In the cold winter and twilight snow, you sit on the cold stairs, and the pale light reflects your pale face. Goose feathers of snowflakes fall. I walked over to you and sat down, and you seemed a little surprised, but didn't say a word. I tried to say something, but I didn't know where to start. You looked at me silently, tears glinting in your crystal eyes. You gently grabbed my palm, and a cold sensation came from the palm of your hand. I put your hand on my neck, and the cold feeling swept through my body, and you wanted to withdraw your hand, but I grabbed it tighter, because it was, your temperature. No matter how long it takes, I'm waiting for you.

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For a long time, I was tormented by terrible nightmares, in which I was surrounded by blinding white light, unable to see through everything around me, and there would always be someone who gently called my name, as if calling me back. But where to go, I don't know.

Every time Sunset told me this, there was a deep melancholy. There seems to be a layer of haze in the depths of the eyes, which makes people wonder through.

I was able to see a person's past, including past lives. In her previous life, she was a young lady in the palace, but the day she was supposed to get married was beheaded all over the house. Strangely, I didn't see the past of her life. As for how I met her, I have to start a week ago.

Sunset found me on a Sunday afternoon, lying in a chair searching for a subconscious "clue", and I tried to see myself further than just the previous life.

Can you see my past? At that time, Yuraku was wearing a white dress and a shawl with straight hair. It's fresh, but it gives people a feeling of being dusty. When he spoke, his eyes were full of melancholy.

I didn't sign that I could see people's past, but she did. At that time, I watched her silently, trying to find the answer in her eyes. I've thought more than once that there must be people like me in the world. Maybe they'll be more capable. It's a pity that I haven't found out. I am lonely, because seeing through a person's past is equivalent to seeing through people's hearts.

She's beautiful. All that flashed through my mind was this thought. It took me a moment to realize that I hadn't seen her past. In a trance, I ran out into the street and found a man, and through his eyes, my mind flashed through his past. I didn't lose my abilities. But how can this be explained?

She said that for a long time I was tormented by terrible nightmares, in which I was surrounded by blinding white light, unable to see through everything around me, and there would always be someone who gently called my name, as if calling me back. But where to go, I don't know.

From then on, she would come every day. And they all say pretty much the same thing. She had amnesia. And every day you lose the memory of the previous day. But I don't know what sustains her and why she comes here every day. In the end, I boiled it down to fate.

I like her. She always sat quietly after each sentence. And always in a white clean dress. It seems that it will never be tainted with the dust of the world. I took the sunset to play and watch the sun set. I said, who gave you a name, it's beautiful. Sunset just quietly watched the sun set, full of sadness as the last rays of sunlight slipped across her face. I said, Sunset, I like you.

She said, "Heavy, but I'll forget you."

I can't see the sunset's past, maybe it's because I like her, just like you can't guess the mind of the person you like. I don't position myself as a superior person, I'm just an ordinary person after all. And ordinary people will always make some mistakes in a daze, especially emotionally. And the sunset is the most beautiful mistake I've ever made.

I wanted to spend my life with her and grow old together. Even though every day we have to get to know each other all over again. But the wonderful thing is that every time we fall in love with each other.

But one day, I suddenly saw the setting of the sunset's past life. The beautiful and dignified eldest lady, dressed in red, was dressing up in front of the window, and she was very happy.

My mind suddenly went blank, and then I jumped to the image of the decapitation of the same group of people at sunset. The red blood covered everything, and it was like I had woken up from a nightmare, and my heart trembled violently, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.

When Sunset came to me the next day, I told her, "Sunset, I can see your past life."

How do you know what I'm going to say. Sunset opened her mouth in surprise and didn't speak. She must have wondered why I had already answered her before she could speak. But for me, it's just a scene that happens every day. Today, however, I was in a hurry to break the rules. I can know the past, but I can't know the future. I'm scared of losing the sunset. I was afraid that the long-term loneliness would envelop me again.

I want to know my past, do you know what my name is?

Sunset. Beautiful name.

Sunset ......

I haven't seen sunset since. As if she hadn't shown up at all. And I panicked the whole world. I go to places we've been together, eat things we've eaten together, and watch the sunsets we've seen together......

I tried to find everything I could to see her visit, but I couldn't find anything, but I knew she did.

Tomorrow she will come. I said this to myself.

So I started the long wait. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait.

