Chapter 172: An Inextricable Heart Knot

Besides, Pengxiang, these days he has a lot of worries, he doesn't know what to do, it's really difficult for him, how can it be like this, he can't choose. There was no need to hide it, so I told Xie Fang.

Xie Fang was not surprised, as if she had already known, she asked softly, "Do you want to leave me?" ”

"Don't worry, I won't," Pengxiang said.

Xie Fang cried, she leaned on her husband's arms, "You can have a relationship with her, I won't stop you, you can also bring your son to our house, I will treat him like my own child, really." ”

Peng Xiang hugged her tightly, "Thank you, let's let the child be with his mother, the child has been with her mother since she was a child, and she can't do without her mother, and Lixia can't do without the child." ”

"Then you should spend more time with them."

Pengxiang nodded, Xie Fang's understanding moved him very much, and he couldn't hurt his wife's heart anymore.

Xie Fang put his hand on her already bulging lower abdomen, with a happy face. Peng Xiang stroked gently, the surface was full of smiles, but he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, that heart knot, avoidance is unavoidable, sooner or later he has to face it, how to untie it is difficult to say, this is a difficult knot to solve.

It is said that Lixia's family has just settled down, and they should go to see them often. However, Pengxiang was reluctant to go, to say anything, especially children, he couldn't face it. A mouthful of a father screamed, he was sad, and he was ashamed of himself. The child is innocent, but the father's love he needs cannot meet all of him, can he be by the child's side every day? Now you can say no, this is the most heart-wrenching thing.

Lixia is innocent, she loves herself deeply, for herself, how old is she, how much she is willing to leave her child behind, how much she has been wronged, can ordinary people do it? This friendship will not be repaid for a lifetime, and it will not be repaid. What to take, what does she want, she can't give it to her, what should I do? Only God knows.

Xie Fang is even more innocent, she can't betray her, she loves herself more than everything, and if she leaves herself, maybe she really can't live. Thinking about it, weighing everything, he can't figure it out, there is no road, it's all a dead end, he has entered a desperate situation, no one is wrong, it's all his own fault, it's wrong here, there is no chance to correct it.

Xie Fang's mother also knew about her son-in-law, and she was worried that if he divorced her daughter......

She didn't dare to think about it, but she had to face it. He is kind to his family, if it weren't for him, his daughter might have been dead a long time ago, and he can't afford this kindness, even if he really files for divorce, he can't be embarrassed for him, but what should his daughter do? He was worried about his daughter, his daughter really loved him, maybe he couldn't live without his daughter, she thought a lot about all kinds of results, and each result made her cry. Her daughter is her life, and she will never allow others to hurt her, for her daughter, she can give up everything, even if she takes her own life, if she can exchange her daughter's happiness, she will not hesitate.

However, for his son-in-law, if he really wants to do it, he can't blame him, let alone stop him, how can he blame him for saving his life. She told her husband about her worries, and her husband was also worried, what his wife said was not unreasonable, the children were so old, and they were still in love, it was not impossible to divorce her daughter, and the son-in-law was very affectionate, this was one of the aspects of his appreciation of his son-in-law, and it was this aspect that made him worry that they had been playing together since childhood, and they were all visitors from outside the world, and the daughter was just an ordinary person, and it was a matter of time before she left, and no one could stop her.

Wang Lao once mentioned to him that he should be mentally prepared and do his daughter's work, because he may leave at any time, for no reason, silently, this is not something he can decide, recently, extraterrestrial guests have come to the earth too often, which also means that their mission is coming to an end......

He comforted his wife, "Let it be, find an opportunity to be with her daughter Lulu, give her a wake-up call, let her be mentally prepared, she is too fond of Pengxiang, there is really one day, he leaves suddenly, and his daughter will not be able to stand it, alas, it is really a good thing and a lot of grinding." ”

"I can see that since he came back this time, he seems to be preoccupied, his brows are tightly locked, he is often in a daze, and he does not find the edge to speak, and when he asks him, he is often stunned, and the preface does not match the afterword, this kid's ideological struggle is very powerful."

"I can see it too, but we can't help him, alas, there is no way, let it be, wait and see, no matter what the result, we have to accept it, I hope my daughter can survive this catastrophe," Xie Fang's father sighed and said.

"How can this be, what a good thing, who is not envious, who has not been happy for a few days, who can accept this," Xie Fang's mother burst into tears......

The New Year's footsteps are getting closer and closer, Peng Cheng called, asked them when they would go back, the family is ready, in order to celebrate this reunion of the New Year, Dad painted all the houses in the family, paved the floor tiles, hung the ceiling, and added furniture, my mother gave you a new quilt, just waiting for you to come back.

