No way, as the saying goes, sadness is always inevitable, although the heavens are not beautiful at a critical juncture, but there is nothing to pity.

"If I could get through, I wouldn't have to wait until now."

Li Yi knew that with his own one-third of an acre, it would be a little difficult to pass the twentieth level, which was known as the "ultimate nightmare".

"Fortunately, it was not in vain."

Thinking of the fruits of labor in his bank card is a burst of self-satisfaction, you must know that there are more than one billion gamers in the world, but there are few who can achieve the same results as themselves, and it is enough for themselves to be proud.

However, the ancients said that 'food and clothing and silver desire', and under the feeling of extreme hunger, Li Yi immediately stopped his sad and sad memories of his brand new computer being destroyed.

I don't know if it's the sequelae left by the lightning attack, Li Yi only felt like he hadn't eaten for half a month, his stomach was hungry, so he quickly opened the drawer, pulled out the biscuits he had prepared before, and gobbled them into his mouth.

But if you eat less than 300 grams of biscuits, it's the same as not eating them, Li Yi feels even hungrier, and can't bear the endless hunger feeling like a surging river, Li Yi rarely made a plan to go out, "Let's go out and eat a plate of fried noodles." ”

Although it is a small county, there are indeed a lot of supporting small restaurants, and because it is close to the commercial street, it is also very convenient to order food by phone.

Because he was going out, Li Yi took a rare hot bath, although it was just a simple flush, but it was a different feeling after carefully cleaning up.

If Li Yi, who doesn't go out, is a lonely ghost, then Li Yi, who has been dressed up in shock, has some potential as a superb pseudo-girl.

The hair that had not been trimmed for a long time was left because it was too troublesome to repair, and it turned into long hair with a shawl for more than a year.

Li Yi said when he was fine:

"That's growing too fast, isn't it?"

A few years ago, the Grim Reaper anime was not popular, and Li Yi also followed the trend to buy the hair bun of Kuchigi Baiya, but after he didn't want to pin the bun, he really felt a little similar, so Li Yi was also complacent.

Otaku and rotten girls may not have much in common, but the pseudo-girl and the rotten girl are very close, because of Li Yi's pseudo-girl potential, she is naturally a little overly enthusiastic about making cameo appearances as her idol.

In fact, if you look at it carefully, Li Yi and Rotten Wood Baiya seem to be carved out of the same mold, so Li Yi is really narcissistic.

Packed up, since it was decided, Li Yi did not hesitate, took the key and went downstairs to the small restaurant not far from the door of his community.

The small restaurant is not big, and it is not the closest to Li Yi's house, but it is the first restaurant to open in my impression.

I don't know if my otaku potential plays a decisive role, since it has become a habit by accident, Li Yi will unconsciously walk to this restaurant every time,

Even if the weather is bad, he will go to eat without moving, why Li Yi can't say clearly, but Li Yi will always find a special feeling somewhere, sweet and warm.

Along the way, Li Yi only felt weird, and he didn't know what was going on, usually it took more than twenty minutes to crawl to the small restaurant like a turtle jogging, but today it took less than ten minutes to get there.

I feel that my steps are no longer as vague and weak as before, like the motor of a sports car, always conveying a powerful feeling that makes Li Yi feel strange,

Although the brain waves still sent out the same random instructions as before, the body brought Li Yi a different feeling.

Feeling the change in himself, Li Yi quipped: "Sure enough, people's potential is unlimited,"

At the same time, he secretly made his own jokes,

"It seems that I am the reincarnation of a starving ghost, and I usually feel that my thighs tremble when I take two steps, but today I have changed."

Of course, even if he had a high fever last time, after taking cold medicine, Li Yi secretly climbed to the ramen restaurant.

I have to say that otaku are always easy to regard beautiful girls as the goddess of life with themselves in the future, even if it is so unattainable, even if it is a dream, but it will always be unconsciously regarded as a firm belief.

How to say it, the current Li Yi is always inexplicably afraid, inexplicably worried, inexplicably afraid, like a wounded hedgehog, always hiding himself in a solid shell, protecting himself with countless hard thorns, and always worrying about being hurt again. It's a confusing cycle of craving love and care, but always having no reason to resist others.

Li Yi himself didn't understand why he was so contradictory, he just vaguely remembered in his mind that on that dim and rainy day, his father, who was sent to the operating table for rescue, stroked his hair with difficulty, told himself to take care of his mother, and hurriedly ended his life as soon as he finished speaking.

As I grew up, I gradually understood my father's choice, indeed, from the trough of life, although he was in a hurry, he was also brave.

A financial crisis completely destroyed everything in the Li Group, and the debts were heavy and everything was lost, and the death of my father allowed me and my mother to keep their homes without being displaced.

