Chapter 42: Can You Take It?
"Ah Jun, why are you here?" Lu Xiaofan was stunned, and a voice suddenly came from next to him.
Lu Xiaofan and Ji Zhaojun followed the prestige at the same time, and were stunned to find that Lan Shuyun was standing not far away.
At this time, the two of them were still standing in the partition of the revolving door, because there was little room to turn around, the distance between the two was a little close, and from the perspective of the side, it seemed like a pair of lovers hugging each other.
"Aunt Lan, why did you come out, you still wear so little!" This time, Lu Xiaofan actually came back to his senses earlier than Ji Zhaojun, and finally walked into the hall through the revolving door.
Ji Zhaojun passively followed.
Lu Xiaofan stepped forward to hold Lan Shuyun's hand, only to feel cold in his hand, and couldn't help complaining, "Why don't you add that thick coat, didn't I take it out for you?" It's late autumn now, and it's raining again today, and it's cold. ”
"I see that you haven't been back for a long time, so I'll come out and have a look." Lan Shuyun said with a little apology and flattery, "It's not too cold, I actually just took the opportunity to move my legs and feet." ”
As he spoke, he turned his head again, and saw Ji Zhaojun still standing stupidly on the side, his half-wet black hair turned unusually pale, and he couldn't help but soften his voice and said, "Ah Jun, come in with me, you're wet, you have to dry it quickly." Even if you are in good health, you can't toss like this, you will catch a cold. ”
Lu Xiaofan noticed that Ji Zhaojun was still wet, and seeing that he was still not moving, it was rare to be so stupid, and somehow he suddenly became brave, stepped forward and grabbed him, and then grabbed Lan Shuyun with the other hand, one in each hand, and pulled them to the upstairs ward.
These two people's hands are so cold! The withered hand was still soft, but the big hand was damp and completely devoid of temperature. This made Lu Xiaofan feel as if he couldn't warm up even if he mobilized the power of his whole body.
There is no hurry to pick up the food, she doesn't go, naturally a nurse will send it. So I went into the ward. She was busy helping Ji Zhaojun take off her coat. Fortunately, the rain was not heavy, he didn't drench for a long time, and the shirt inside was not wet, but she still found a dry towel to help Ji Zhaojun dry his hair.
At the same time, Lan Shuyun also poured hot water with her own hands and stuffed it into Ji Zhaojun's hands.
What is more inconsistent in this scene. Ji Zhaojun has been very quiet. Very cooperative, silent. When it was time to eat, the three of them divided the two portions equally. I actually ate a fine light. During this period, Lan Shuyun also smiled and gave Ji Zhaojun vegetables, Ji Zhaojun did not refuse, and ate them all in silence, including the bitter gourd that he usually never touched.
Meal. When the nurse came to collect the dishes, Lan Shuyun took a nap as usual. Lu Xiaofan found Ji Zhaojun, who was standing in the corridor, looking at the drizzle outside the window in a daze, and couldn't help asking, "Lu Yu said. Aunt Lan doesn't like to see you very much, but it doesn't seem to be the case at all today. ”
"Did you cast any magic on her?" Ji Zhaojun suddenly asked.
He didn't lower his head to look at Lu Xiaofan, but stood straight. His hands are in his trouser pockets, and his eyes are fixed on the glass. Because of the reflection of light and rain. The windowpane temporarily turned into a mirror, vaguely reflecting the shadows and faces of the two men.
Lu Xiaofan looked at Ji Zhaojun in surprise and puzzlement.
"Lu Yu didn't lie to you." Ji Zhaojun said calmly, "She has never been so friendly to me, and I have never been able to stay in front of her for so long." So I guess it's your credit. ”
No wonder he kept silent, as if he was half a beat slower. It turned out that he was just scared silly.
Lu Xiaofan suddenly wanted to laugh, but he felt a little pity for him. Such a man with a strong personality is so cautious in front of a mentally handicapped person like Aunt Lan, how guilty is he about Fu Cheng's death?
"There's no magic, and I don't take much care of her. I actually...... Just offered to let her draw fingers. She thought for a while and said, "When people's hearts have sustenance, they will slowly let go of sad things." Although it is impossible to forget the pain, at least, it can be accepted calmly. ”
"Can you accept that? About Fu Cheng's death? Ji Zhaojun was silent for a while, and then asked.
"He's dead, that's a fact." Although the thought of his death hurts.
"yes, fact." Ji Zhaojun suddenly exhaled, as if something had collapsed in his heart, and something had been erected, "But don't you blame me?" He died for me. ”
"That's not your fault, why should I blame you?"
"What if it's my fault?"
Lu Xiaofan's heart tightened.
Ji Zhaojun rarely mentioned to him the car accident five years ago, but she could still feel that the incident had caused him tremendous psychological pressure and mental torture. Now he suddenly asked, and she didn't know how to answer. She was tempted to say things like, it's not your fault, you don't want to, just let it go when it's over, but she knew how powerless and pale those words were.
"It's all wrong, and it's useless to dwell on it." After thinking about it, she finally took a deep breath and said very seriously, "Although I don't understand what life is, I think life is probably like this, make mistakes and correct them." If you make another mistake, you will correct it. ”
"Is that so?" Ji Zhaojun finally turned his head sideways.
"I think so." Lu Xiaofan nodded vigorously, turned his head sideways, and smiled at Ji Zhaojun, "Even if it's not, it doesn't matter, if you think wrong, just change it later." ”
"That's because you're still pure." Ji Zhaojun shook his head slightly, and also showed a little smile, but he looked full of exhaustion and helplessness, "Some things will be too late." ”
After a moment of silence, he took another breath, "But what you said is also right, and everything is wrong, so let's go on like this." ”
He turned to leave, but before he could take two steps, Lu Xiaofan caught up with him again, and asked him as if he had mustered up courage, "You and Fu Cheng are good friends, so you know a little bit about him, right?" ”
He frowned, the meaning of the inquiry was obvious.
Lu Xiaofan was a little cramped, "Actually, Aunt Lan told me a lot about him, but I still want to know more." ”
"Why are you interested in him?" There was a strange flash in Ji Zhaojun's eyes.
"Because he's my savior." Lu Xiaofan said hurriedly, for fear of saying the ridiculous words "He is my first love", "If there is no him, my life will go to a very dark place." So I wanted to get to know him, and I wanted to know what kind of people protected me. ”
"Since Aunt Lan has said a lot, what else do you think I can add?" Ji Zhaojun raised his eyebrows.
In her heart, she was actually happy, even happy, so that "Fu Cheng" could save her ten years ago. Therefore, there is still mercy in the heavens, if there is not such a night, there would be no such lovely, simple, gentle and kind girl in this world. Then in his dark life, there is probably no such color and light.
"I want to know more, the things that mothers don't understand, but friends will confess."
"Like, what girl does he like? Have you ever loved anyone? ”
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