Chapter 046: Poke the Center
Saturday, October 10, the weather was fine.
In the past, Saturdays and Sundays were always full in Qin Yi's plan, but today, he hadn't gotten up at eight o'clock, and Old Man Mao didn't seem to be in a hurry to wake him up. However, Qin Yi is not a person who likes to sleep lazily, if he hadn't been busy with his homework for half the night last night, he would have gotten up early at six o'clock.
It's strange, why didn't grandpa wake him up today, you must know that before, grandpa was the most opposed to sleeping lazy.
The door of Grandpa's room was hidden, Qin Yi looked through the crack in the door, and couldn't help but freeze: Grandpa was motionless in his room, and he seemed to be holding something in his hand. It seems that grandpa misses grandma again.
Qin Yi didn't dare to rush in, to be honest, whenever his grandfather did this, he had an unspeakable jealousy, and he couldn't say what it was, but he suspected that his grandfather's pain was related to him, although his grandfather never admitted it.
Mao Bowen is indeed old, he turned his back to the door, caressing the portrait of his wife, a silver thread seemed to tell that the youth was gone, and the deep wrinkles on his forehead can also testify. These are actually nothing, and he didn't even dare to recognize his own son when he saw him, what a blow to his heart.
The wife in his hand still looked at himself with a smile on his face as always: Yingzi, you know me best, over the years, I have lost a lot, and I have also affected Yingzi You, there are many people who don't understand why they have become the way they are, sometimes even they are doubting themselves, for a child who has nothing to do with themselves, is it worth it! Yingzi, will you forgive me? You can forgive me, huh?
Breakfast is Xin'er's red bean millet porridge, and she is not seen after eating, this busy man runs to school as usual on weekends and Sundays, leaving the grandfather and grandson to have their own thoughts.
"Grandpa, our school's basketball team is now recruiting, and I want to join it too?" Qin Yi was very apprehensive in his heart.
"You can play basketball?" Lao Mao was noncommittal, and his expression looked surprised.
"I can't dribble, but I'm very accurate in pitching, and my classmates praise me for being good!" Qin Yixian stood up.
"So you're playing basketball well, aren't you?"
"I" Qin Yi couldn't answer for a while, his head was a little numb at this time, he could hear what his grandfather meant by this. The words that his grandfather told him in the past echoed in his ears at this time: "You are not allowed to play basketball, badminton, table tennis, or any ball, you can only play at home if you want to play, participate in group activities less, and try to deal with others as little as possible."
I've been here for a long time, elementary school, middle school, and now I'm in college! Qin Yi really couldn't understand why his grandfather, who had always been loving, was so unkind.
The atmosphere seemed to freeze into ice for a while, and there was no word.
"Xiaoyi, you blame grandpa!" It was Lao Mao who opened his mouth first.
"I, I didn't"
Lao Mao Neng seemed to see through Xiaoyi's psychology, and couldn't help but sigh: "I can understand that you complain about grandpa, but you shouldn't hate grandpa." ”
"Really, I've never hated grandpa!"
"Well, I know, you're a sensible child, and grandpa always thought so." Lao Mao stared at Xiaoyi, the child in front of him has grown up, he is nineteen years old, and there are some things that should be talked about with him. ”
"Xiaoyi, do you know why grandpa told you to drink boiled water?"
"Well, I remember that I used to have a stomachache when I drank other water."
"That's because of your allergies, which can put you in shock if you don't pay attention. It's been more than ten years, and I've already told you about your life experience, I said, you are now older and have the right to choose to go back, as long as you make a decision, grandpa will definitely respect your choice. Lao Mao's old tears overflowed from his eyes, and the feelings that had been established for more than ten years poured out all at once.
"Grandpa believes in science, from a scientific point of view, I have always been worried that your background and your secrets will be grasped or even used by people with bad intentions, and the consequences will be unimaginable, and I am also sorry for your Grandpa Qin's entrustment."