My name is Zhou Chong, I was twenty-three years old, and after graduating from a very ordinary university, I had no fixed place and no fixed job, and finally chose to open a bookstore to chat for a while. Ever since I was an adult, I could see a person's past, good or bad. People have always longed to be able to see through everything and see through people's hearts, but when they can really see through everything, they want to return to ignorance. Good people are bad, bad people are good, and I have long been vague about what is good and bad. Everyone is living for themselves, what is right and what is wrong?

As the night darkened, I stood on the roof and looked back. When I was three years old, I realized that I could see a person's past and even past lives, and my family ignored my nonsense, and the old man thought that I was a demon reincarnation, which was a great bad omen. Ever since I was sensible, I haven't said anything about my abilities. In this world of established rules, behavior that goes beyond the rules is likely to make you abandoned by the group.

Meeting Sunset was undoubtedly my happiest moment, because she believed in me, and that alone was able to make me ecstatic. Before I knew it, I had even fallen in love with her, and although we had only met a few times, love itself was a wonderful thing.

I shivered from the cold wind on the roof, and a tired sleepiness welled up. I'll probably come back tomorrow at sunset, I thought to myself. I regret that I never asked her for her address and contact information, but I shook my head and smiled bitterly, we have only met a few times.

I stood on the roof and watched the moon in the sky. Reaching out to touch the moon, he shook it in the air. The moonlight shines through my fingers on my face. There was a blur of shadows in the black pupils.

Who. I lost my mind for a moment, and in the blink of an eye, the black shadow was gone. The moon hung dimly high in the sky, and a few stars shone vaguely, perhaps because of the shining city lights.

The next day, I saw Xue Yan, who I hadn't seen for a long time, and the moment she entered the door, I mistook it for a sunset, and I hurriedly got up but sat down disappointed.

What are you doing here? I looked up at her. Xue Yan is also a beautiful woman, always looking generous and uncaring, as if the sun is shining and living well. It's just that I know that she also has a melancholy and sad side, everyone has it, but we don't want to show it. Hide feelings. Escapism. Bury the sorrows.

What's wrong? Aren't you happy to see me? He didn't pretend to be angry.

No. I hurriedly replied.

I'm here to tell you something, I dreamed of you! Xue Yan's eyes were staring at me, giving me a chill. Xue Yan belongs to the type of people who can dream of the future, that is, they can dream of the future. We've been friends since we met. Every time she's so serious, it's definitely not a good thing.

Xue Yan looked away and said, I dreamed that there were very thick black clouds rolling in the sky, and a big fire was burning on the ground, a boundless sea of fire, but you stood in the sky above the sea of fire, with your back to me, I didn't see what you were doing clearly, but my intuition told me that it was you.

Heavy, what do you think this portends?

I smiled and didn't speak, and after sending Snow Rock away, I closed the shop and lay alone on the bed, bored browsing the web. Suddenly, QQ pops up a message box, which is a picture sent by a stranger, and the screen name is Xiluo! The black-and-white picture shows an ancient stupa with a black mountain in the background, presumably due to disrepair, which looks crumbling.

Can you come to me? A message from Sunset.

Where are you? I replied with excitement.

The next moment, I frowned tightly, and the address sent by Xiluo was an ancient temple a hundred miles away. I accompanied my grandmother once in my early years, but I wonder how Sunset could be there? But I decided to go anyway, and I couldn't wait to see her as if I was obsessed.

I took a car that day, and after a few hours of traveling, I finally arrived at the foot of the mountain temple. What I didn't expect was that the place where incense was strong in the early years is now overgrown with weeds and rocks. can't help but sigh a little, it's really a thing or a person. The bluestone road leading into the ancient temple is also overgrown with weeds, and I wonder if there are still people living here. The temple is located at the intersection of two mountains, and once you enter the mountain, you will feel as if you are isolated from the rest of the world.

Stepping on the road paved with bluestone slabs all the way forward, after crossing a steep slope, you can see the archway made of mountain rock in the ancient temple, and the three big characters of "Cihang Temple" are carved in the middle. I saw one from afar

An old monk dressed in five clothes is cleaning the temple, and the fallen leaves after autumn are already everywhere.

When I was about to ask forward, I suddenly remembered something, how could the sunset, which I forgot the next day, still remember me? Did her memories come back or what? Due to the rush of leaving, I didn't ask for the contact information of the setback. When I turned on my phone, I was shocked to find that there was no signal here! A heavy feeling of sorrow suddenly weighed on my chest.