality, who is Lu Ting? It's better to have less contact with her, take advantage of this good time or study hard, I promise, as long as a smart person like you works hard, he will definitely achieve something in his studies. ”
He persuaded a lot, but Peng Xiang didn't hear a word in his heart. His heart couldn't calm down anymore, and he didn't have the heart to read, and he didn't know that the book in his hand had fallen, and his mood suddenly became irritable. The doctor persuaded him with good words, but he was angry at the doctor, and the doctor was inexplicable, and kindly fed him food, but he didn't have a good face, and the angry doctor ignored him anymore. He was also really annoyed by the doctor, especially his few words that made his heart ache, and the thread of love that was constantly unreasonable and messy was tightly wrapped around him, making him uneasy.
After lying down for a day, his mood was just better, and the doctor came to tell him again, "I heard that Lu Ting is going to work in Zhou Mingde's father's company, and she also asked her classmates who haven't gone home to go with her, more than 2,000 yuan a month." ”
"Really? She's not stupid, it doesn't mean that the lamb has gone into the wolf's den," Peng Xiang said in surprise, "No, I persuade her." ”
He got up all at once. The doctor pressed him, "You better save your worries, she can listen to you, don't you know what the relationship between the two of you is now, you see that you are smart and you are also in learning, and you don't understand anything else, even if you can fight Lu Ting over, but, can you raise her, what kind of society, maybe it is reasonable for them to have a relationship, why fight, just look at the beautiful little face?" To tell you the truth, don't say that he doesn't look down on me, even if he looks down on me, I don't want it, listen to me, there are times when he Zhou Mingde cries. ”
Peng Xiang looked at him in a daze, as if he didn't know that it was him.
"Am I not right, okay, okay, let's not talk about it, let's talk about it seriously, I want to live and work, be a tutor or something, so that I can fight for the tuition for the next semester. What about you, do you want to stay, let's have a companionship. The doctor fought for his opinion.
Peng Xiang shook his head and said, "I'm afraid I can't, my family won't let me." ”
"Why don't you let me, talk to your parents, just go back for two days during the Chinese New Year, what a good environment it is now, no one is harassed when you study, you can only tutor for five or six hours a day, and the rest of the time is not all our own," the doctor tried his best to convince him.
"It's good, but I'm not mentally prepared at all, and it's hard to decide for a while," Pengxiang said.
"What else are you going to prepare, it's not going to the battlefield, it's eight hundred fast a month, and you can take care of a meal at noon, it's more cost-effective, work for a month, and the tuition fee for the next semester will be almost enough, besides, the qualifications of the two of us, a thousand yuan are also invited, how about it?"
Pengxiang was said to be a little moved, more than 30 yuan a day, how can he earn this money, a farmer may not be able to fall this thousand yuan after a year of hard work at home. Seeing that he was moved, the doctor said that it was decided, you don't have to worry about anything, I will do everything.