Chapter 13: Immaturity

The boss still didn't speak, and silence was the only thing the boss could do now. He felt the blood flowing, his heart was in a hurry, and the cells in his body were howling wildly, but he couldn't move.

I want to tell a thousand words in my heart, but in the end, I am speechless.

"You still don't speak, don't you like me? I know that I came to you abruptly, and I don't have the kind of tutoring and etiquette that a nobleman should have, but I really want to talk to someone, and you won't hate me. ”

"No, I'm just...... I don't know how to talk to you. "Joy, excitement, and indescribable sweet and sour tastes filled his heart, and for the first time, the boss felt that such complex and strange emotions could evolve in the human heart.

"Hehe, I don't know how to speak, you just treat me as your ordinary friend and chat with me, I need someone to talk to me." The beautiful girl's eyes were full of sadness, as if she really wanted to talk about something.

"You say, I'll listen." There are really a lot of things to say in my heart, but only a few pitiful words are left from my mouth.

"I've been a fun-loving girl since I was a child, but I don't like to suffer, but my father actually sent me to Cold Moon Camp......" Green complained, complaining to a boy who was talking for the first time. The Boss was a good listener, and he didn't say a word until Green finished speaking.

When the bottom line is broken for the first time, the rest of the things are carried out naturally.

From time to time, Green would talk to the boss, who still played the role of a taciturn and excellent listener. This excellent quality makes Green happy to complain to the boss all the time.

The boss is very happy, because he can finally talk to the woman he loves, as long as the time is ripe and he is famous, presumably Green will not refuse his marriage proposal.

Fantasy can be endless, the boss feels the beauty and splendor of life, no matter how hard the training can live like heaven.

After entering the Cold Moon Camp for a year, the boss has been able to gather the fighting qi of the whole body, and form a never-ending fighting qi cycle on the body, the boss feels that every time the fighting qi circulates in the body, the fighting qi in the body will be refined once, and the strength will skyrocket by one point, at this moment the fighting qi cycle has been completed, the boss has become an intermediate knight, and the boss has only been practicing for a year, and it took 25 years for the great instructor to reach this realm.

"You are really an immortal genius, it's only been a year, maybe in another ten years, you can reach the holy position of paladin." So said the Grand Instructor. This sentence gave the boss infinite confidence, his training was more hard and hard, God rewarded diligence is the boss's motto, becoming a legend is the boss's goal, he firmly believes that he is definitely the protagonist of this era.

As usual, this afternoon, Green continued to come to play with the boss, but the boss keenly felt the difference today, Green didn't laugh today, didn't mourn, didn't even have a trace of expression, just stared at the boss in a daze, and looked at the boss in a daze.

"I, can I talk to you?"

"Ah, yes."

The boss was puzzled, but he didn't say a word, he was used to silence after coming to the Cold Moon Camp, and his originally lively personality was suppressed by the long-term training that could be called a grind.

Except for her.

"I've been here for almost a year."

The boss nodded and didn't say a word, he likes tranquility, especially when he is with her, a moment of tranquility can make the boss feel the world of only two people, that feeling, it's really beautiful.

"I've been living a hard life. I can't breathe from training every day and night, there have been many times, I want to escape, I am a girl, or a nobleman, why should I train with the stinky mercenaries every day, I am only 15 years old now, it is the most perfect time in life, I should drink tea and listen to songs at home every day like other aristocratic girls, and travel to the bustling imperial capital with other aristocratic friends, and watch all kinds of interesting performances.

The boss continued to nod, still not saying a word.

"So, I decided to run away, I don't want to stay in this place anymore, this hateful place full of hollowness and the smell of sweat, my youth can be squandered without recklessness, but it is absolutely not allowed to be squandered in this place." Green's eyes were full of determination, as if he had already had this idea, and now he was putting it into action for the first time.

"So, will you come with me?" Green looked at the boss with teary eyes.

The boss only felt a burst of cold air rushing up from behind him, and the whole person couldn't stop shivering several times, followed by bursts of goosebumps, and for the first time, the boss showed a surprised expression in front of Green.

"Please come with me, I don't have any other friends in this camp besides you, so, come here tomorrow night and wait for me, okay?" Let's go together. Green was gone, and he walked very fast, and the boss stood in place, and after a long time, the boss returned to his room in despair.

"She said she wanted me to go with her, and she said she wanted me to go with her."

The moonlight was still there, half-hidden from the window, imprinted on the back of the boss, the boss held the pillow and squinted, and then turned over and sat on the bed, with his hands on his knees, and his whole face was buried deep in his thighs.

The thought was like madness, the loneliness fluttered, and the boss felt the emptiness, the pompousness in the moonlight, and his dream, the golden dream that was getting closer and closer.

