(Goodbye Blue Fox my love)

Author: Long Zun Tingbo

The blue fox gave up his body and sealed it, and spent the last time with me.

Fate is so cruel that I don't know where to go from here.

I went out of the building with Lao Zhao, Lao Sun, Lao Shang, Lin Xueting and Lin Xin and others, I was still stunned, and I kept asking myself in my mind, Jia Jieyi, Jia Jieyi, have you ever liked Hu Xiaoting, you have never loved others! Now that you have seen someone for the last time, are you really clinging to the relationship you once had and giving up the opportunity to see Hu Xiaoting for the last time? his uncle's! I like Hu Xiaoting in my heart, why should I run away? I couldn't help but see her last and regret it for the rest of my life, I turned around and ran towards the building, just ran to the door of the building, I saw Hu Xiaoting standing at the door of the building and smiling mischievously at me, I rubbed my eyes, to make sure that what I saw was not wrong It was Hu Xiaoting, Hu Xiaoting ran towards me and threw herself into my arms. I only felt that Hu Xiaoting's body was cold, and I could clearly hear Hu Xiaoting's heart telling me about this incident. Hu Xiaoting raised her head and said to me: Jia Jieyi, let's go! I don't want to plug the gap in that person's demonic path, I just want to stay with you for a long time, and I want to be with you forever. I looked at Hu Xiaoting in a daze, then nodded vigorously, turned around and walked towards the outside of the community, I walked on the street with Hu Xiaoting, I don't know why the sky in Harbin, because the exhaust is too heavy, I usually can't see the stars in the sky, but tonight is completely different, the stars in the sky are like small fireflies, blinking and blinking as if it was for me and Hu Xiaoting, Hu Xiaoting and I looked at the starry sky, my line of tears slipped from my cheeks, Hu Xiaoting wiped away the tears on my face with her cool jade hand, and then said: Xiaoyi, don't be sad, I am very satisfied now, I will always remember you in my heart, and I will never forget. At this time, the window on the 18th floor of the building behind me emitted a dazzling yellow light, and Hu Xiaoting's body beside me began to shine slowly, only to hear Hu Xiaoting say to me: Goodbye Brother Jieyi, I will always remember you. After saying this, Hu Xiaoting's body turned into a little starlight and floated to the sky, my tears could no longer stop pouring out, I just held Hu Xiaoting's hand, and now it has become countless starlight, I clenched my fists tightly and shouted in the direction of the starlight: Hu Xiaoting, I love you, and I will keep you in my heart forever. On the side of the road, a few girls who had just gotten off work from the night club pouted and whispered and said: This person must be stimulated, neurotic. What they said is not wrong, why does my love end like this! The nasty fate irritates me and disgusts me all the time, but how can we escape our fate! Everyone's fate is like a script, all of which are set in advance, we all play our own roles according to the script, I hate myself, I hate why I love Hu Xiaoting in my heart but dare not say it, why do I cling to a lost relationship and miss such a beautiful relationship, I am really a psychopath.

