A person left Ganzhou, came to the station, looked at the vehicles leading to all parts of the country, and suddenly I found that the world was so big that there was no place for me. I was confused, I didn't know where I was going, or where I could go.

After wandering around the station for a long time, I finally squatted outside the station and sat down until dawn. After dawn, I got up and bought a ticket back to my hometown and got on the bus back to Chenjia Village......

Looking at the world outside the car window, looking at the city that is about to leave, my heart is more sad than the last time I left, and even with despair.

Today, it was originally the day when I made an appointment with Yang Qing to apply for a marriage certificate, but I had to leave silently, leaving only that cold note. I can't imagine what kind of mood she will feel when she sees the note I left behind, is it crying? Or scolding?

I can't imagine, and I don't dare to think about it, maybe she will hate me!

I don't even know how I got back to Chenjia Village all the way, because my heart was full of all kinds of sadness, but I only knew that in the evening, I had returned to Chenjia Village.

This time, no old village chief came to the town to pick me up, because when I returned to the village, I heard that the old village chief had passed away not long ago. The village is still the same village, it is still so poor and backward, and the people here are still the same as before, but I can't get back a little bit of the happy feeling I once had.

There is no one to talk to, although this is my hometown, but my grandfather is no longer at home, and even the old village chief who used to be the best to me is gone, and I returned home alone, never wanting to come out again......

When I returned to Chenjia Village, I locked myself in the house for a year, and I didn't even want to go out.

I don't know why I'm locking myself in my room because I'm afraid I'm going to hurt someone else with my fucking life? There is still no hope for the future. I am like a walking dead living dead, with no illusions about the future, and to insist that I have something in my heart is to blame myself.

I blamed myself, because my appearance almost killed Yang Qing; It was also because of me that my grandfather was forced to go away when he was old, and he didn't have a happy old age, and he couldn't enjoy my filial piety to him.

I felt like a sinner, useless in this world, and hated why God was playing such tricks on me.

I left suddenly, I don't know if Yang Qing hates me? I don't know where my grandfather is, and whether he can come back in this life? Will you ever see him again?

Usually, although I rarely go out of the room, I can still hear the gossip of the village. Everyone was talking about me being a weirdo, and some people said that I had the same personality as the former Li Shenpo in Lijia Village, in short, during this year, the people in the village regarded me as a person with nervous problems.

Yes, if you are not sick in your heart, how can you lock yourself in your house for a year and never associate with outsiders?

This kind of life changed until one day when Mrs. Chang appeared, and she appeared in my house and looked at me silently, her eyes seemed to be full of pity, and asked me why I became like this?

I didn't say anything because I didn't know why I was the way I was.

Grandma Chang asked me, don't you want to see grandpa again? Don't you want to go to the person you love?

I smiled bitterly and said, I can't change this so-called lonely fate, how dare I go to her? Not to mention going to see grandpa.

But Mrs. Chang laughed, and I asked her why she was laughing? But she said, "If you don't do good deeds and keep yourself locked in the house, it is naturally impossible to change your lonely life." If you do good, maybe you will be able to see your grandfather by this time. ”

I looked at Mrs. Chang suspiciously, and she said, "Have you forgotten the six-character mantra in the Book of Immortals?" ”

Yes, I haven't forgotten these six words, it's just that I've always done good deeds and accumulated virtues, but I didn't know that doing good geometry was the first thing, so I gave up.

Mrs. Chang said: "Your senior brother has already resolved the five evils and three shortcomings, as long as you do more good deeds, you will definitely be fast." ”

Thinking that Chen Xianyi and Fei Sanniang came together, I seem to really have a glimmer of hope, maybe doing good deeds can really change fate, right? It's just that for me, I don't know how many good deeds I have to do to get it done.

"As long as you stick to the six-character mantra in the Immortal Sutra in your heart, you will naturally be able to achieve things in a few days." At this time, Mrs. Chang seemed to see my thoughts, she glanced outside the house, and then said, "If you still want to see grandpa, cheer up, and soon someone will come to look for you to solve the disaster." ”

After saying that, Mrs. Chang left.