After his father left, his mother, who was a housewife, lost his source of livelihood in an instant, although Li Yi's father left the house to his mother, but his mother, who lost his source of livelihood, could no longer pay the huge expenses of the villa, even if it was a property fee that was usually nothing at all.

Since then, Li Yi has bid farewell to the villa, the luxury car that picks him up after school, and the luxurious life he has said. Since then, Li Yi's personality has become withdrawn, and since then he has been alone, and only his mother can enter his heart.

But the good times didn't last long, not long after Li Yi graduated from university, his mother was diagnosed with advanced liver cancer, and he died after half a year of treatment.

During this period, he also tried to find a job, but let himself be a college undergraduate like a street vendor selling computers in a shopping mall, Li Yi was so resistant that he couldn't convince himself after trying several times, so he had to give up.

Good workers don't look down on themselves, and bad jobs don't look down on others, so they can only stay at home and become a member of the army of millions of homesteaders.

In the following year, every time I think of my unbearable childhood, my heart hurts and I can't breathe, but the love of my parents always warms my wounded heart. Time can't solve everything, it is indeed the best healing elixir.

After such a long period of solitude, Li Yi gradually found that his fragile heart gradually became numb, and he also looked down on some things.

"I have nothing, so what can't I let go?"

Thinking that he is indeed a mortal, even if he used to be the son of a business tycoon, now he is just a mortal who is running around for a living, and the life in those dreams is just a passing moment, and now he should think about how to live, isn't it?

Growing up is painful, but being brave enough to face the pain and not being knocked down by hardship means that you have grown up.

After thinking about this, Li Yi began to face up to his life and opened the letter left by his mother, so that he had the courage to read it and knew why his bank card would give more money every month.

Maybe as a parent, you will always think about your child, even if she is gone, you want your life to be better.

Under the premise that Li Yi didn't know, his mother ended the hopeless treatment early, and used the little money left to buy a few shops on a commercial street at the door to Li Yi, saying that she was afraid that Li Yi's life would not be good in the future, so she left her mind.

Although he is not very rich, but some of the money secretly left by his mother before her death, plus the rent of the commercial street in front of the community, Li Yi's life is okay.

The house was bought with the help of a good sister who couldn't be ironed anymore before her mother's death, although the money was not enough to borrow some money at that time, but the rent collected by the commercial street every month can still be a lot after deducting the money from repaying the loan, and it is enough for Li Yi to live well without working.

Of course, for Li Yi, who is alone, there is actually no difference no matter where he is, a million-dollar mansion and a simple multi-storey residential building, in Li Yi's view, are just a place to shelter from the wind and rain.

Because Li Yi got up early in the morning, although it was already very early for Li Yi, who often stayed up late, it was almost noon.

Looking at the wall clock on the wall, at a quarter past ten, Li Yi smiled knowingly, "It's okay, it's not too late, it's just in time for lunch." ”

There are not many people in the small restaurant, and looking at the empty breakfast stalls outside the door, I think that breakfast has been sold out. Li Yi looked at it for a long time and said regretfully: "It's a pity, it looks like the stall has just been closed, or I can buy some fritters and take them back to eat at night." ”

"Hey, have you heard of it, a few days ago the news reported that a naked woman appeared in the urban area, and she actually knocked down a homeless man who wanted to take advantage of it, and even ate half of the homeless's arm."

"Really?"

"You didn't watch the news the night before yesterday, but the news has already spread."

"It seems that this kind of thing will have to be avoided in the future, if this kind of thing happens, no matter how beautiful it is, you can't go up and wipe the oil!"

"yes, it's scary for a woman to go crazy."

"Is the woman mentally abnormal?"

"Who knows, but lately, it has been reported that rabies-like patients are attacking people, and I don't know if it's a new infectious disease."

"I heard that the beds in the major hospitals in the city have been full in just a few days, and many patients have been admitted to the hospital who have been injured by such crazy attacks."

"It seems that the world is not peaceful, so don't go out if it's okay in the future."

Listening to the chatting and farting of the diners next to him, Li Yi joked to himself: "When did this kind of strange thing happen in the Celestial Empire, I just saw this kind of strange case in the United States on the Internet not long ago, I didn't expect that some people in the Celestial Empire would follow suit, I really don't understand what women think now, do you want to be famous and want to go crazy?" “

pouted his lips with regret and sighed,

"╮(╯▽╰)╭Hey, even if you run naked on the street, you dare to eat human flesh, even if you are famous, you can't get a penny of benefits, right? Do you think this is the United States, and a sentence of insanity can be acquitted? ”

Thinking of this, I silently mourned in my heart for this woman who wanted to be famous and crazy.