Yan Hong is actually a character with a prototype.

Of course, Yan Hong, who is outside the novel, is not so rich. She was a classmate of mine in middle school, with short hair, and she looked pretty average, but she was nice to me.

At that time, she always liked to say things that I thought were inexplicable, and gave me the nickname Beibi. Then one day he suddenly said to me, do you know that there is another meaning of the north nose?

I may be a late maturer, I went back and pondered for a long time, and I didn't understand what she was going to do, until many years later, when I looked back, I knew that the north nose was BABY, and she called me baby.

At that time, everyone in the class probably knew that she liked me, but I didn't. Because my buddies often tease her, saying: "Who is your object?"

I didn't believe it at the time, so I told my buddy: don't be funny, it's impossible.

Because I really don't feel anything about Yan Hong.

She still stuffs a snack into my desk at every turn, haha. That's why I thought she was a rich girl.

When I was a child, my family was poor, in fact, it is not poor, but my family's education is the way of "poor men and rich daughters", so at that time, when I never had more than one dollar in my pocket, I could buy a small twist flower to eat every day after school, and that's it, so that once I was robbed by two thugs after school, only two cents were snatched from me, and then they called me poor with contempt.

Except for the twist flower, the rest of the food was given to me by "Yan Hong". It's quite happy to say it now, there is a girl who cares, and she is a little proud.

But then she didn't get much of a strange disease, she often had headaches, it was said to be epilepsy, I don't know the specifics, and she didn't have time to talk to me, so she dropped out of school.

Then she has a girlfriend, who is very beautiful and has short hair, in fact, what I liked at the time was that girlfriend, so let's call it Xiao Wang for the time being.

I think she likes me too, because the conditions in our city are limited, often three people at a table, and then rotate the seats every week, and every time it turns to me and Xiao Wang to sit together, she seems very happy, and makes it clear: I like to sit with you.

I was happy, but I didn't dare to say that I also liked to be with you.

Maybe it's because of Yan Hong, although Xiao Wang and I like each other, we don't dare to say it.

A year before graduation, at Christmas, I went to Yanhong's house with Xiao Wang, and at that time I learned that Yanhong had a boyfriend who had died in a car accident, and then she took out the portrait of the boy she drew and said that it looked like me.

I didn't feel too much emotion after reading it, and I only felt that the painting level of this guy needs to be improved. ”

Of course, I didn't say it, but I was still very emotional when I came back. Because I'm a road idiot, even though I've been to her house, I can't remember the number of the building on the way home, and that was the last time I saw her. I haven't been in touch again. I don't know if it's my first love, so I shouldn't count it.

Later, when I went to college, a fat man in the same dormitory inadvertently mentioned it to me, saying that Yan Hong had fought with him because of her boyfriend, so I won't talk about the specifics, I just know that she has found a real boyfriend.

Xiao Wang is the person I really like, the first girl I liked, because I talked to her very well, but it was a coincidence, she also had a strange disease like epilepsy, and I don't know what's going on, we have a lot of people with brain diseases. And I had two seizures in class, lying on the floor with convulsions, and the table was slammed.

I was scared silly, and then I felt very distressed, because I really liked her, and I already knew that epilepsy was hereditary, and according to the government's policy at that time, she couldn't have children.

But I still stupidly insist on a belief that I will marry her in the future.

It's just that I haven't even been to her house because she dropped out of school too.

Because she also has short hair, in the years after me have a crush, a love, and a girl in love are all short-haired, I don't know if there is a reason with Xiao Wang.

One day many years later, when I went back to my hometown, I suddenly saw her walking on the street holding the hand of a soldier brother, smiling like a flower, but she no longer had short hair, but tied up pigtails.

She didn't see me, just passed me by.

I looked at her back and thanked God for allowing me to see her again.