The boss began to recall, from the appearance of the bard to the present body, which was strong enough to easily kill a five-meter giant bear, and stretched out his hand, the dim but clear fighting spirit in his hand emitted a hazy light more hazy than the moonlight.

The boss thought tiredly, he was tired since he entered the Cold Moon Camp, and the repeated monotonous and boring training every day made the boss gain more powerful ** and strength, but also suppressed the boss's personality, and the boss is only now beginning to realize that he is not himself.

"Why should I think about this? But my heart just can't be still. "Thoughts are like a river bursting the embankment, flooding the boss's mind for a while, the face of his parents, his own face, the face of the instructor, everything is hovering in the boss's head, but Green's words are like a troublesome thin thread to confuse all the thoughts and then intersperse with each other, and when I look back, I find that all the thoughts have been tangled together, like a crumpled thread, and there is no way to straighten it out. When beliefs and feelings collide, when reason and emotion conflict, it is like a rupture between two close friends.

Dreams and feelings can't coexist, the boss understands that if he chooses to go with Green, then, he has no hope of completing his dreams, it is not a good thing for a powerless and powerless person like him to escape as if he was hiding with Green, Green also has a noble father to rely on, and once he escapes, he really gives up everything, and the Cold Moon Camp never welcomes escapers.

Unless there is a real oracle from heaven and the blessing of the Holy Spirit, there is no chance to realize your dreams, even if you have outstanding skills.

The dream is still a woman, and the boss always has to choose one to give up.

The boss thought of the instructor who had high hopes for him, the protagonist of the legendary story in the mouth of various bards, in his imagination, he had always been the protagonist, but he did not expect that he would be trapped by a woman one day.

"I was so immature." The boss cried, whether it was a dream or love, the boss didn't want to give up, the instructor's expectations, the goal of blood, and, the most unwilling to give up, this year's training is like a process, and now it has reached a fork in the road, either dreaming, or women, the two roads are like a road paved with cruel blades, no matter which one you choose, the boss will regret it in the future. No, as long as you make a good decision, the boss will regret it, life is like this, choices, can never be perfect. It's not for nothing that the career in the story is also a beautiful woman, but it's just that the odds of winning the jackpot are similar to those of buying a lottery ticket.

The next afternoon, the boss lost his soul for a day, until he made a choice, the whole person seemed to let go of everything relaxed, he decided, even if it is a dream that is getting closer and closer, it is just in the far distance, and Green is in front of him, as long as he promised Green, in the future, he will spend the moon and the moon, and he will wander the world together, this kind of life may not be bad.

Like yesterday afternoon, Green sat upright in the old place, the boss gasped softly, he didn't bring anything, even dreams could be abandoned, there was no point in the world except her.

"You're here, will you come with me?"

Green said softly, his hand reaching over the boss's body, and grabbing his hand with the tender little hand. The boss only felt the blood in his head surging up for a while, only reason was constantly suppressed, the boss understood that it was impossible to go directly, the Cold Moon Camp was not a public toilet, you can come and go if you want to come back. Therefore, if you want to go, you must have a careful plan, and it took the boss half a day to plan everything.

"Wait a minute, I have something to say." The boss suppressed his boiling impulses, and even his suppressed tone seemed cold and empty.

"Don't you want to go with me?" Green asked with teary eyes.

"I have something to say." The Boss would love to hold Grimm in his arms now, but reason was reminding him that unsuccessful indulgence would only lead to destruction.

"Hey, that's boring."

As if his face had changed dramatically, his originally sad cheeks suddenly turned into a face full of disappointment, not the disappointment that came from despair, but the disappointment that came after a harmless gambling failure.

Just when the boss couldn't figure out how Green's face could change so quickly, a large number of people came out of the hula around him.

"Hahaha, I'll just say, this big instructor's senior apprentice has a head at all, and his brain is not good, how can he be interested in you, talking to you is probably like looking at a pet, hahaha, did you say yes, by the way, your name is Zhou Zhi, right?" Among the crowd, a young and strong man with a full face and a beard walked up to the boss, who was still confused, and patted him affectionately on the shoulder.

"I'm sorry, I lied to you, I didn't want to leave the Cold Moon Camp at all, it was these people who bet with me that you are a fast wood and don't know anything except training, I came to lure you to try, but I didn't expect me to lose? Your perseverance is really strong. Green said with a smile, but as everyone knows, this sentence is far sharper than the sharpest artifact in the world, it easily pierced the boss's heart, the piercing was so perfect, the perfect did not even shed a trace of blood, as if the pierced wound was born to exist, so that the body and spirit could no longer heal.

"I hope you don't get angry, we will still be friends in the future." Green's sweet smile is far more poisonous than the most poisonous poison in the world, and there is no poison in the world that can make a person die and cannot be cured for a lifetime.

"Friend, I want to do more than just be a friend."