Lying on the bed, after listening to my grandmother's words, I began to look at my hands, and sure enough, my hands became pale and extremely white at this moment, without a trace of blood.

I stretched out my hand again and gently touched my head, at this moment my head is extremely hot, it is far beyond the ability of ordinary people, I smiled bitterly and wanted to get up from the bed, but found that although I was full of energy. But he had no strength. It's an indescribable feeling, like the feeling of helplessness when you have a lot of energy but can't do anything.

"Grandma, what should I do then, will Ye Cheng die?" After listening to her grandmother's words, Liu Qingqian asked incomparably but formally.

Grandma took a deep breath and said helplessly: "Cheng'er is now a Heavenly Master, even if he dies, even if he doesn't reincarnate, he won't be punished in any way, it's just ......"

"But what?" Xu asked worriedly.

Grandma looked back at me, and I was lying quietly in front of the bed, probably not knowing that I had woken up.

I only heard my grandmother say: "It's just that Cheng'er's body can't be used anymore." He can't stay in the world for a long time, unlike others, he has two choices, one option is to become an immortal in the upper realm, and the other option is to reincarnate again, in a word, Ye Cheng's journey in this life in the world has ended......"

"What's the difference between becoming an immortal and being reincarnated and dying, to put it bluntly, you still want to leave us, right?" Liu Qingqian's voice trembled a little at this moment.

"Hmm!" Grandma nodded slightly. said: "So, the best way now is to let the soul of Cheng'er return to the heavenly realm and return to the divine position." ”

I got up from the bed with difficulty, leaned against the wall and walked out of the door step by step, looked at these people outside the door, and said, "I will not go to the heavenly realm." ”

Hearing my voice, these people turned their heads to look at me, and my senior sister quickly ran to my side and helped me, who couldn't even stand steadily, and said, "Senior brother, why are you up, go back to the room to rest." ”

When my grandmother saw me standing up, she also turned her head to look at me and said, "Cheng'er, why don't you want to go to the Heavenly Realm?" ”

"I, I don't know, I don't know why, I'm disgusted with that place, and I can't say why, but I know it's not where I want to be." I said.

After listening to my words, Senior Sister. said: "Senior brother, how can you feel this way, countless generations of our Xuan Realm have worked hard to cultivate and become Heavenly Masters just to be able to ascend to immortality, and now you have this opportunity." Why give up? ”

I turned my head and quietly looked at the senior sister who was holding my arm, and said, "I never thought of stepping into the Xuan Realm, and I was forced by this environment step by step to get to this point......

My sister knew my stubbornness and stopped talking.

This time. Grandma walked up to me, looked at me, and said, "Cheng'er, if you don't fly to become an immortal." Your body will deteriorate day by day, and when your soul is separated from your body, you can only be reincarnated again, that is, die! ”

I was silent for a long time, and after a long time, I looked up at my grandmother and said, "In the next life, will everything start all over again, and will it go through so many disasters like this life?" ”

"Maybe it's worse than this life." Grandma spoke.

After listening to my grandmother's words, I fell silent. I don't want to repeat the experience of these three lives. That is to say, now I am faced with two choices, one choice is to be reincarnated and fall into the tragic cycle of fate again, and the surviving Liu Qingqian will face the catastrophe of the dragon, and whether they die or live has little to do with me. Because I can't help them. My other choice is to ascend to immortality, after returning to the throne, I will have supreme mana, I can help my grandmother and them re-seal the dragon, and then I will return to heaven to obey the arrangement of the emperor, and grandma they will continue to live their own lives in the world, and everything has nothing to do with me. ”

The latter is better than the former from any point of view, but there is an indescribable reason that makes me have a deep rejection of the heavenly realm.

"Grandma...... If I'm gone, will you be able to deal with that dragon? I turned to look at my grandmother and asked.

Grandma was silent for a while, and then said: "No matter how high this hurdle is, it will eventually be crossed, and it is nothing more than a matter of how many corpses are stepping on their feet." After saying that, my grandmother looked up at me and said, "Jiaolong is not a problem. Grandma just doesn't want to see you suffer again......"

"Senior brother, ascend to immortal, what you have experienced in these three lives, you can't know more clearly in your heart. Senior sister, I don't want to see you going through so much torture. Promise looked at me and said.

I turned my head to look at Liu Qingqian and asked, "Qingqian...... What do you think? ”

Liu Qingqian's face was very complicated, and after hearing my question, she only heard her say gently: "City." I have never regretted these three lives, even if we can never be together, as long as I can see you, even if it is only one day in one life, I am very happy. So whether you are reincarnated or ascending, I have your back. ”

I nodded lightly, not speaking, knowing that next time I was reincarnated, Liu Qingqian would always follow me. However, after all, I am not Yang Minyang or Bai Yiyang, and I don't have their decisiveness and ruthlessness. I don't want to see Liu Qingqian suffering because of me anymore, even if she is willing......

It seems that I can only choose to ascend to the immortal and go to the heavenly realm that I don't want to go to.

"I'm a little tired...... Go back, all of you. Once again, I felt that my body was about to lose its support, and even though I had promised to support me as best I could, my legs trembled uncontrollably.

With the help of Xu Promise and Liu Qingqian, I lay back on the bed, and the two of them sat beside me until late at night. The rain outside was getting louder and louder, and before long there were a few low thunder sounds, and the heavy rain did not stop for a moment.

This night, Xu Promise and Liu Qingqian chatted with me for a long, long time, we talked about the medicinal incense shop three hundred years ago, and then talked about the Forbidden City from the medicinal incense shop, talked about Huairou, and talked about many people and many things.

I don't know when the people who accompanied me began to walk away one by one, from the first obvious to the last relieved smile. At first I thought that those who would never leave also left one by one, and eventually I had to leave too.

It was early in the morning, and the sound of rain outside the window was gradually getting quieter.

The three of us had just finished a conversation when the room fell silent.

"I'm a little sleepy, why don't you all go and rest?" Looking at Liu Qingqian and the promise, I spoke.

The two of them glanced at each other, and Liu Qingqian said: "Ye Cheng, you take care of your illness, I will have a third way now." ”

After watching my senior sister and Qingqian leave, I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning in bed, not because I didn't want to sleep, but because I was physically uncomfortable and couldn't sleep.

High fever, inexplicably high fever.

I smiled wryly, and just then, the door to the room was gently pushed open.

I turned my head to look at the person who walked in at the door, and saw my grandmother walking in with a haggard face.

"Grandma......" I wanted to shout when I saw my grandma walk in, but seeing my grandma's sneaky appearance, I finally chose to close my eyes and pretend to be asleep.

Although my body is not as good as before, my soul is already in the realm of a heavenly master, and it is not difficult to make my grandmother mistakenly think that I have fallen asleep.

I quietly felt my grandmother walk in step by step, only to feel a chill in my head, grandma stretched out a hand on my head, and then only heard grandma say heartache: "Hey, hard-working child, why don't you want to go back to the heavenly realm." ”

After a short silence, Grandma spoke again: "If you really go to reincarnate and reincarnate, it will make Grandma feel sorry for you, Cheng'er, you know, Grandma introduced your soul into the body of my grandson Xiaocheng that year, and she was actually using you......"

The small city that my grandmother said was Ye Cheng before I was six years old, and the city in her mouth was naturally me now, and after hearing my grandmother say that she also used me, my heart sank again. This amiable grandmother in my heart, who has always loved my grandmother, has also taken advantage of me?