Chapter 112: Concealment and Dao
Since I left my parents, I have suffered from cold eyes, and finally met Cha Wenbin, and I have the hope and gratitude of the past. Watermark Advertising TestWatermark Advertising TestYou all say that you can change your mistakes, and you can do a great deal of good. But I was wrong again and again, but now I don't have to think about it, because I can no longer make you think that you are a troublemaker who only causes trouble, Ye Qiu, I'm sorry! Cha Ye, take care, Xiao Yi, I can't go back to accompany you anymore......" Brother Wenbin," Kasang screamed: "Look at it! Brother Stone, he's going to jump off a cliff! "What!" Cha Wenbin was taken aback and looked back, only to see the figure of the fat man jumping forward...... What does it feel like? Are you flying? The fat man opened his arms, and the mountain wind whistled across his face, indifferently, as if a pair of gentle hands were gently touching, and the fat man felt very comfortable. "Mom, is that you? You're waiting for me, right? "Liberated from those rights and wrongs, goodbye, those rights and wrongs, maybe I'm a coward, but I really can't face it!" Stone! Cha Wenbin shouted and ran wildly, the lonely sunset turned out to be the last scenery to accompany him, and the bottomless canyon was conveying his last apologies to him. Cha Ye, I'm sorry ......" and "plop", Cha Wenbin knelt down and cried for a long time...... It was night, staring at the calm lake, Cha Wenbin's eyes were scattered, indifferent, and desperate. "No, I was wrong, I was really wrong!" Tears blurred his vision, his lips had already been bitten into a bloody blur, and the nails on the back of his hands were deeply embedded in the flesh. "Kasan." Cha Wenbin wiped his tears and said, "Can you help Brother Wenbin last time?" "No!" Kasang had already guessed what he was going to do, and immediately stretched out his hands to block in front of Cha Wenbin and said, "You can't, they are still alive, you have to wait for Brother Feng and Brother Ye." "Alive...... Hehe," Cha Wenbin sneered: "Alive, I buried all this with my own hands, how can I still have the face to live." Dao, Virtue, after a lifetime of preaching, after all, I still haven't been able to understand that there is Tao only when there is virtue. I am so unbearable, how can I still talk about morality, I don't even have virtue, and what face do I have to meet the living. Kasang took out a small wooden carving he was carrying and said, "Brother Wenbin, I asked the prophet, and he said that they are all right, you have to believe me!" "Kasang!" Cha Wenbin held back his tears and said to him: "You are obedient, just wait here, if you haven't seen them for more than a week, you will leave, remember to go to Hong Village, northwest of Zhejiang to find a person named Xia Qiushi." After that, Cha Wenbin poured out all the supplies in his backpack, and Kasang desperately grabbed his clothes and said, "You must hold on, they are going to pick up your father, believe me!" "Then why are you ......!" "Because I did something wrong," Cha Wenbin said, "once some things are wrong, they can no longer be undone, and I can't face them again!" With that, Cha Wenbin suddenly pushed Kasang away, and he turned his head and ran desperately. Kasang got up and chased after him, crying and shouting Cha Wenbin's name as he chased, but finally the moment he jumped off the cliff, Kasang collapsed to the ground. The feeling of free landing is so that you don't have time to think, and a series of people's faces flashed in front of Cha Wenbin's eyes: Master, Ye Qiu, Xiao Yi, Fatty, Feng Qiyun, and Concubine Yu, I'm sorry, you don't have to wait for me anymore, what you owe you, you will pay it back in the next life. Xiaobai, I'm sorry, sometimes you choose to keep your distance from someone, not because you don't care, but because you clearly know that she doesn't belong to you. The order of each person you meet in life is really important, many people will have different endings if they meet at another time, maybe some love can only stop at the lips and teeth, and hide it in the years. So, goodbye, I'll go over there and wait for you first, believe me, this time I won't run away again! "Bang" came, Cha Wenbin suddenly felt that his body had hit something, countless hard or soft things touched and left beside him, and there was a "bang", the sound of branches breaking, the sound of branches colliding, "whooshing" the branches crossed his face, one by one like whipping, gradually, this pain prevailed, and his numb consciousness began to have a trace of lucidity. There was a voice in his heart shouting: "No, Cha Wenbin, you can't just leave, what about your responsibility?" What about your mission? How do you want that lonely woman to face the rest of her life? Stretching out his hand, he finally began to have a desire to survive, screaming and clutching indiscriminately. The branches slashed through the palm of his hand like knives, and they followed like friends underneath. I don't know how many branches he crushed, how much depth he fell, when he had a severe pain in his back, he knew that he couldn't die, it was pitch black all around, Cha Wenbin touched the branch and leaned in, panting and looking up at the starry sky overhead, looking at it, suddenly he smiled...... The warm light of the fire fold illuminated the surroundings, Cha Wenbin wanted to see the terrain clearly, he was now hanging on a big tree, and it was black and rumbling down, climbing trees was not his strong point, and he was trying to figure out how to get off his feet, and suddenly there was a strange cry in his ears: "Goo...... ......"Cha Wenbin