Section 40 The Meaning of Marriage
"Did you tell your sister everything about us?" This is the worst-case scenario, the enemy knows 100% about us, but we don't know anything about the enemy.
"No, I don't." Dudaoliu shook his head desperately, he still knew this.
"What questions did your sister ask you?" For Dudaoliu, the orange girl believes it, but for his sister the emperor, the orange girl has to be very careful. Those who can penetrate the highest decision-making level of both sides at the same time cannot be too careful.
"It's not a big deal, just some details." Dudaoliu is not stupid, and the intrigue between the DPRK and China has also experienced a lot. After the orange girl's question came out, he was in a cold sweat: although they were all small details, they could infer the actions of many fifth life combinations. β
"It's no wonder that many of our operations have been unsuccessful, and many people have been lost in vain." The orange girl didn't have the anger she imagined, she just suddenly realized.
Dudaoliu was full of shame.
"Go down." Although Dudaoliu is nine thousand years old, although he is the owner of Dudaofu, although he is the husband of the orange girl. However, in the Fifth Life Group, the orange girl is the second in command, and Dudaoliu is just an expatriate.
"Yes." Feeling the majesty of the orange girl, Dudaoliu understood that he had completely lost the woman in front of him.
Looking at the direction after Dudaoliu left, the orange girl didn't come back to her senses for a long time.
"What are you doing this for?" Five or Six had actually woken up a long time ago, but he was really not fit to speak.
Hearing the sound of five or six, the orange girl lost her strength and slipped to the ground.
Five or Six hurriedly got up and helped the orange girl, supported the orange girl who had lost her strength, and sat on the bed.
"I'm distressed, five or six, you know what, my heart hurts." The orange girl's eyes were out of focus, as if she had remembered a long time ago.
Five or Six casually took the medicine sent by the medical robot sent by the mastermind, and treated the injury on the orange girl's forehead.
Five or Six's hearts are full of anger towards Dudaoliu: The orange girl is the most important person in Five or Six's hearts except for Grandma Sun, not even as good as nerds and four children. If it weren't for the orange girl's self-esteem, he would have gotten up and beaten up Dudaoliu a long time ago.
"I loved him for a whole hundred and forty-five years. How many hundred and forty-five years can a woman, even if technology is so advanced now? I loved him so much that I lost myself. However, he loves others, and he is still his own sister, the contemporary emperor and queen. My heart hurts, my heart hurts, five or six, you know, my heart hurts. β
Five or six's hearts hurt even more. He loved this woman, but he couldn't disturb her. But now, seeing that she is unhappy, how can I feel better in my heart?
"Sleep, wake up and you'll be fine. With me, I will accompany you, and I will protect you. It won't hurt you anymore, it won't make you cry anymore. Five or six strongly suppressed the surging discomfort in his heart, and softly comforted the physically and mentally injured woman in his arms.
"I'm so distressed, I'm so distressed. Five or six, I hurt. With tears in her eyes and a whisper, the orange girl slowly fell asleep. Looking at the face of the orange girl in her arms, five or six were full of distress. It was the first time he had looked at her so closely.
All along, the orange girl has given people a sunny and positive feeling. However, when I got closer to her, I saw the indissible marks between her eyebrows, which were the traces left by a long frown. On her face, there were faint scars that could only be seen on closer inspection.
"What do you say, what is the purpose of getting married?" Suddenly, the orange girl, who had not yet fallen asleep, woke up again. Her voice has never been more confused, lost and sad.
Five or Six hugged the orange girl in distress, not knowing how to comfort this woman who had been strong for a long time, but was constantly injured: "Perhaps, it's for, protect each other and rely on each other, right?" In the heart of five or six, the orange girl is like a cat that needs to be held in her arms to give warmth and care, so proud, but so lonely.
"I always thought that it was enough to be able to marry my beloved, as long as he was responsible." The orange girl's voice is so fragile that it shatters at the slightest touch.
Five or six didn't speak, he didn't know how to answer, and he understood better that the orange girl at this time needed more than an audience.
"I always thought that as long as I was good to him, desperately good to him, and tried all my strength to be good to him, he would be moved. Perhaps, he will not fall in love with me, but, at least, he will be loyal to me and this marriage. The orange girl's voice became lower and lower, and she curled up in her arms, like a child in need of comfort and protection, as if she had been lost for a long time, and finally found her way.
"I thought that with my loving support for him, I would be able to persevere until he began to feel sorry for me, and then, protect me." After so many years, looking back now, it seems to be a blink of an eye. Distressed? Of course it hurts. However, there is no suffocating pain as before. The pain I recall now seems to be just hearing the pain of others, and it has nothing to do with myself. However, the heart is still your own, why can't you feel the pain even though you know it?