Father's mood is auspicious and understands, he must go back when he goes home for the New Year, the specific day has not been decided, he still has something on his mind, and he will always go to talk to Lixia before leaving, and he also wants to take Gao Yu home to let his father and mother see, no matter what, the child is always the root of the Wang family, let him recognize his grandparents, this is human nature.

He told Xie Fang about this idea, and Xie Fang agreed without hesitation, saying, "I am willing to do whatever you want, but I am afraid that people will not agree." ”

"Thank you for your understanding," Pengxiang said, very grateful. He asked Xie Fang to go to Lixia's house together, to see her, and to say goodbye to her, and to get her opinion by the way.

Xie Fang nodded, her husband's trust made her grateful. Yes, these days, she feels the crisis, she has nightmares every night, her husband left him, either turned into a big bird and flew away, or was kidnapped by bad people, and after waking up, she saw her husband sleeping next to her, she hugged her tightly, did not dare to move, and did not dare to let go.

This is hers, no one wants to take it away, even if it is death, they will not let go. She couldn't hold back her tears, she didn't believe that her husband would abandon her. However, she is always worried that her husband is not an ordinary person, and ordinary people are not so perfect and flawless.

In his eyes, her husband has no shortcomings, he is outstanding in every aspect, and in front of her husband, she always feels that she is not worthy of him. Looking at Lixia from abroad, whether it is appearance or temperament, she is stronger than herself, and she also has her husband's children, her husband really wants to leave her, it is not strange in the eyes of ordinary people, she herself sees it this way, so she is always worried every day, always afraid that her husband will mention the word divorce, if you really want to bring it up, what can you do, fight to the death? Is it blackmailed? She can't do it, if she really wants to die, she won't die in front of him, she won't leave him with grief, if she wants to die, she will find a place where no one knows about it, she has thought about jumping off a cliff, she has thought about jumping into the sea, she has thought about being eaten by wild beasts.

In short, death does not leave a single clue to others, including one's own parents. Mom secretly mentioned it to her, indicating that her parents also saw that they were worried about themselves, thinking of the grief of her parents after her death, she was sad and couldn't control herself, and she couldn't help her parents' love.

These days, she always thinks like this, afraid of her husband's propose, and looks forward to facing that moment, she will not hate her husband, she will treat it very calmly, and she will leave a smile for her husband when she dies.

He can feel the melancholy, hesitation, and fierce struggle of his husband these days, usually his husband sleeps very sweetly, but these days, he knows that his husband has insomnia all night long, and sometimes he deliberately pretends to be asleep, she can see it.

She can't do anything about her husband's heart, sometimes she really wants to say: "Don't be sad, just leave if you want to, leave me, I'll be fine, I can take care of myself." ”

However, she wanted to say it several times, but she couldn't say it. She's not that free, she can't do it, although she thinks so in her heart.

Things have to be thought about in reverse, she has thought of the worst outcome, and she has also thought of the best outcome, and even she thinks that if she can, he would rather give her half of her husband, and would rather be small by himself and live with them, even if it is to be their maid and nanny, she is also willing, as long as she can see her husband every day, her children will have fathers in the future, and they can enjoy father's love, nothing else matters.

She told her mother about this idea, and her mother looked at her in shock, as if she didn't know her, and said that she was crazy, how could she have such an idea, and she couldn't help but have tears on her face, infatuated daughter, poor daughter.

"Isn't there a better way to do it?" She muttered.

Yes, I've thought about everything I should have thought about, and if I really got to that point, is there a better way than this, she can't think of it. Lixia's mother hugged her daughter, and the tears couldn't help but flow. Is this fate? Is this the fate of my daughter? She couldn't do anything, she wanted to pull her daughter, but she didn't know what to do, she wanted her daughter to turn back and give up this relationship, which was more difficult than ascending to the sky.

The mood of the family, Pengxiang felt it.

He was ashamed, and he wanted to distinguish between the white, maybe even more intelligible. He tried his best to make himself feel better, and he cared more about Xie Fang, and when the weather was good, he even asked her out for a walk and went to the supermarket to buy something. I rushed to do any work at home, and deliberately talked and laughed to ease the dull atmosphere at home, and was even more respectful to my father-in-law and mother-in-law, which made them feel relieved.

However, things often backfire, the more he is like this, the more the family thinks he is leaving, the smile on the surface can't hide the things in his heart, and the politeness is even more rusty, can he not see it, it is better to deliberately create that kind of atmosphere than to be natural, so that people feel more comfortable.

Anyway, nothing was done, there was no need to explain. If you can't untie the knot, you won't be able to untie it, maybe it's better, and some things are more hurtful to explain clearly.

Lixia, she's not the kind of person who doesn't know anything, she will understand herself. He also believed that Xie Fang would never interfere with her normal interactions, maybe time would make people find a better home, he looked forward to it and comforted himself.