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Chapter 309

Super Red Lotus Regiment——

In an empty home, there is no life. Xu Tianqing leaned against the corner of the wall blankly, looking at the sky outside the window. []

"How many days is this?"

In the beginning, the house was full of laughter. The relationship between parents and brother is not as cold as it is in memory, and it is even more popular at school that makes people jealous. But the only thing that hasn't changed is probably her brother's attitude towards her. Most of the things were the opposite of what she remembered, and every day felt like living in a dream.

It was the life she dreamed of, but she didn't want to accept it.

She knew that it was all fake.

Only what is created by one's own hands is true happiness, and everything else is false deception

She was unwilling to accept the world, so the world began to gradually reject her. Her parents no longer doted on her, and even her brother became more and more estranged from her. It seems that everyone wants her to know about this - people are only human beings after all, and the world can function normally without you. You have only two choices when it comes to facing the world.

Either blend into the world, or be abandoned by the world.

Xu Tianqing chose the latter.

"That's fine, at least I'm still the same person I used to be, isn't it? If you want me to grieve for the abandonment of a false creation, you are a hundred years early. Xu Tianqing muttered to herself. Sometimes, she also doubts the authenticity of her memories. Which side is true? Is it the sad memory, or the beautiful present?

She has always believed in herself.

People who don't even believe in themselves are qualified to talk about the future?

Suddenly, a green meteor streaked across the clear sky.

Xu Tianqing's eyes lit up, and she stood up suddenly. A faint imprint flashed across her forehead, and then a massive green spiral burst up.

"Brother"

Xu Tianqing broke out of the window and chased straight towards the meteor in the sky.

There is no nostalgia for this place.

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A glimmer of light suddenly appeared in the dark basement, making Luo Ya squint.

"Sister, come to your senses." Jenny walked in, almost pleading.

Luo Ya glanced at her slightly, and didn't say a word. She wanted to return to the Super Red Lotus Regiment, to the person who brought her first warmth. In order to accomplish this, she even did not hesitate to harm herself. The housekeeper and her two sisters wept and begged her not to hurt herself, but she didn't listen to them. There was no choice but to lock her up in this place where the light of day would not be seen, hoping that she would calm down.

"Sister, what's wrong with you?" Jenny hugged the blonde Lori's thin body tightly and cried silently. Occasionally, this older sister of hers would have an abnormal head and say something very unexpected. Originally, no one cared, and I thought that this time I would lock her up for two days like before. But none of them expected that things would develop to this point.

Luo Ya sighed slightly in her heart, and her heart was also struggling.

She's not stupid, something so warm about family affection can be felt by a person, right? She also wants to give up everything she once had and devote herself wholeheartedly to her current identity. Although she has no parents, she still has two younger sisters and a housekeeper who treats her like a grandfather

No, it's not going to work.

If she really accepts this identity, it will be a betrayal of herself

She couldn't forget the person who gently took her hand, and she couldn't forget the heat coming from the palm of the other's hand

It was the first time she could remember feeling anything other than cold, and it was the treasure she had sworn to protect

But maybe these are the things that happened in front of you, and they are your own lost memories? Aren't these things what she dreams of having? In front of her is a brutal multiple-choice question, and no matter which one she chooses, she must give up the other. She wanted to choose her memory, but why didn't anyone come to her?

Ahh

At this moment, an emerald green meteor crossed the horizon.

Luo Ya was slightly stunned, and a circular imprint flashed in her palm.

"That's ...... It's coming, it's finally here......"

The green spiral came out of her body, and the chains that bound her quietly shattered.

"Sister...... Sister? Jenny was knocked to the ground by the spiral and looked at her in a daze.

Luo Ya walked out step by step, and the I in her heart was swept away.

That warm light, and the memory has not changed at all......

"Sister, where are you going" Jenny suddenly hugged her sister and screamed in horror.

“…… Pick me up, finally pick me up......" Loya held out her hand, trying to catch the meteor in the sky.

"I don't want you to go"

"I'm sorry, I have to go." The golden chains protruded from her body, forming a pair of brilliant wings behind her.

"You've abandoned us once, do you want to abandon us again?"

Loya paused.