"Five or six, you know, actually, a long time ago, I couldn't hold on. After I knew that the person in his heart was his sister, I couldn't hold on anymore. But my pride does not allow me to regret it. I tell myself every day: I, no regrets. "Tears flowed down and merged into two crystal rivers, but why didn't you feel like you were crying?
"Whenever I am alone in a dark room, I tell myself: I never regret it; Whenever I don't get comfort after being hurt, I tell myself: I don't regret it; Whenever Chenchen asked me where my father was, I told myself: I don't regret ??????" The orange girl's voice was full of mockery and contempt for herself, "But every day when I wake up alone from a dream, I regret wanting to go crazy; Every day when I was about to fall asleep, I regretted that I wanted to go crazy. β
The orange girl hugged Five Six with all her might, and Five Six felt the pain. However, Five or Six didn't dare to say a word, nor did they dare to move, for fear of interrupting the orange girl's memories. He knew that the orange girl needed to vent.
"But how dare I regret it? What to do once I admit my regret, my pride and my persistence? In that case, I would look down on my own. However, now that I am like this, I look down on me even more. β
All along, five or six know that the orange girl is excellent, and she has the capital of pride. However, today was also the first day, and he saw the fragility and pain of the orange girl. The orange girl is a person who values face very seriously, and for the sake of face, she has endured too much of the extra pain she has given herself.
However, her heart is not as tough as her thoughts, and she will also hurt.
In the cause of humans against robots, she tried her best to be better than the vast majority of humans, so that she was able to slowly climb from the bottom to the position of second-in-command. The orange girl, who is alone, has no support and help, can slowly become the second-in-command, and her dedication and efforts are not enough to double. She is a girl who has endured too much.
It stands to reason that such an orange girl is enough to match any man, and she has this qualification.
However, she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love.
At that time, the orange girl was still too young. No one told her that marriage is not a one-person effort. Love, perhaps, is not a necessity for marriage. However, responsibility is necessary.
The orange girl is like a moth to a fire, regardless of the seemingly bright future or no way out, she plunges into love. is as simple as her, thinking that with her own love, she can slowly warm up a unique heart. She thought that with the compensation of her own love and her own heart, Dudaoliu would slowly like the taste of home and fall in love with the warm feeling.
However, she gave birth to Chen Chen for Dudaoliu, thinking that she could use the power of two women to pull back Dudaoliu, who was getting farther and farther away from this home. However, he didn't care about the orange girl who raised children for himself and his unique daughter.
Dudaoliu is not a responsible man, he will not give up his love in order to marry an orange girl and have a family, and he will not give up because his sister is married to someone else. Therefore, it is destined that the love of the orange girl will be wiped out by life, and her marriage can only end in pain.
"Actually, women are sensitive. He has a woman hidden in his heart, or is he so upright, I love him so much, I care about him so much, how can I not know? He thought, I don't know he's talking to his sister? The orange girl laughed miserably, "I know all about it." However, whenever I asked him who he was talking to, he replied that I was his follower. But what kind of person would chat with their followers and smile so happily and with a little pain? He never knew that whenever I interrupted him to talk to her, he looked at me with a hatred that he didn't even know about. He hates me! I love him so much, but he hates me. β
Except for hugging the orange girl, Five or Six really didn't know what to say.
The orange girl fell in love with the wrong person, and fell into marriage, thinking that with her love, she could fill the gap between herself and her lover. How naΓ―ve!
"In marriage, there can be no love. However, there must be mutual care and responsibility. Not only are you the victim, but Chen Chen is even more innocent. And Dudaoliu himself is just a victim of love. β
"Me, is that wrong?" The orange girl raised her head, with dazed and painful eyes and irrepressible fear.
Five or Six was very distressed, such a fragile orange girl, he really couldn't bear to hurt her anymore. However, at this time, how did the orange girl start again: "You are wrong. You have harmed yourself, Chenchen, and Dudaoliu. β
"I hurt him?" There was obvious anger in the orange girl's voice, and her voice couldn't help but rise, "Only for the sake of him hurting me and my daughter, how could I hurt him?" I love him so much, I follow him in everything. How could I possibly hurt him? β
"If it weren't for you, he casually married a woman without love, why would he bear such a heavy guilt in his heart?"
The orange girl's face was gloomy and she closed her eyes: "I know, I've always known this, I've known this for a long time." It was my mistake that I loved too much and loved too much at that time. It was my love, which was too heavy, so he had no choice but to marry me in the end. Originally, he thought that if he married me, he would not hurt me again. However, I loved him too much, and he became even more tired. β
Outside, it was dark, and the night was deep.