Chapter 659, you are my last support

"I killed you?"

I took a step back, the wavering in my heart was uncontrollable, before the bloody night in Nanjing, I had always resisted killing, and even let the black eggs do it every time, but I would never kill anyone, but now I was told that I had killed 20 people, and I was still a child, or when I was young.

I never imagined that I would be such a sinful person, and I never imagined that I would be such a terrible person before!

"Yes, haha, who would have thought that a child who is only 3 or 4 years old, or even less than five years old, would kill people, and kill so many people. You know now, right? Why do you always remember that you are lonely in your memory gap, and why do you always remember that someone is always dying in the orphanage? Why are the beds around you always empty and always changing? Haha, because you're a demon, you're a murderer, you think you've lost your memory, do you think you can offset such sins when you're young? Tell you, impossible! ”

The ghost's voice echoed in my ears, and I kept backing and back, and I saw the illusion around me fade away, and I was back in the building, standing in the middle of ten empty floors.

The darkness around me appeared in front of me as if the faces of the children I had killed had appeared.

My memory began to revive as if it were a door that had been opened with a key, slowly being opened.

I see a lot of children crying in my memory, I see children scolding me in the dark, I hear everyone cursing me!

"You're a monster, you're a madman!"

"Ah, the monster is coming, he says he can see ghosts!"

"He's going to hurt people, stay away from him......"

Countless voices echoed in my ears, many, many sounds, making my head feel like it was going to burst, and I slowly crouched down and covered my ears with my hands.

"You're the murderer! I know I can't beat you, and I can't take revenge, but if you still have a trace of conscience, then self-defeat, you are sinful from the moment you are born, if you still have a little conscience, don't live! It's just your compensation to us, which you owe! ”

I heard a shout echoing in my ears, and I held my head and shook it, but my heart was already shaking.

"You should have died a long time ago, you are a murderer, murder pays for life!"

The ghost yelled at me, I was stunned, my eyes opened, I slowly opened my eyes, looked at it, slowly took out a dagger from my waist bag, and aimed the tip of the dagger at myself.

I'm not unkillable, I'm just a human being, my conscience is condemned, and my good thoughts are telling me to make amends for these unjust souls I killed.

I slowly aimed the tip of the dagger at my neck, and just as I was about to stab down, I heard footsteps from downstairs, followed by Xiao Liu's shout: "Little Master Duanmu, I still don't worry if I think about it, I'll take a look!" ”

When he interjected, the ghost's face changed and disappeared into the darkness, and as soon as I let go of my hand, the dagger fell to the ground, and the whole person sat on the ground, watching Xiao Liu run in front of me and look at me in surprise.

"What's wrong with you? Little master, what's wrong with you? ”

Xiao Liu took my hand, and I had no strength in my body.

That day, I didn't know how I got home, I walked on the road, looking at the dark sky, the dim street lights, pedestrians walking past me, hurrying to come and disappear, there was a constant stream of vehicles on the road, and the lights shook my eyes.

The sky gradually became gloomy, and the rain slowly drifted down from the Shanghai sky, which was already dark, and sprinkled on me.

The crowd on the road was running faster, and I was the only one walking slowly in the rain, without an umbrella, without life, without a clear consciousness.

When I got home, I was sitting in the living room and saw me walking into the house drenched, she and Hei Dan rushed out, one with a towel, and the other helped me take off my wet clothes.

However, as soon as I walked into the room, I squatted down on the couch with my hands on my knees and buried my head between my arms.

The black egg tried to wipe my wet hair, but heard me yell: "Don't come near me, don't come near me!" ”

At this moment, everyone was stunned, the Huo brothers looked at me, the black egg looked at me in surprise, and finally the love heart let everyone retreat, turned off the light in the living room, and left me curled up on the sofa alone.

The night was very quiet, I didn't fall asleep, my mind was full of the figure wearing a white sheet, dragging other children on the road, it turned out that I had killed so many people, I still went to seal ghosts, I still claimed justice, in fact, I was the real demon.

