"Yes! I don't understand!

What! Didn't you just kill a bad guy who deserved to be killed! Look at you like this......

If you really don't want to kill, you can probably get Wade back alive as long as you rush to the top at that time! ”

Hearing Haruhi say that she didn't understand their strange feelings, Louise was naturally angry, and even glared at them and asked them back.

However, Louise was right, when Kasuga and the others let Ji Feng and Viscount Wade go alone, they were probably ready to realize that "any ending may occur". But...... In short, they don't know how to describe their psychological discomfort, and they don't know how to explain what they are thinking.

To say sad and sad...... Even a Madonna like Mai Trin would certainly not be sad about the death of a villain like Viscount Wade; To say fear, fear...... Of course, they couldn't be afraid of Ji Feng because he killed someone, and Walder's death was far less tragic and disgusting than a horror movie, and they didn't actually feel anything terrible at all.

It's just that......

"No, Louise, it's not the killing itself that we're obsessed with."

Looking at Louise's face that was so angry that it seemed to be about to cry, Ji Feng, who had been unusually silent for the past two days, groaned for a few seconds, and then finally spoke seriously and honestly:

"When everyone agreed to my original proposal that Yuki and Mikoto try not to help unless we were in mortal danger, and let everyone fight the enemy alone, their minds had already made their judgments, and at the same time, they were ready for anything. So after I actually killed someone, neither I nor anyone else had any special reaction.

As for feeling uncomfortable all the time...... I guess it's not because of the killing itself, but because we were able to accept that we killed so calmly.

That's right, we all know that in this chaotic world, in that infinite world full of dangers, in order to keep ourselves and our teammates alive, or to save some people who are suffering. It is wise, rightful, and righteous to physically and utterly destroy certain enemies.

It is precisely these legitimate reasons that make us feel uncomfortable all the time, more precisely, the objective reality that compels us to act in this way, and to rationally accept the necessity and justice of killing!

Perhaps this is because these 'mission worlds' are all 'fantasy worlds' for us, except for our own original worlds, so we unconsciously pin our hearts on these 'mission worlds' with the beautiful and unrealistic fantasies in our hearts.

But 'reality' has forcibly grabbed our heads and opened our eyelids, forcing us to face up to this world that is not as beautiful and happy as we imagined.

Of course, there are many beautiful things in this world, and it also leaves us with many happy memories, but this world has never lacked class, oppression, murder, war, conspiracy, and ambition...... Of course, these are all elements of a non-naïve real world, but we are naïve enough to hope that there will be nothing but thrilling but memorable pleasures on our adventures.

This is our own problem. But if possible, I really wish we could take risks in a 'fantasy world' instead of letting reason convince us to admit and accept the cruelty of reality.

I wish I could transform the cruel real world, not be transformed by the cruel real world, but this delusion has not been realized even if I enter the main god space full of fantasy and infinite possibilities, and I can hardly even see the possibility of realizing it!

Stripped of the magic and superpowers, stripped of the characters and stories we are familiar with, this is still the real world, and the 'reality' that we don't want to accept but have to accept has never left us!

And in comparison. The unusually peaceful 'real world' is not very interesting, but it is also a lot less cruel than we have to accept - at least in a peaceful world where we don't have to force ourselves to kill in order to survive. ”

"I—I see. So, do you already want to go back?

Come back to the peaceful world you live in, and no longer care if Torristeen will be invaded, nor will you care about Her Highness Angelita, Shesta, Tabasa, Turuk, Yosset, ...... And the fate of my mom and dad and sisters? ”

After listening to Ji Feng's heartfelt explanation. The blood on Louise's face quickly receded, replaced by a pale of disappointment, confusion, and panic. What especially made her tremble was the reaction of Haruhi and the others, these kind and kind people actually showed some expressions of approval at this time, it seems that Ji Feng's words did speak to their hearts. Let them finally understand the root cause of their discomfort.

Aha...... Louise understands them.

Yes! Louise really understands them!

Who wouldn't want to live in a peaceful world without poverty, without suffering, without war, without death, if it were possible? Even if she had already sworn to fight for Her Royal Highness Princess Angeletta in this life, and regarded it as a natural obligation of her as a nobleman...... Even infinite glory. It doesn't mean that she wants a world of constant war.

If she could choose which world she was born in, of course she would also like to be born in the world of Ji Feng and Haruhi, and she would like everyone she knew to be born in that peaceful world. It's just that for her, the world "here" is the real world, and even if she has become a reincarnation, she can't take her eyes off and no longer care about this world, her favorite relatives and friends!

So she doesn't want Ji Feng and the others to leave now, even if they don't help Torristeen annex the four countries or even unify the continent, at least they have to help Princess Angela become the queen, help Torristeen resist Albiang's aggression, and then become a powerful country that no country dares to insult!

"Don't worry, although the task of annexing the four countries is about to be abandoned, if we want to complete the other two tasks, we must at least repel the invasion of Albiang, so it is impossible to leave anytime soon.

And after we leave, the time in this world is equivalent to a complete stop, even if you don't want to cause too many casualties because of maintaining world peace, you can wait until everyone cultivates into a super Saiyan who blows up a planet with one punch and then come back to solve the international disputes in this world.

And don't forget, 'we' among them......

Including Louise, you! (To be continued.) )