"It's my fault to forget the past, and it's my fault to forget you. I'll pay for it, but not here. There are still people waiting for me over there, I must go back" Loya gently bowed Jenny's head and resolutely flew into the sky. The golden and green glow weaved together, completely enveloping her tiny form.

I've been in pain for too long......

My sister, are you too?

Now, wait for me

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In the ward, Ouyang Yijiu was lying on the áng, gently hugging his beloved eldest lady. The little brunette had no ventilator on her, and there was no yà water that kept her alive, and everything was ripped off and thrown aside. They quietly hugged each other and felt each other's breath.

"Little sister?"

"Well, I'm here."

"I'm going to die, right?"

Yi Jiu's arms tightened, suppressed the sadness in his heart, and said with a smile: "No, I haven't heard the story tonight." ”

"What are you going to talk about tonight?"

"Snow White? A little NV kid who sells matches? Whatever you want to hear, I'll tell you. ”

"I want to hear ......"

"Miss." Yijiu interrupted her suddenly.

"What?"

"Give up, right? If you give up......"

"No, young lady, there are some things that you can't give up."

"Even if it costs with your life?"

"Ah, that's right."

Ouyang Yijiu is an orphan. She originally had a very happy family, with a father, mother, and a younger sister at home. However, a car accident brutally took all these beautiful things away from her, leaving her with only a cold tombstone. She had stayed at a relative's house for a while, but all that was shown to her was the affection that belonged to someone else.

She lives alone in the happiness of others, until she meets her beloved eldest lady. She still remembers that it was a fine afternoon, and the eldest lady's parents brought her into the hospital room. The little nv child with black hair lies quietly on the áng, silently reading a fairy tale book alone.

That loneliness is the same as myself.

Every day, Miss Maji is very happy. She knew that there was no cure for her illness and that her parents had a new child. Even so, she wants to let herself smile happily and play happily in front of Yijiu. But Yijiu knew that whenever there was no one, she would hide in the toilet and cry silently.

Ouyang Yijiu swore that he must let the eldest lady show a real smile and then guard her, and never separate

She didn't do all this, Xu Tianshi did.

Miss Maji relied on the boy and relied on him with all her heart.

In this unknown world, Miss True Wing is just like an ordinary NV child. However, that dependence led her back on the path she had been. An inexplicable illness haunted her, and the parents gave birth to a new child as they remembered. All happiness is going away step by step, and now even her life is coming to an end.

This time, will there be an end time to save them?

No, nothing

Nothing, nothing......

"Miss......" Yijiu hugged the NV child in her arms tightly, tears falling down one by one.

Breathing, getting weaker and weaker.

Time, less and less.

Heavens, are you going to take away even this small happiness?

"Miss, Miss"

"Little sister, call me Zhenyi again...... "Zhenyi's voice became smaller and smaller, and gradually became inaudible.

I beg you, gods of heaven, to give me back my true wings

Outside, it was pouring rain from a dark sky.

Green lightning bolts, piercing the clouds.

The NV children who hugged each other flashed in the middle of their hearts, and the turquoise spiral burst out of their bodies.

Matsusa opened her eyes slightly.

"I'll never let you leave me again......" Yijiu hugged his beloved with all his strength.

"Well, it won't."

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In the steel-made room, Fett gasped and slammed his small fist down on Én. Bright red blood smeared on the smooth én, leaving fist marks one after another. Her left hand was broken, and she still had her right hand. Her right hand was broken, she still had both of her hands bleeding all over her body, she couldn't move even if she couldn't move, she still had teeth, and she had a head

"My body is famous and sharp, my meaning is called spear, and my soul is fearless"

I'm the knight of the lord

It's impossible to forget, the lord fought hard for us ordinary people who didn't know each other, and he fought without regret until the last moment, and for us, he almost couldn't even fulfill his agreement. But he was just complaining about his weakness, and he never let go of the hand that held us

Isn't awakening for such a lord the highest glory of a knight?

I'm not going to give up, not even if I'm broken

Big Én suddenly slid to the side, and Fit, who was overforced, stumbled and fell into the arms of Young Nv.

"That's enough, Fett, that's enough......" Naye cried as she hugged her best friend's body.

"Give me back, Barudisius." Fett broke free, staring at each other like a wounded beast.

