35 Reasons for Entry
"On a mission?"
After listening quietly to Emiya Kiritsugu's words, Ji Feng looked at him deeply and did not answer immediately.
For Emiya Kiritsugu, his mission here is to pay Chu Xuan...... Or there is also the fulfillment of Chu Xuan's "last wish" and taking care of the three "daughters". But since he learned that he and Chu Xuan looked the same, he had also thought about the issue of "mission", even more deeply than Emiya Kiritsugu.
Chu Xuan is a reincarnation, he is also a reincarnation, and he is a reincarnation with the same appearance as Chu Xuan. Then just like Emiya Kiritsugu said, he should have been born with some kind of mission, he was able to enter the world of Suzumiya Haruhi, and then enter the main god space, and enter the world of the moon after Chu Xuan left...... All this is not because of "luck", but because of a "fate" that has been predestined for a long time.
In addition, there is another possibility that even Ji Feng tries to avoid thinking deeply, that is, all his "past" experiences may have been forged by Chu Xuan.
This "past" can refer to his memories before he entered the world of Suzumiya Haruhi, but it can also include his memories of entering the world of Shizuki, and even all of his memories - even every minute and second of the "present"!
It's not that hard to forge memories, Yuki can do it, Beeeater Cao Qi can do it, and the "learning device" can also be regarded as able to do it. If there is no memory, or without the ability to preserve memory, the five senses responsible for observing the world will completely lose their role - such as a vegetative person.
On the other hand, as long as you have memories, as long as you can enter false memories at all times, people will mistakenly think that they are alive and well even if they only have one brain left, and it doesn't matter if all the data that should be transmitted back by the various sensory organs of the body are faked - this has appeared too much in science fiction.
Everything you remember, what you see, hear, feel is fake...... It's scary. So Ji Feng didn't want to think about it. However, he just didn't want to let this lack of evidence waste his time too much, and in fact he was not particularly afraid that some or even all of his memories would be forged by someone else.
If all this was just a dream, then what he feared most was the sudden awakening of the dream, not the dream itself. Especially in the "reality", he actually only has one brain still alive, and instead of living in the cruel real world, it is better to live in the virtual world forever until the brain dies - anyway, this virtual world is the same as the real one.
So now Ji Feng is not thinking about what Chu Xuan has done to his memory. It's just what kind of mission Chu Xuan gave him, not only in this world, but also in other worlds.
He also thought about it a little before meeting Emiya Kiritsugu, whether Chu Xuan wanted him to do it or not, but he wanted to help Illya Sfil escape the fate of death, and he also wanted Sakura to recognize his real sister and mother, while he himself wanted to "brush up points" as much as possible.
Now it seems that Chu Xuan solved Illya's problem by himself, but he was left with the super problem of helping Emiya Kiritsugu realize his wish. Other than that. Yan Feng Qili and Jack the Ripper didn't solve it, although this was not what Ji Feng wanted to do, but in order to save his life, he definitely had to think of a way for himself.
Ji Feng knew very well that although all his actions were out of his "own" wishes, if Chu Xuan had hoped that he would do so, he could have made up memories that could form his current character and way of thinking, and let him consciously act according to the ideas of the setter. And I thought I was completely free.
It's not difficult, as long as you have the relevant knowledge. It is enough to know what kind of memory affects a person's personality and way of thinking; In addition, it is necessary to set the amount of hormone secretion in the body, which also has an impact on people's temperament. If you have tools that are easy to use and have proven knowledge, even elementary school students can try it according to the script, and it is just a matter of doing well.
However, this speculation, which also lacks evidence, Ji Feng still didn't bother to think deeply, it didn't matter whose wishes it was, anyway, he didn't feel that his choice was not free enough and was manipulated. That's enough.
"About the mission that Chu Xuan left me......
Of course, I'm going to take it all over!
Whether it's taking care of his 'daughters' or helping your wishes, it can be seen as my natural responsibility. ”
After thinking about it cautiously for half a minute, Ji Feng nodded solemnly to the guard palace Kiritsu, and by the way, he also took care of Illya and them. However, he then changed his words again, and added as if he was very slippery and willful:
"But whether or not to fulfill the responsibility. First, it depends on whether I can do it, and second, it depends on whether I am willing to do it...... Well, the main thing to look at is the second point. ”
“……”
Seeing the straightforward expression on Ji Feng's face, Tosaka Sakura, who was almost moved, widened her eyes in surprise, and couldn't believe that this young man who had a lot to do with their father would say such a thing that was not at all irresponsible and not at all like their father.
However, Emiya Kiritsugu's expression did not fluctuate in the slightest because of this, he nodded calmly in Tosaka Sakura's surprised gaze, and said to Ji Feng in a very natural tone:
"Of course.
I don't mean to impose the responsibility that should be borne by Chu Xuan on your shoulders, I just want to try to believe in you once because I trust 'Chu Xuan's wisdom'.
If Chu Xuan specially arranged for you to appear here, I think he must have thought that you could do something for him, otherwise that person would ...... Never do anything that doesn't work. ”
"Ha...... 'Chu Xuan's wisdom'......
That's what I thought, too. ”
Unexpectedly hearing the word "Chu Xuan's wisdom" from the mouth of the Emiya Kiritsu, Ji Feng couldn't help but chuckle. Even though Emiya Kiritsugu only tried to trust Chu Xuan out of trust in him, he was still proud of it.
Regardless of whether his memory, his personality, and his love and admiration for the role of "Chu Xuan" were the result of Chu Xuan's manipulation, he was equally proud from the bottom of his heart, and he also gave birth to the idea of "Since Chu Xuan can do it, I can also do it".
It doesn't matter to him that he and everything around him is real, the important thing is that he lives here! The important thing is that he lives with a good mind! (To be continued.) )