53 Jealousy
"O.N. San, anyway, you're also my nominal brother now, so it's okay to hit your sister like this?"
After his writing talent was completely denied by Ji Feng, although the expressionless black cat was not angry, he also raised his eyebrows and asked him indifferently.
Although Ji Feng knew that continuing to tell the truth would definitely make the pretending calm black cat secretly sad, he wanted him to help the black cat defeat Kirino in writing a novel...... To be honest, if you don't rely on plagiarism, Ji Feng will have no bottom at all even if he goes into battle shirtless, and this black cat should be very clear.
But what exactly is she trying to do? It's not interesting to compare this with Kirinai, who has the aura of the protagonist, right? What exactly did she want out of it?
Mankind...... and that the behavior of any living being is driven by profit, which includes both material and spiritual interests. As long as you can accurately grasp this, it becomes a very simple matter to figure out people's hearts.
But now Ji Feng can't find any material or spiritual benefits for the black cat to insist on relying on his original novel to defeat Kirino - if she wins, it goes without saying, but looking at the black cat's appearance, she should also know very well that she is almost impossible to win, right?
Is it simply because of reluctance, simply because of illusions about the almost impossible miracle?
"Ruri, as much as I would love to encourage you, you can hardly win in this matter.
One of the most fundamental reasons is that your aesthetics are very different from those of ordinary people, so where you think it is interesting, ordinary people will not find it interesting, and where you think it is handsome, ordinary people will not feel handsome.
Even among the secondary two sick companions, there are not many weird guys like you who are withdrawn and have no friends, so there are even fewer companions who can still be consistent with you in more detail and more specific aesthetic concepts.
If you write a novel that meets the appetite of those literary critics, then you may still win an award and get a soft hand, and then ordinary people who obviously don't like to read your work will buy a copy in order to catch up with the popularity, and it is even possible to read it hard, and force yourself to find something you like, to prove that those literary critics are right......
But the problem is that there are no eccentrics like you among literary critics, and it is even less likely that there will be one with the same tastes as you - after all, literary critics also rely on the public to buy them, and if everyone does not agree with his evaluation from the beginning, then he is not a critic.
And Kirino is just the opposite.,Although the things she's interested in don't meet your aesthetics.,It's completely in line with the aesthetics of popular women.,And it's the kind that stands at the forefront of fashion and is sought after.,Even the broken sentences and emojis that you can't get used to are also part of the popularity.,Even if it won't add points in the eyes of that part of the readers, at least it won't subtract points.。
So you can't be blamed for this, it's actually the world that's wrong! ”
"Onisan...... Ernisan ......"
Ji Feng explained to the black cat the fundamental reason why she couldn't win against Kirino with great sincerity, and finally made the black cat lower her head and her shoulders tremble.
She muttered "brother" twice in an unpredictable tone, and she didn't know if tears were gathering in her eyes that were covered by neat bangs. Ji Feng wanted to walk over and touch the top of her head to comfort her, but before he could stand up, the black cat sitting opposite him had already "soared" up from the chair, and even shook the computer chair twice because of excessive force.
"Onisan! I've been holding back without getting angry, can you stimulate me so unscrupulously!
I know what you're talking about, even if I don't know why! But I just want to win over her bad novels, can't I? You just have to do your best to help me! ”
In Ji Feng's surprised gaze, which was actually not very surprised, the black cat finally burst out the fire that had been suppressed in his heart, which really made Ji Feng breathe a sigh of relief.
Usually as soon as the black cat has something about Kirino's fire, she will immediately chatter and confide in her sisters, so much so that Hinata sister once regarded the word "Bitch" as a compliment to popular women, and it is the first time that she has always been held in her stomach like today, and it seems that her envy and jealousy for Kirino are indeed to the point of no return.
Ji Feng himself is not obsessed with writing novels, so he doesn't know how angry the black cat is in his heart, but seeing the extremely abnormal appearance of the black cat, he feels that he understands a little bit.
Although the black cat in the "original" once admitted his envy and jealousy for Kirino at the end of the theft of Kirino's novel, even those words that were as black as ink were not as intuitive as the black cat's subtle expression at the moment.
The black cat is jealous of everything Kirino has, but it is only general, superficial jealousy, and it is contempt at the same time as jealousy; Only in this aspect of the novel is different, when Ji Feng finally broke out in anger at the black cat, he clearly felt her heartfelt, naked~ naked jealousy, the kind of real jealousy that he couldn't wait to kill the other party and replace him.
This jealousy is so profound that even if Ji Feng says that her work is "Yangchun White Snow" and Kirino's work is "Lower Riba Man", it is useless. Even if she knows that it is not herself but the world that is wrong, she can't let go of it at all, and she still wants the wrong world to recognize her work!
“……”
Ji Feng opened his mouth wide to look at the black cat who became quite unreasonable for the first time, and did not speak for a long time. Behind him, Yuki had been silently watching everything that was happening in the room, and there was not even any sign of life except for the occasional flickering light in the depths of his pupils.
Maybe Yuki still doesn't fully understand the feeling of jealousy...... But this is also perhaps, so how does Youxi feel about the man who spends most of his time watching other girls, the girls who are watched by this man with various eyes, and even the other self separated from "himself"?
It's not that Ji Feng hasn't thought about this question, but he can't ask Youxi about it, nor can he figure out Youxi's mind on his own, so he has to give up.
It would be nice if Nozomi was as "emotional" as the black cat, although this is a girl who is shy and doesn't like to talk, has strong self-esteem, never easily confides in the truth, and is both awkward and gloomy, but Ji Feng, who stays with her every day, does not lack the opportunity to feel her true mood. But even if Youxi has been with Ji Feng longer than the black cat, she still hasn't given Ji Feng any chance to feel her mood, and even her existence is easy to ignore.
But...... Now that I see that the black cat who is completely a "good wife and mother" at home also shows a willful side, a jealous side, and a coquettish side, will Youxi be touched? Can you learn anything from this?
These questions are all unknown to Ji Feng.
Because his eyes ......
I could only see the black cat standing in front of me.