"Grandpa, I'm ......" Qin Yi looked at his grandfather, tears rolling in his eyes. He could truly feel the unreserved love that this person had for him from the heart, and this love transcended blood and even family affection. His previous misunderstandings about him suddenly disappeared.
"Xiaoyi, in fact, I said before that you can let go and do what you think is right, but now, you still come to ask for the opinion of this old man of mine, hey, I used to be too strict with you, I am really ashamed." Lao Mao is telling the truth, for a child, he wiped out his innocent childhood with his own hands, how cruel is this. He wanted to make amends, "Tell Grandpa that you're ready for the world!" Whatever you want to do, let it go, you deserve to have your own life,"
"Grandpa, I won't just choose to leave, and I can't bear to give you grandpa!"
"Silly boy, grandpa has a few years to live, you have to prepare for your future, by the way, Xiaoyi, grandpa is old, and he may not be able to wait for that day. Remember, if you go back one day, don't go back alone......"
"Jingle Bell ......"
The grandfather and grandson had a long heart-to-heart conversation, but the phone was interrupted, and it was Chen Si'an, the director of the Elderly Welfare Institute, who called. It turned out that he almost forgot the plan that Qin Yi had made early on this weekend, he wanted to accompany Lao Xu to Dr. Yao's to see a doctor, no, the old man didn't have his phone, so he asked Dean Chen to notify him. Well, it's okay to be late, but Lao Mao and Qin Yi can't see anyone suffering and suffering, so this conversation has to stop there, however, Qin Yi's heart disease that has been suppressed for many years has improved a lot, but what does grandpa mean when he finally said "Don't go back alone"? got on the bus, Qin Yi was still pondering, it seemed that the headache was not over yet!
The welfare home arrived after a while, and when he saw a few vigorous characters on the door, Qin Yi suddenly became nervous in his heart, and couldn't help but take out his mobile phone and look at it, without her text messages, it's strange to think about it, I've only known each other for a few days! However, Qin Yi still hopes that she can appear here today, maybe she will meet it again by chance! Thinking about it, he didn't even hear the greeting of Aunt Zhang, who was cleaning.
"Why are you so late today? Didn't I forget Grandpa Xu! As soon as Qin Yi entered the door, Lao Xu pretended to be angry and said.
"How could it be! Grandpa Xu, I was delayed by something just now. Qin Yi looked at the window as she spoke, it seemed that she didn't come today.
"Take a sip of tea first, I said, your kid is restless today, he quarreled with his girlfriend!" Lao Xu pointed to the tea that had already been brewed on the table, and he saw it as soon as the child entered the courtyard, and he could guess a few points of this thought.
"Girlfriend?" Qin Yi couldn't help but be stunned, "What girlfriend, what did Grandpa Xu say?" ”
"I don't admit it yet! It's the girl who was with you last week, oh, the one from 'Senpai'! Lao Xu Sheng was afraid that he would not understand enough, so he added.
These words made Qin Yi ashamed, and his whole face turned red. Originally, he had a crush on her, but is this love? Besides, he has a boyfriend, and he is rich and handsome. It's strange, why do you still blush when you know that someone else has a boyfriend? After learning about the love between men and women from the textbook, he didn't share his feelings in this regard with anyone, including Grandpa Mao, and now he is actually seen through by this old man Xu, really
"Don't talk nonsense, people have boyfriends, and they are a hundred times better than me." To be honest, Qin Yi has low self-esteem.
"Really? Hehe! Lao Xu couldn't help laughing, "Then why is your kid's face so red like a monkey's ass?" ”
"You still say, you still say, talk about me again" Qin Yi scratched his head anxiously, he knew that it didn't matter if he was a little childish with Grandpa Xu.
"Boy!"
"Humph!" Qin Yi turned his head away, as if he really wanted to turn around and leave.
"Seeing that you are in a hurry, I want to say wait and let you buy me some gifts." Lao Xu changed really fast, but immediately heard him let out another burst of hearty laughter, "This kid, haha, haha, hahaha!" ”