"It's been so long, the person you said hasn't come to you at all, there's no knight, it's all your delusion," the wind roared, tears in the corners of his eyes could no longer be suppressed. They are comrades-in-arms who have fought together, and they are also friends who have grown up together.

They're just a bunch of kids.

"Delusional?" Fett chuckled, "No, everything is my delusion right now"

"Why did you become like this......" Naha and Tempest sat down weakly.

Why?

Why...... In front of me is a crying best friend, why do I turn a blind eye?

Needless to say?

He has never given up on me, and I must never give up on him

I've just been clinging to his arm that hugged me......

A circular imprint loomed over Fit's waist, and then an endless green spiral rose from his feet and burst through the sturdy room.

On the horizon, green meteors are circling.

"Lord Lord......"

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Wedding night.

Chu Yuan looked at the drunken "groom" beside him blankly, and sat motionless. The white wedding dress was worn on her body, which she had always dreamed of wearing. It's a pity that the one wearing another dress is not Brother Xu, who thinks about it for a long time, but a second-generation official.

There is no trace of Brother Xu anywhere, nowhere else. She searched all the schools, all the places she could find, but she couldn't find the person at all. As the days passed, she soon graduated from high school and then from college. The long time did not wear away her thoughts, but became more and more obvious.

There are no regrets she has had in this world, and her groom is also the person who has been chasing her for a long time, and the person who really likes her. Her parents didn't force her to get married, but she felt that she should get married, so she had to marry this man. Before becoming Brother Xu's bride, she was first and foremost the child of her parents. If there really is that person in this world, even if he is an enemy of the world, he must be with him

But this world is already so perfect, why is there no Brother Xu

"Is this my life?"

Her parents have done so much for her, and she doesn't want to disappoint them. How will an NV person who has never married in his life be evaluated? How much pressure will her parents be under? She knew all this, very clearly. There are apocalyptic solutions in memory, and there is nothing in this world.

She was nostalgic for the boy in her memory and deeply admired him. For him, she can let herself be trapped in the ** in her heart, just to get the strength to help him. If he was with his sister, she would only bless him on the sidelines and look at his back reluctantly.

It's an unrequited love, a fruitless love.

"Now, is even this little wish going to be taken away from me?"

Ah, yes, that's the reality.

Expect a reality that can never be realized

In the dark night sky, a green meteor pierced the sky.

"That's?"

Spiral force?

Don't...... It's Brother Xu

A circular imprint loomed in the middle of Chu Yuan's mouth, and a deep spiral like jade surged out of his body.

"Even if it doesn't work out, I'm going to go with you to the end"

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In the gloomy world, in a clump

o Blocks are found in all corners. A huge

o At the top of the block, Saya quietly looked at the starry sky.

She has swallowed the whole world.

"Ready." Saya muttered softly to herself. She didn't know if she could break through time and space with the power of all the life on a planet, but if she didn't try, she would never be able to return to that person's side. Even if you are smashed in the flow of time and space, it is more meaningful than living happily here.

She wanted to go back, even if it was just to watch him quietly

Knight Ji is a tool of the lord, she has always thought so. Because, that's how her first lord treated his lover. Anyone who has sworn by the mountains and seas can be regarded as something that will be thrown away when it is used up, just because she has awakened to become a knight, is it right to do so? That's right, he's exactly right. No matter what world you are in, this is the truth.

Even if I become a human being, won't I still be just a tool for research in this world?

But he never said that, and he never treated us like that. When we are in danger, he is the one who is most anxious. We're just tools, so why should he be so nice to us? Ah, I know, he treats us as companions, as people who must be protected

Does he care about us?

Yes, he just cares about us.

It's not about the tools, it's about us

I've been used as a tool for too long, and I've lived as a tool since I was conscious.

Now, I'm alone

Human beings are creatures that should live for the sake of others

“……”

With a wave of her hand, Saya swallowed the entire planet in the pitch-black void.

"Sure enough......"

The power of the space-time flow exceeded her expectations, and the planet below her disintegrated little by little.

"Can't ...... yet"

A circular imprint protrudes from her neck, enveloped in a massive spiral as a planet.

"Lord"

I'll fight for you, just for you