21 Webbing in the bed
"Sob and sob...... Sobbing and sobbing ......"
Lying down, just when Ji Feng felt sleepiness gradually rising up, and was finally about to fall asleep, he suddenly heard a sound of a woman sobbing in his middle of sleep, and it seemed to be not far from his pillow, which scared his whole body at once.
However, after trembling in his heart, and at the same time breaking out in a cold sweat, Ji Feng finally remembered the black cat sleeping next to him tonight.
Even the beautiful girl sleeping next to him can forget, Ji Feng's integrity from the soul is really visible. But who called the black cat just to sleep with him, but not the slightest such and such meaning!
Saying...... The black cat shouldn't be sobbing secretly in the bed now because Ji Feng is not as good as a beast, and he really didn't do anything like this or that to her, right?
"Shala......"
In the dark, Ji Feng turned his body again, from a supine position to a side lying facing the back of the black cat's head. The scent of shampoo belonging to the black cat immediately became strong from nothing, and the owner of the fragrance stopped sobbing instantly, but the twitching of the head and shoulders could not be as abrupt as the sound.
Looking at the petite back that made people feel pity, Ji Feng wanted to stick it from behind and gently wrap her around his arms. But the heart that suddenly beat violently again prevented him from continuing to get closer to the black cat—if it did stick to the black cat's back, he suspected that his heart might jump out of his throat.
"Ruri ......"
After a few hesitations, Ji Feng stretched out his arm and touched the top of the black cat's head, and asked softly with apologies in his heart:
"You probably ...... I'm starting to regret it, right?
The real battle, the real killing scene is far more terrifying than we imagined, and we ourselves are far from being as strong as we imagined. ”
"Suck ......"
The black cat, which was still facing away from Ji Feng, sniffed hard, and then was silent for a while before replying calmly in a voice with a small nasal voice:
"Hmm...... Perhaps.
But the main thing is fear. Then I was very homesick and wanted to see Zhuxi, Hinata, Mom, and Dad right away...... There is also 'Night (black cat raised by Black Cat's house)'.
Then I suddenly remembered Sister Misaka, who was vomiting blood all over her body, with two lines of blood on her face, and her eyes deflated in a terrible way, so I cried unconsciously. ”
Under the cover of darkness, the black cat, who is always not frank and super shy, actually said his truth honestly. It seems that the Misaka sister who died tragically brought her more stimulation than she imagined, so she couldn't help but sneak to Ji Feng's side, and couldn't help but confide in Ji Feng.
It's all Ji Feng's fault! He clearly knew that the courage of the otaku and the strength of the little girl were actually quite unreliable, and as long as they were exposed to a little stronger sunlight, they would quickly disappear, but he still sent an invitation to the black cat because of his selfishness.
He clearly knew that the main god space and the infinite world were like a dream poison for the black cat, and the black cat would never be able to resist its temptation, but it was destined to cry out of pain, fear, and death after drinking it—until she finally lost her life in an endless adventure.
However, Ji Feng still does not regret what he did. He believed that for the black cat, for all the girls he sent out invitations. This endless adventure must have brought them far more joy than pain! He believes that the introverted and fearful black cat has enough courage and strength to overcome those pains and enjoy the adventure happily with himself and everyone!
Because the black cat is a girl with strong self-esteem, a girl who is so proud will definitely not lack the motivation to climb upwards, which is the opposite of Saori and Ayase, who are noble on the surface and weak on the inside!
"Huh...... Actually, I'm the same. ”
Behind the black cat, Ji Feng moved his body a few times and stuck to it, and passed one arm under the black cat's neck, and the other hand reached into the quilt, wrapping around her waist and hugging her warm and soft lower abdomen.
The black cat's body trembled visibly. But he never spoke. However, Ji Feng didn't make any more excessive movements, he just hugged the black cat so intimately. As if wrapping her whole body with her own body, her voice spoke her truest feelings in her ear more gently than usual:
"As soon as we entered the warehouse area, I was actually nervous. I once told Yuki that when secretly guiding people to the scene of the killing, they must lie that they are still five or six kilometers away from the test site, so that you can show the most authentic reaction.
But I wasn't as calm as I thought. Although my sanity was still functioning, it automatically forced me to act well. Don't show anything suspicious in your movements and demeanor, but my heart is getting more and more anxious, and I can't wait to rush to the scene of the murder immediately, which is much better than the torment of waiting.
And after I really saw the dead sister Misaka, my heart was 'pop' again—it was really 'pop'. The heart and the whole person's emotions sank rapidly, and I felt that the blood in my body was rapidly getting colder.
Then there was the pungent smell of blood, and I didn't want to do anything but want to vomit - even if it was a very poor sister Misaka who died in front of me. I didn't have any feelings like anger, hatred, pity, sympathy, etc., I just wanted to vomit at the time, and then I was a little disgusted, and I didn't want to reach out and touch it.
The deflated eyes of the Misaka sister like a deflated balloon also made me feel disgusted and frightened, and then I tried to avoid looking into the eyes as much as possible, and I was relieved until the other Misaka sisters put her in the body bag, and the heart that sank to the stomach slowly rose back to its normal position.
Later, when I think about that Misaka sister, I always feel a little sorry for her. But if I were to face her corpse now, maybe my heart wouldn't be beating up and down as much, but I'm afraid I still want to vomit a little, and I still want to keep a little distance from her.
I may be a hypocritical and timid person, but fear is fear, disgust is disgust, both psychologically and physically.
To be honest, I was a little happy to know that I had companions around me who were even more timid than me, and even too scared to sleep alone. Because then I'm not alone, even if I'm scared, I can hug and tremble like in the anime......" (To be continued......
PS: Three shifts for two days in a row, two shifts today, and three shifts tomorrow~