I was thrilled when I received a message from the editor in my text box saying that I had submitted my book for a contract, and I especially thanked the editor who submitted my work. Really, it's not the excitement of how much you can earn if you sign a contract, but the emotion that what you write can be recognized. Maybe I don't think I can write much better than other writers on the Internet, but I usually look at the great works of the same type of authors and find that their works are also wonderful. So I'm lucky, and I hope it's off to a good start.

When I open the homepage of my work every day, I see a few clicks and a collection that is still moving, and my heart is suddenly full of loss. Sometimes I ask myself if it's worth the boring life of giving up my spare time and choosing to code words on the computer. When people ask me what you do with the computer every day, I reply that when I was writing a novel, they first cast a surprised look, but when they asked me how much money I could make writing this, I said that wood is rich, and then their eyes immediately changed to a hehe. Many of my colleagues and friends think that I am too full to do anything, or some people may not say it so badly, but the same is true of the emotions I express. Whenever this happens, sometimes I really don't want to go on. I think many Internet writers are eunuchs for this reason, but since it's decided, then I hope to be able to persevere, although it's very tiring and boring, and the plot is even constantly brewing in my head.

It's like raising your own children, it's going to be hard, but when you raise your children to adulthood, you'll be moved by happiness. Maybe the child is not outstanding, maybe the child is ordinary, but after all, it is his own child. The same is true of our books, and the response may be mediocre when you finish it, but at least you are much better than many eunuch writers.

I started to enter the world of online novels after reading Tang San's books, so I began to get in touch with fantasy novels. Slowly began to know many gods on the Internet, and the works of tomatoes and potatoes are even more treasured. Until one day, suddenly a thought began to come to my mind, why don't I write it myself when I see others write. Write the stories you have in your mind and share them with others.

The idea is very fast, and I believe that many online writers write tens of thousands of words on a whim or whim. This happens all the time, but enthusiasm often comes and goes quickly. At the beginning, I was able to write a 3,000-word chapter, but the more I wrote, the more I found that writing a book was not as simple as I imagined. I used to write a fantasy book on and off, but when I wrote 300,000 words, I found that it was a mess. Instead of revising it, I thought it would be better to write a new one. So I put the pen on the back and waited until the next whim.

Three years have passed in the blink of an eye, and this year, suddenly the enthusiasm for writing has begun to surge again, so I have resumed writing again. I wrote 100,000 words freely, and found that the writing was nondescript. Some chapters are brilliantly written, while others are pale in writing. The characterization has no characteristics, and the plot has no explosive points, so there is no confidence to continue writing in the end.

Half of July, Halloween. It is a very special festival in the land of China, and there are worship ceremonies in various places. When I got home from work that night, I saw someone burning paper at the intersection to worship, and I couldn't help but think about whether there were ghosts in this world and whether there was an underworld. If so, can mortals see it? As a result, the more I thought about it, the more ghost stories I had heard came to mind. At this moment, there was another movement in my heart, can I write a story about supernatural events? It just so happened that my inspiration came from seeing the paper burning at the crossroads, so I took the title of the book "Left Yin and Right Yang", turning left to yin and right to return to yang.

Unexpectedly, less than 30,000 words after getting on the bus, the editor sent a message of signing the contract, which was really unexpected to me. This unexpected joy has added to my enthusiasm for writing, so I want to write about my inner thoughts and tell everyone.

No matter how the book is written at that time, I will write it with my heart, although it may not be painstaking, but there are still nosebleeds when I write it. I don't think about how much money I can make from this book, I know my own weight, and if I can gain something from being taken care of by readers, my heart is naturally full of gratitude.

In the end, this book will continue to stick with it or not. As long as one reader read it, I insisted on writing. So here I would like to say a heartfelt thank you to those readers who have read my book, thank you for your support, thank you for your silent support.