monologue

packed up her things and walked out of the house, and she saw Lu Feiyu at the door of the company. He was leaning in front of a BMW and smoking a cigar - ! 'You're not leaving?' Xinlan walked over slowly.

'Oh' put away your cigar 'is waiting for you, it's dangerous for you to be alone at such a late hour. Let's get in the car' Lu Feiyu opened the car door.

'Your car? Xu Xinlan was puzzled.

Lu Feiyu smiled, 'I just stole it'.

The car starts and drives to the outskirts of the city. Xu Xinlan was a little worried: 'Where are we going?' ’

'Don't worry, I won't hurt you!' ’

It's late, I want to go home, let's talk later!' ’

'Don't you want to get rid of my entanglement?' Lu Feiyu's words made Xu Xinlan quiet down.

There were two people sitting on the open grass, the man was talking intermittently, and the woman was silent.

I have a cousin who was nearly wheeled because he rescued one. The female classmate who raped him offended the underworld forces and was almost beaten to death, the hooligan student was injured, and his parents demanded huge medical expenses, and the school forced him to drop out of school. Because of a righteous and courageous act that ruined his future and life, is it sad to end up like this?

Ordinary people, life is full of misfortunes. There was once a girl I liked who pursued her for a long time, and she had a best friend. I learned by chance that the girl never wanted to be with me, she just relied on the affair with the man to cheat the supplies, and the best friend had hooked up with the girl in bed to cheat me

I'm an ordinary little person, struggling to survive in the cracks of society. It would be more appropriate to say 'survive', I already exist! Life is as tasteless as a glass of boiled water. Numbly shuttling between work and home, I don't know the meaning of life. Like a boat on the sea, lonely drifting. I often look at the black windows on the buildings in the quiet of the night, and fantasize about what other people's families will be like. Wandering the streets alone in the middle of the night, I experienced the illusion that the whole night world belonged to me. Watching ghost movies often stimulates my numb nerves to remind myself that I am still alive, although no one locks me up. Sometimes I was awakened by a nightmare, turned on all the lights in my home at three o'clock in the morning, feared the quiet and familiar lonely environment, ran out of the door when the sun first appeared, looked for the figure of the living, got into the place where there were people, and experienced the safety of the crowd

I longed for love, longing to spend the rest of my life with the person I loved, and to watch the stars with her in the starry sky on a quiet night. Hehe, the wife and children are hot on the kang, and the little wealth is safe. There are no big ambitions, and the only dream is to feed the beloved one early before he gets up and opens his eyes. I thought it was a simple thing, but then I realized that it was so difficult in reality.

'Will you watch the sunrise with me?' I won't hurt you, trust me! Will you stay with me tonight? Lu Feiyu's gaze was soft, as if he was asking and asking.

Xinlan stared at him, and after a long time, she took out her mobile phone and told her family that she had stayed at Xiaoli's house because she was working too late, so that they didn't have to worry.

Lu Feiyu draped his coat on Xu Xinlan's body. In the darkness, Lu Feiyu is still silently recounting his past, his devotion to chasing Zhang Li, the heartache of Liu Tao's deception and betrayal, the helplessness and desire of his 'cousin', the encounter of Wang Fatzi and other trivial things in his life, interesting stories from childhood...... His longing, his heartache varied. When emotional, Lu Feiyu's voice was a little choked. The night was darker, and Xin Lan couldn't see Lu Feiyu's face clearly, and could only see the silhouette of the other party. Darkness shrouded them, and surprisingly Xu Xinlan did not have a trace of fear and worry, she just listened, experienced, and felt silently. She gently rested her head on Lu Feiyu's shoulder, and Lu Feiyu gently resided with her, she knew that he didn't have any evil thoughts. They quietly looked at the starry sky.