vs 17 A question that questions the soul

It's dark, the wind is blowing, it's cooling.

However, Orchid Garden is dark and silent today.

While the orange girl was talking to Five or Six, the housekeeper stopped Lilac and the others and prevented them from advancing. Even, the mastermind directly controlled their bodies, making them unable to move, unable to make sounds, and even their thoughts were suspended.

In the darkness, five or six's panting became heavier and heavier. He was about to suffocate, he couldn't breathe.

The orange girl let go of Five or Six's hands, and Five or Six held her thighs with both hands, gasping for air. However, he was still severely deprived of oxygen. He was uncomfortable, he was so uncomfortable in his heart, so depressed and uncomfortable.

Although Sun Xiran knew in her heart that this was for five or six good, she was so distressed. Five or six is her favorite child for decades, and the child who accompanied her away from the earth for a long time, has long become her heart's support.

She couldn't stand it anymore, she couldn't help it. Although she knew that as long as she rushed over, all the efforts of the orange girl today would be in vain. However, she couldn't help it.

Therefore, Sun Xiran stepped over in a few steps, hugged five or six, and gently coaxed him: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, grandma is here." It's not going to happen, it won't happen. I don't want to think about it, tonight grandma will tell five or six a story, telling the story of five or six's favorite duck detective. ”

She turned her head to the orange girl, with anger that she had never felt before: "He's still a child, he's only eight years old, why are you so cruel?" ”

The orange girl got up, dusted off the invisible dust, her tone was calm, and her voice was indifferent: "You also know that he is only eight years old. But can an eight-year-old child bear those experiences? If you don't vent it, you don't want to get through, and you keep pressing on his heart like a mountain, won't you be cruel? The orange girl nodded in the air before continuing, "When he collapses, it's too late for you to regret it." Love him, you can; Spoil him, yes. However, don't spoil him blindly regardless of good or bad, but hurt him. ”

After speaking, the orange girl got up and walked a few steps and sat down at the crystal table where everyone was eating.

Five or Six's bodies slowly calmed down and stopped trembling. However, Sun Xiran's body slowly became cold and began to tremble.

However, before Sun Xiran could say anything, Lilac hurriedly trotted over: "I'm really sorry, distinguished guest, for keeping you waiting." It's a few of us who are not good, patronizing and chatting, and ignoring the time. You will be invited to take a seat. ”

The lights of the orchid garden were lit up, and a faint heat emanated from the air.

However, Sun Xiran's heart was even colder. She hugged Wuliu tightly, hoping to draw heat and strength from Wuliu.

Because she found that the injuries on Ye Zi and Kuzhu were completely healed, and several people were busy and chatting with each other as usual, as if nothing had happened just now.

When he lay on the bed after eating and washing, holding the five or six who were already asleep in his arms, Sun Xiran couldn't sleep.

The orange girl's words were like a hammer, striking Sun Xiran a few times.

In fact, after living for so many years and watching so many e-books and videos, how could she not know that spoiling is harming children?

However, she just couldn't bear it. Five or six have suffered too much and seen too many tragedies. Now that she has finally lived a few comfortable days, of course she hopes that May or Six can live happily, carefree, and simply.

However, what the orange girl said is not unreasonable. Those black experiences are always pressed on the hearts of five or six like mountains, he is so small, if he doesn't digest it, sooner or later it will explode. By that time, it would be too late to say anything.

Thinking about what just happened, Sun Xiran was even more worried about the future of May and Six.

Lilacs and a few of them were obviously washed by the main brain, and by the way, their external damage was repaired.

And if, one day, the memories of myself and five or six are also cleansed or even changed?

The more I think about it, the more scared I become, and the more I think about it, the more chilling I feel.

A few of them are guests themselves, if they don't hurry up and find another way, one day, they will be abandoned, how can they survive on such a strange planet?

Besides, a few of them are always another race, and it is impossible to completely integrate into the robot race.

I have a few people, and I don't have the ability to leave, where should I go?

Suddenly, Sun Xiran desperately wanted to find his ancestors and find a belonging.