Two months later, the first rain of summer, it kept falling, I sat at the window of Penglai Pavilion and looked outside, I like the rain very much, the air smells so fresh and cool, I have been thinking for the past two months, everyone's fate is like, the character in a TV series or a novel, maybe you are a protagonist in a romance novel, or you may be the protagonist in an urban love, or maybe you are the protagonist in a business legend, but I am a character in a fantasy, Since that's the case, I'm going to work hard to be a master of demon slaying and eliminating demons. Just like the thing that Hu Xiaoting conveyed to me with her heart at that time, I heard it clearly at that time, Hu Xiaoting said to me in her heart: Jia Jieyi, I can't bear to see you sad and sad for me, but I can't ignore the sentient beings in the yang world as an immortal family in the yang world, I beg my father and the old Sam Wang to let me doppelgänger and use the doppelganger to accompany you through the last time with me, I am a blue fox body that can only be seen in millions of years, which is simply a blessing that cannot be cultivated for many lifetimes for other immortal families, but for me, I wish I was an ordinary person who could be with you forever, but this is my fate, this is my own story, I want to play my role well, and my possession of the body of a blue fox proves that I have paid more than others. I don't resent this body that God gave me, because if I didn't have this body, I wouldn't be able to know you, and I love you. When I remembered Hu Xiaoting's words that I passed to me in my heart at that time, I also made up my mind that I must play my role well. But I'm really afraid to know the girl again, every time I feel a heart-rending pain, this pain is even more unbearable than the pain I received during the fight with the Moon Worship Gate, if I am in this situation, I am really about to collapse, why am I such a fate! Thinking of this, it suddenly occurred to me, don't I know how to do divination? You can try to calculate your own fortune and see what the problem is. I closed my eyes and entered the artistic conception of the three talents and eighteen legal persons and the six laws, and slowly consulted the divination chapter, and the eight hexagrams of Qiankangen Zhen Xun Likun quickly rotated, and finally there were four lines of words, the fate of the widow star, no peach blossoms in a lifetime, the end of her life, and the widow by her side. As soon as I came out of the realm of the Six Laws of Humanity, I wrote this poem on paper. At dinner in the evening, the piece of paper was read and played with by Shi Houjian in his hand, and after reading it, he said to me: Lao Jia, you are now learning to compose poetry. Uncle Wan swished over and took the paper in Shi Houjian's hand, looked at it and asked me: Xiaoyi, who are you calculating the hexagram for? I laughed and said, "It's okay, I'll do it myself." Uncle Wan looked at the note and pouted and said: This life is too sad! I looked at Uncle Wan and asked, "Uncle Wan, can you understand the meaning of these four sentences?" Uncle Wan explained to me that this is the hexagram of the life character, the so-called ten sheep and nine incomplete, the life of the cultivator is incomplete, in short, only the person who cultivates the Tao will commit the life character, there are two kinds of life grid, one is the life of the seven emotions of the essence, that is, joy, anger, sorrow, happiness, love, evil, desire, the other is the seven deficiencies of the life of the body, that is, widow, widow, loneliness, loneliness, money, life, and power. The meaning of these four sentences is that this person with a fateful appearance, numerology has committed the widowhood of the seven deficiencies of the body, and he cannot be emotionally attached to a woman in his life, and if he is emotional, the relationship will be declared over. Shi Houjian shouted: I'll rub it, the hero of Bitmahua is miserable. Uncle Wan scolded disdainfully: Can you let you rest in that pit, I haven't finished my sentence yet, what are you talking about. Shi Houjian immediately said: "Uncle Wan, you always continue. Uncle Wan glared at Shi Houjian and continued: On the end of your life, you will be widowed by your side, these two sentences mean that only the person who accompanies you by your bedside on the end of your life, and the widow of the seven deficiencies can be your wife. Shi Houjian said again: Isn't that a lifetime where I don't know who can be my wife? I got up and said, "Eat slowly, I'm done." Then I turned around and walked out of Penglai Pavilion, at this time the rain outside had stopped, Shi Houjian and Wang Jun both knew the sad things that touched me, and they both came out to comfort me, I smiled and said to the two of them, it's okay, I just want to stay by myself for a while. Shi Houjian and Wang Jun stayed with me for a while before entering the house. I looked at the sky alone, it was still dark and I couldn't see half a star, I knew that I couldn't stay in the loss anymore, and now Wang Jun was still waiting for me to help him fulfill his wish, thinking of this I suddenly thought, yes, if I find the five treasures and put out a big reversal array, I can go back to the development that once stopped all this, and at that time, I will prevent all this tragedy from happening, thinking of this I can't help but be excited, just when I was excited, a voice next to me said: You think you can find the five treasures, to stop everything from happening, let me tell you that things are not as simple as you think, history will not change, when something will happen, please, no one can change it. I looked back sharply and saw a man dressed in white, with delicate facial features and a silver ring on his right hand, standing behind me. This person again, I carried the sword finger handprint with my right hand, and urged the black dragon immortal vein with my left hand to look at the person in front of me and asked: Who are you. That person smiled slightly and said: Think about it, if you go back to the era of Dayu's water control, Dayu won't control the water? If you go back to the Spring and Autumn Period and the Warring States Period, won't the Qin Dynasty unify the Six Kingdoms? When you go back to the Three Kingdoms period, won't the three-legged stand up? History is history after all, and no one will change him. Faced with so many rhetorical questions from him, I fell into deep thought again. The man in white continued: If you really changed history, would the current world still exist? My mind is very messy now, and it is even more angry when he talks about it endlessly, and I shout to him: Grass, if Lao Tzu changes the past, maybe the current world will be heaven! The man smiled and said to me: Then you didn't think that the current world would not become purgatory? I thought to myself, what is the difference between my miserable fate and living in purgatory on earth. So I asked him, "Who are you, who are you, and are you friend or foe?" That person still didn't answer my question directly, but just said to me: I am your friend if you enjoy my existence, I am your enemy if you hate my existence, the script of your life continues, you have to play your role with your heart. With that, he turned and walked into the darkness, knowing that he had completely disappeared into the darkness. Watching this person disappear, I fell into contemplation again, if I can prevent all tragedies from happening, then the world will really become beautiful, there is light and darkness, there is justice and evil, this is like the two poles of yin and yang, we are born in this realm of yin and yang, and then feel the fun of life, there is sunshine during the day, and there is a beautiful night sky at night, one is indispensable, if one of these two is lost, then the world will really be beautiful? Do I really have to let go of the burden of feelings? What the man in white said is not wrong, the script of my life is still going on, the moon worship gate has not been eliminated, I want to come out of the fetters of feelings and play my own role well.