When I was so young, I started killing people, and it was bad to the roots. Strange thoughts began to pop up in my head.

Why don't I dare to cut myself off, because I don't dare? Is it because you are afraid of death? Haha, it's ridiculous, just because I'm afraid of death, I'm going to die, I'm going to die!

At this time, Lian Xin'er silently walked into the living room and stood beside me, she wanted to reach out and touch my hair, but I subconsciously avoided it, and her hand was withdrawn.

He spoke slowly, "You know what? When was the first time I killed someone? ”

"It was when I was 6 years old, a man in a circle, who had pedophilia, and the old lady knew that he was a pervert and asked me to make him happy. He tried to assault me, and then I tried to escape, but he caught me and hung myself up and beat me. His laughter still echoes in my ears, and the scars he burned on my body are still there. That night, while he was asleep, I put red-hot charcoal in his mouth, in his pajamas, and in his pants, and I watched him smoke all over his body and finally die, while I stood aside and smiled. ”

Love's words were very soft, and they got into my ears, but I still didn't move.

"I've been killing people since then, killing many, many people, hundreds, or 200, I can't remember. Some are good people, some are bad people, and I never admit that I did wrong anyway, because I want to live, I want to live, so they all have to die. I don't know what happened to you today, but as long as it's not wrong, don't be sad and sad. ”

At this moment, I stood up suddenly, looked at Lian Xin'er with tears on my face, and roared: "If I tell you that I killed more than 20 children before I was 5 years old, if I tell you that Jiang Tianxin sealed himself because of me, if I tell you that these children are now coming to me to pay for their lives." You tell me, am I wrong? ”

Lian Xin'er was stunned, she couldn't say a word, and looked at my face with a hint of surprise in her eyes.

The moonlight poured in from outside, through the huge window, and fell on our faces, white moonlight, like water.

I silently lowered my head, walked forward slowly, and whispered, "I want to be quiet." ”

When I walked up to my lover, she grabbed my hand and whispered, "No matter what, please don't die." Because, you are my last dependence, for my sake, please, don't do stupid things. ”

At that moment, my heart trembled violently, and then I let go of her hand and slowly walked out of the living room and returned to my room.

took out his mobile phone and wanted to call his uncle, but he was scared. I looked at my phone in a daze, but at this moment, the door opened, and the black egg slowly walked in and stood in front of me.

"Black egg, I want to be quiet."

I said with my head down.

Hei Dan took out his mobile phone and turned on the speaker, and the uncle's voice came from inside: "Boy, I heard that you know what happened fifteen years ago?" ”

I was stunned, raised my head suddenly, looked at the black egg, my eyes showed shock, and I hummed softly, and said, "It's me who is wrong, I am wrong......"

"What a mess, fifteen years ago, I had to seal your memories and spiritual sense, when you saw the Soul Gathering Demon, killed more than 20 children, and devoured their corpses, absorbing their souls, that scene hit your soul too hard, I will seal your memory. I didn't expect you to find out by yourself now, but you're also 20 years old, and that terrifying picture shouldn't be able to hit you. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and when I heard this, I frowned, jumped up and said, "What Soul Gathering Demon?" Uncle, can you make it clear? ”

The uncle was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Fifteen years ago, I went to investigate a case on behalf of Li Dashan, that is, your orphanage, more than 20 children died, and the bodies were gone. As a result, I didn't expect that on the last day, it targeted you and wanted to drag you out of the orphanage so that it could swallow you, but I didn't expect that you already had spiritual consciousness at that time, and you woke up early, resisted near the back door of the orphanage, and released a nameless magic circle, but unfortunately you let it go, and broke the iron gate, and was finally subdued by the Soul Gathering Demon and brought to the park. At that time, I arrived, and it threatened me to seal and cultivate, and I had no choice but to do it, but in the end I managed to beat it away. At that time, you were still awake and frightened, and I sealed your memory and spiritual sense for fear of hurting your heart. ”

Hearing this, I slapped the wall and said hatefully: "Damn, you dare to lie to Lao Tzu, look at Lao Tzu's immortal you are destroyed!" ”