looked around, and the voice was very close to him, and he suddenly became nervous. This person has the desire to die and suddenly does not die, this time his desire to survive is actually the strongest, and Cha Wenbin is no exception. Gently breaking a branch and lighting it with a fire breaker, Cha Wenbin threw it in the direction of the sound. "Ouch, fuck me!" It's a fat man! Cha Wenbin was so excited when he heard that voice that he wanted to jump off immediately, he shouted: "Stone, is that you?" "Cha Ye!" The fat man had seen a fireball flashing above his head, and he jumped down from it and was also scratched by this piece of wood, and he climbed for a long time to find that he was still halfway up the mountain, and the upper and lower ends were like mirrors, and there was no place to put his feet at all. This fat man is also begging for death, and he thinks that there must be a reason why God let him go. "It's me! How are you there? "Now it's Cha Wenbin's turn to speak, he can't say, hey, buddy, I'm not martyred with you, am I? After pondering for a long time, I finally held back a sentence: "How can I get down here!" "Wait, I'll take care of it." The fat man's flashlight was still there, and he looked at it visually, and Cha Wenbin was on a big tree more than ten meters high from him. "Do you have something on you, rope or something?" "There's a rope ...... the corpse" "I'll teach you ......" The fat man instructed Cha Wenbin to tie the rope around his waist while wrapping the other end around the trunk of the tree, so that as long as he kept his body leaning back, the rope would fix his body to the trunk. Inch by inch slowly moved down, after a while of tossing, Cha Wenbin got off the tree a little embarrassed, and the first sentence was to pull the fat man to check and say, "Are you injured?" "I ......," the fat man said, "no...... No, Cha Ye is sorry, I, I was wrong! "No, I was wrong, I shouldn't have done that, I should apologize to you......" "Cha Ye......" The fat man couldn't cry anymore, and so did Cha Wenbin, two men hugged their heads and cried on the cliff in the wilderness...... Some things have passed, and this is your coming-of-age ceremony; If you can't get over it, it's a bottomless pit. This incident is of great significance to Cha Wenbin's later life journey, how can he understand all kinds of things in this world if he doesn't really experience all kinds of things in the world. Dao, do you rely on thinking? Or do you rely on chanting? Wouldn't that become the easiest way for whoever is the best at endorsing the Tao? Buddha Tuo Shakyamuni, when he was not yet a monk, he was the crown prince of the kingdom of Kabira, and once married the princess of the city of Kuli Yasundhara as a concubine. As a prince of a declining tribe, the Buddha had an early scripture in his youth in which he described his youth as a luxurious life, full of pleasure, and alternating palaces in warm, cool, and rainy times. He saw that the insects were dug up by the farmers and pecked by the birds, and he felt that all beings were killing each other. This deep contemplation of the sufferings of the world has not been eliminated even after marriage and childbirth. The so-called "Four Gates" incident: he went out of the city to see the elderly, the sick, and the dead, and when he finally saw the monk's sand gate, he decided to become a monk and finally became a Buddha. If he hadn't experienced that, he wouldn't have said to put it down, and if he hadn't picked it up, how could he say it down? If you haven't had it, how can you talk about the four major being empty? That's why the Chinese say that the small is hidden in the wild, the middle is hidden in the city, and the big is hidden in the dynasty! This is the real philosophical thought of our Chinese Taoism, the leisurely and chic life does not have to go to the forest and spring trail to experience, hiding in the deep mountains and old forests to practice all their lives has not produced a master, all day alone in the face of the mountains and valleys, clouds rise and fall, that is not called the realm, that is called escape! For the fat man, his life will be different, he will understand that the establishment of the emotional foundation does not mean that he can be blindly tolerated, people need to be restrained, can not let their own temperament, which has the most far-reaching significance for him to become a male in the future. The fat man has no shortage of brains and never lacks means, what he lacks is only the simplest self-discipline, and this is precisely what many geniuses are most likely to ignore. A confession between brothers, the two now need to face the desperate situation of the rest of their lives. The fat man told Cha Wenbin that there was a dense forest in the middle of this cliff, and countless trees that covered the sky sprouted from these cliffs and then spawned out, forming a very peculiar barrier. So, unless you can jump more than ten meters when jumping off a cliff, as long as you come down from above, you will definitely be blocked by this barrier. It really seems that there is a providence in the dark, at the root of this barrier, there is a plank road that can only accommodate one person in the position where the fat man stands. The fat man flashed a flashlight on the ground and said: "Cha Ye, you see, these are all artificially excavated, I walked a section forward, but during the day, a mountain wind blows up from below, it is difficult to stabilize, there must be a section on both sides that can lead to somewhere, otherwise the craftsmen will not be able to come down." ”
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