Early the next morning, Lin Xueyu's little girl came to Penglai Pavilion early in the morning, holding buns and porridge in her hands, and then ran to me with great concern and asked: Brother Xiaoyi is hungry, did I send you breakfast, Shi Houjian grabbed a bun and stuffed it into his mouth, and said while stuffing it: I'm starving to death, Xiaoyu, the buns you brought are really delicious. I picked up a bun and ate it, Lin Xueyu asked me very shyly: Little brother, are the buns delicious? I'm back to taste good, thank you! Shi Houjian touched me with his elbow, and then whispered to me: Don't fight with me, I'm going to launch an offensive to chase Xiaoyu. I took another sip of porridge, and then said to Shi Houjian: You chase you, I only treat her as a sister. Shi Houjian said very seriously: A word is a certainty! I didn't bother to pay attention to him, so I said: I'm going to Uncle Bai's pharmacy. After saying that, he turned around and walked outside the door of Penglai Pavilion, and Lin Xueyu shouted to me: Little brother, do you want to eat KFC at noon? Shall I invite you to eat KFC? I replied: Maybe I don't have time! I'm going to talk to Uncle Bai about something. Lin Xueyu pouted, and Shi Houjian said with a dead face: I'm fine at noon, or let's go, I'll invite you. Lin Xueyu didn't answer, just watched my back and left Penglai Pavilion. I came to Qitai Pharmacy, the salesman's aunt said to me, Uncle Bai did not come today, his father is today's festival, Uncle Bai went to sweep his father's grave, but this time should be after sweeping the tomb home, today may not be able to come to the pharmacy let me go to Uncle Bai's house to find him, I went out to call Uncle Bai, Uncle Bai told me his address, I came to Uncle Bai's house according to the address, Uncle Bai's family lives in a community not far from the pharmacy, I rang the doorbell Uncle Bai came out and opened the door for me. I entered the house, and Uncle Bai asked me if I had breakfast, and I politely said: I have eaten.

Uncle Bai let me look casually, while going to the kitchen to make breakfast, I visited the house at random, Uncle Bai's house belongs to the small apartment of the people's houses, it is more than 40 square meters, I can't imagine that the owner of a pharmacy is only more than 40 square meters, it seems that Uncle Bai is a very simple person, and those who have two stinky money to live in a mansion and drive a luxury car stinky compared to the people who make me awe-inspired, the decoration of the home is still good, a large LCD TV with more than 40 stores is hung on the wall, There is a picture hanging next to the TV that says Ji Shi Weihuai, there is a coffee table in front of the sofa, there is a tea set on the coffee table, and a photo, I picked up the photo and looked at the family photo of Uncle Bai's family of three, I looked at Uncle Bai's wife, this woman is younger than Uncle Bai can have five or six years old, and then take a closer look, I rely on this is not the aunt who I often go to buy soy milk fritters? I shouted to Uncle Bai: Is this your lover, Uncle Bai? Uncle Bai stretched out his head in the kitchen to see that I was holding his family photo, and then said to me: Yes, the one is your Aunt Bai. I said happily: I often go to her to buy soy milk fritters, and my aunt is very good. Uncle Bai replied while cooking: Is it such a coincidence. I took the photo and asked: Uncle Bai, this is your son, right? It may be that the sound of stir-frying and the sound of the range hood are too loud, Uncle Bai didn't hear it, Uncle Bai didn't reply, I put the photo on the table again, and then continued to visit Uncle Bai's house, Uncle Bai's house is a very standard two-bedroom living room, the larger room is a study, the smaller room is Uncle Bai's I am, I walked to the door of the study and looked inside, inside is a large bookcase, on which are some Chinese herbal medicine medical books, next to the bookcase is an offering table, on the altar is placed a spirit card, In front of the spirit card is an incense burner, the incense burner is also inserted in three burning incense, the incense burner is placed in front of the fruit, today is the sacrifice day of Uncle Bai's father, it seems that this spirit card is Uncle Bai's father. I inadvertently glanced at the words on the spirit card with my spare eyes, and my whole person was stunned in place, it turned out that Uncle Bai was

(Predicting what will happen in the future, see the next chapter breakdown)