Go to wh or go back to the base, these two choices slowly occupied her heart, unconsciously, Zhang Xiaoqiang has been forgotten by her, husband and wife are the same forest birds, and they fly separately when disaster comes, not to mention that they are not husband and wife, besides, Zhang Xiaoqiang will have a chance to be a normal man in the future?

Time was passing, and after a long time, Shangguan Qiaoyun raised her head and wanted to tell Zhang Xiaoqiang her choice, and the moment she looked up, she saw a trace of mockery at the corner of his mouth...... Shangguan Qiaoyun's heart hurt suddenly, he knew, he already knew that he would abandon him, what choice would he make, it was already within his expectations?

"Why...... Why? Why is it like this......" She suddenly did not dare to speak again, she secretly asked herself in her heart, the heart-wrenching pain suffocated her, it was no longer a question of whether to say or not, but her own problem, a question of why she had made this choice.

She endured the heart-wrenching pain that suffocated her and tortured herself in the bottom of her heart, why didn't Zhang Xiaoqiang give her a third choice and let her follow him, why did he think that he was always leaving, didn't he have any feelings for himself?

Women are sensual, even if Shangguan Qiaoyun, who has always been very confident and very intelligent, is the same, when she made a decision, she felt Zhang Xiaoqiang's determination and refusal, and he hung on his lips and mocked lightly, which made Shangguan Qiaoyun, who was arrogant in his heart, a little unacceptable, and the decision made had reached her lips, but she forgot about it.

"Yes...... He knew it all along...... He knows what kind of woman I am...... He knew what choices I would make...... It's myself who is stupid, I'm stupid......"

Just now Zhang Xiaoqiang wanted to drive her away, she didn't shed tears, and now, her tears moistened her white and tender cheeks, she was crying, crying herself, she finally recognized what kind of person she was, she finally knew why Zhang Xiaoqiang was so close to her, Zhang Xiaoqiang had already seen her true heart, she was not worthy.

Shangguan Qiaoyun stopped talking, and all kinds of thoughts came to her like a surge, not how to choose a way out, but all, what she had experienced, before the end of the world, after the end of the world, before meeting Zhang Xiaoqiang, and after meeting Zhang Xiaoqiang.

Mother's good daughter, her beastly father who makes her spurn, endure the cold water of winter for the sake of her mother, and ...... I thought about it a lot, and I thought about it for a long, long time, Zhang Xiaoqiang, who was beside her, didn't urge, silently thinking about his thoughts, and in the small space, the two of them were silent.

"Shangguan, Shangguan, you are the most superficial woman, you are the most vain woman, you are still the most unconscionable woman, yes, I am such a woman, but am I wrong? I am a woman, I am a good woman, a woman who is going to take control of her future, this is my privilege. ”

In the end, Shangguan Qiaoyun made a conclusion to herself in her heart, a self-analysis, self-liberation conclusion, she felt that she had figured it out, she still had to make the previous decision, because she was her, Shangguan Qiaoyun, a woman who would do anything for the end, the woman who could fight against her fate and change her fate.

Shangguan Qiaoyun is Shangguan Qiaoyun, she is still rational in the end, especially about her own future, she encouraged herself in her heart, took a few deep breaths, and finally mustered up the courage, she wanted to solemnly tell Zhang Xiaoqiang, even if he was sarcastic and scolded, she would insist.

Shangguan Qiaoyun looked at Zhang Xiaoqiang blankly, he was already asleep, his face had been washed, there was no morning smoke and stains, his beard was not shaved, his chin was still covered with cyan stubble, and a series of deep or shallow scars hung on his cheeks, which were scratched on the rough stone wall when he was alone in the cave a few days ago.

There was a scorching mark on the hair next to his ear, which was wiped by the flying shrapnel, and Zhang Xiaoqiang, who was asleep, did not show childlike comfort, on the contrary, his brows were tightly locked, and the locked brows told Shangguan Qiaoyun that he was very annoyed and messy.

At this moment, Shangguan was a little stupid, looking at this not handsome man, scenes of the past came back to his heart, in the Humvee, he slept peacefully in his arms like a child, at the gate of the chicken farm, he held himself with his mouth to give himself water, in the ammunition depot, he held his hand, and when the rat tide gushed, she hugged his waist and waited for the final end.

When she recalled that in the infirmary of the town, Zhang Xiaoqiang looked at the young victims and cried bitterly, and when he hugged him and suffered together, tears gushed out again, her heart ached, unprecedented pain, more painful than the one outside the gate of the chicken farm, she looked at Zhang Xiaoqiang with eyes blurred by tears, and wanted to shout, but her throat couldn't pronounce a syllable for a long time...... Zhang Xiaoqiang, who took a nap, opened his eyes again, and when he looked at the top of the tent, he suddenly remembered that Shangguan Qiaoyun was still by his side, just now he saw that she seemed to have made a choice, I don't know when she said it, he also learned the choice made by Shangguan Qiaoyun from the look on Shangguan Qiaoyun's face.

turned her head, and what caught her eye was a slight glittering hair, which spread out like a thin quilt draped behind Shangguan, Shangguan was lying on the edge of her bed, her head buried in the crook of her own arm, as if she had fallen asleep, and she was still holding Zhang Xiaoqiang's index finger in her sleep, Zhang Xiaoqiang could feel the slight dampness and heat in her palm.

Looking at the woman in front of him, Zhang Xiaoqiang let out a long sigh, but it was a pity for his rain.

Zhang Xiaoqiang's sigh was heard by Shangguan Qiaoyun, she straightened up and looked at Zhang Xiaoqiang with concern, and asked softly:

"Thirsty or not...... Shall I pour you water to drink? ”

When Zhang Xiaoqiang heard Shangguan say this, he really felt thirsty, and couldn't help but nodded.

The water came, Zhang Xiaoqiang, who was lying down, couldn't drink it by himself, Shangguan Qiaoyun wanted to help Zhang Xiaoqiang up, how could he know that when he touched him slightly, he snorted in pain, Shangguan Qiaoyun's face turned white with fright, she gently put Zhang Xiaoqiang back in place, and the quilt was tucked for him.

Zhang Xiaoqiang was a little confused by Shangguan's attitude, the last care?

"Find a straw, I'll drink through a straw."

Zhang Xiaoqiang looked at the water cup and immediately came up with a way, Shangguan Qiaoyun didn't turn around and went out to find a straw, she raised the cup and took a sip...... Holding it in his mouth, he lowered his head and imprinted the delicate red lips towards Zhang Xiaoqiang's mouth.

Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't know what Shangguan Qiaoyun was thinking, he didn't refuse to come, and a glass of water was given to him by Shangguan Qiaoyun with fragrant lips.

"Have you thought about it?"

"I've thought about ......"

"Which of the two choices, do you choose?"

"I'll pick the third one."

Zhang Xiaoqiang looked at Shangguan Qiaoyun with a stubborn face in surprise, raised his eyebrows slightly, and asked suspiciously, "I didn't say the third?" ”

"The third is, I don't choose the first two, I follow you, I take care of you, I protect you, even if you don't want me, I will still follow you, even if you drive me, I just rely on you......"

Zhang Xiaoqiang listened to Shangguan Qiaoyun's chatter, he was not talking, he was digesting the news, this news that was unexpected, but this was not bad news for him, at least, he had recovered his rainwater capital.