"Soon someone will come looking for me?" I was curious, so I opened the door and looked outside, it was empty, why would someone come looking for me?

On that day, because I heard what Mrs. Chang said, I kept the door open and waited for the people who came to find me to solve the disaster. But all day long, no one came to look for me, let alone to relieve the disaster, not even a wild dog.

I only thought that Mrs. Chang was lying to me, deliberately saying that someone came to me to solve the disaster, to see if I still have the kindness in my heart to solve the disaster.

But what I didn't expect was that in the middle of the night that night, there was really someone outside the house.

"Is Master Chen asleep? I'm Chen Er, master, can you open the door......"

Accompanied by a fierce knock on the door, there was a panicked and anxious shout, I know the person who shouted, it is indeed Chen Er.

Could it be that Mrs. Chang really didn't lie? I was surprised, so I quickly got up and turned on the light and dressed. Although my heart has not yet come out of sorrow, since someone has come to me to solve the disaster, I will naturally not die without help.

Just when I got up, the voice of the branch secretary came from outside the door, and there was a little impatience in the voice: "Chen Er, how is it?" He can't open the door? No, let's go back and forget it, what's the use of looking for this madman! ”

When I heard what the secretary outside the house said, I was very unhappy, thinking that this guy's mouth was too smelly. When the road was being built in the village, it was because of his mouth that he almost died, and I saved him in the first place. Unexpectedly, at this time, he still didn't get rid of this stinky mouth. I shouted outside the door, "Shut up that old thing outside, or you'll expect me to help you out!" ”

"Uncle Zeng, you ...... Why don't you go home and sleep first, we'll be fine. There was a sound outside the house, and Chen Er tactfully asked Zeng Zhishu to go back.

"Look at what you say, as the branch secretary, it is natural for me to help the villagers, you hurry up and ask Chen Ergou, if he can't take care of this matter, you should hurry out and go home, lest this god stick do something rebellious!" Zeng Zhishu cautiously admonished Chen Er.

"Uncle Zeng, let's tell you the truth, Master Chen said let you go first...... Don't talk yet, he doesn't seem to want to see you. Chen Er expressed my request in embarrassment.

"Huh? This god stick doesn't want to listen to me, and I'm too lazy to say it, so I'm not leaving, just waiting outside here to see what tricks he can play! Zeng Zhishu was obviously angry.

Listening to them say these words outside the house, I also got dressed, and then opened the door, and then I saw three people standing outside the door, one was Chen Er, and the other was her daughter-in-law, holding a baby in her hand, and the Zeng branch secretary was standing far away and smoking alone.

I glanced at Zeng Zhishu, because I was very unhappy to hear his words, so I said to Chen Er: "Let your daughter-in-law and children come in alone!" ”

Chen Er's daughter-in-law is called Song Chunlian, who married from a neighboring village. She looked very nervous when she entered the door, and I also knew that I had been locked up in the house for more than a year, and everyone thought I was crazy, and now that I called her a woman in, she would naturally be worried and afraid.

"Yes...... It was Niu Banxian who introduced him, he said that he couldn't take care of our family's affairs, so let's ask you to help take care of it, and he also said that you can take care of it, so we came. Song Chunlian said nervously, and her voice was slightly stumbling.

Niu Banxian, I know this person, is half of Mr. Yin Yang, who is full of gods and ghosts, but in fact, he has no ability, that is, the master of a lot of money.

"Oh? Why did you come to my house in the middle of the night? I asked straight to the point.

"Master Chen!" Song Chunlian suddenly knelt in front of me with sobs, and pleaded in a choked voice for me to save her child, as long as I could save the child, I was willing to give my own life.

I hurriedly helped her up, and at the same time, I also glanced at the child she was holding in her arms, and saw that the baby was very small, and it was not long after birth. The head was dark and blue, and the nose and mouth were wrinkled together, but a pair of eyes were amazingly large, the face was pale, the Yin Hall was black, and it was full of yin and evil aura. Seeing this, I was shocked, obviously this is a ghost baby!

I hurriedly asked her, "Did you just give birth to this child?" ”

Song Chunlian nodded, so she told me the ins and outs of the matter clearly......