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After thinking about it a lot, Sun Xiran fell asleep in a daze.

And when she didn't know it, today, not only her, but also five or six couldn't sleep.

However, the sensible Five or Six was afraid that Grandma Sun would worry, so he kept pretending to be asleep, and only after Grandma Sun fell asleep did he get up lightly.

Today's words of the orange girl are like a sledgehammer, knocking five or six whole people to pieces. Although he never spoke again, this question has been hovering in his mind.

Yes, yourself, how to choose?

Actually, don't think about it that long. As soon as I heard this question, I knew the answer.

But it is precisely because of this that he burned like a fire.

He always thought that he was as kind as Grandma Sun and could sacrifice himself. There is no doubt that if he chooses between himself and Grandma Sun, he will definitely choose Grandma Sun immediately, and there is no need to think.

However, now that he is choosing between Grandma Sun and someone else, he will definitely not choose someone else.

However, this is also the reason why five or six hearts are like falling into an ice cave: why is someone else not Grandma Sun? What is the difference between other people and grandma?

Five or six is a smart child, and he even asked himself another question: if his parents are still alive, how should he choose between his parents and grandma?

Five or six found that the answer to this question can also be calmly obtained.

The first possibility is that his parents are as good to him as his grandma is to himself, so he must choose his parents. Because, after all, my life was given by my parents. Without parents, there is no self. So, Grandma Sun, I'm sorry.

The second possibility is that his parents are not as good to himself as his grandma, so he must choose grandma. Because, although his life is given by his parents, his parents do not have the obligation to support him, so there is no need for him to sacrifice his grandmother who is good to him for them.

Five or six who got the answer were not happy, and even he was very scared. Because, he found that he was so selfish.

Why choose Grandma Sun instead of "others", "others" may also be "Grandma Sun" of "other people"? It's because Grandma Sun has always been good to herself and takes care of herself, and others have not been good to her.

In the first case, parents are chosen because: although both parents and grandma are good to themselves, their parents are related to themselves after all, and grandma grandma and grandma are not so close to themselves after all.

In the second case, I chose Grandma Sun because: although my parents are related to me, they are not good to themselves, so what is the use of this blood relationship? It's not as useful as grandma grandma, who is not related by blood.

It can be seen that the premise of choosing a close person is to be good to yourself.

Even if you are so selfish, why should you expect others to be great?

Moreover, the changes in Lilac and their few people today can also be seen in five or six. However, he wisely chose not to speak.

He was also worried: his few people were still guests after all, and they were guests who could kill the captives at any time. What if one day, the robots of this planet choose to give up a few of them, and where should they go? This is a planet dominated by earthlings, and there are a few outsiders by themselves, how can they save themselves?

Value!

Unless you can find the value of a few people who belong to you, and become an existence that the robot planet can't get rid of but has to rely on, a few of your own people have a glimmer of life.

Grandma Sun has always taught herself, and there is nothing wrong with that. Kindness is indeed the foundation of human beings. However, when kindness conflicts with life, it is necessary to bury kindness deep in the heart. Kindness can only be considered when life is worry-free and powerful, and occasionally act spontaneously.

What kindness can there be for people whose survival is in question?

For a moment, five or six pairs of eyes were full of sarcasm, and the corners of their mouths sneered.

The orange girl, at present, seems to be a rather special existence. And the good news is that at the moment, it seems that she is not bad for herself and her grandmother. Then, you can use her to provide a platform for yourself and others to accumulate enough energy.

However, relying on others is not feasible after all. Today, she is on her side, perhaps out of interest. However, if tomorrow, she loses interest in herself and others, where should she and others go?

So, you still have to rely on yourself.

However, for the time being, I have to rely on the orange girl to enrich myself. Therefore, the immediate priority now is to fully integrate into the planet and obtain all the precious resources that can be obtained by oneself.

An eight-year-old child who has been through all the darkness. When a piece of dark energy accumulates to be strong enough, it will completely burst out and become a force.

Life, no, it should be said survival, has forced a simple and kind child into a strong machine full of countless protective shells.