Chapter 209: The Moon Concubine (End)

It seems to float in the warm ocean, with the sun in your arms, the whole world is gentle, and the heart is peaceful, and you will never get bored of sleeping in such a beautiful environment.

"Boom. ”

A basin of cold water came to her face, and the concubine of the sun and moon woke up suddenly, her cold hair rose at once, her headache was splitting, and when she touched her side, she didn't have the hard chest of a familiar person.

What's wrong with me......

By the way, last night my husband asked me to drink, and after a few drinks, I got drunk, how could I be so cultivated......

One night, one dream......

By the way, this is the only kind of wine that can get me drunk, and my husband deliberately drunk me.

Poison Zhu didn't get angry when she saw that Concubine Sun and Moon was offended by her like this, but just looked at her calmly with a pair of bright and flawless eyes, Poison Zhu snorted coldly, threw away the jade basin with half of the water in her hand, and sneered: "Sun and Moon Xuannu Sheng'an, sleep comfortably." ”

Concubine Sun and Moon stood up and asked, "Where is he?" ”

Poison Zhu said coldly: "He, do you mean the king? The ten-day life span has arrived, and of course his soul is gone." ”

Concubine Sun Yue's face suddenly turned pale, she took a step back, clenched her hands, and her heart was so painful that she couldn't speak, the person who could still hold and sleep yesterday is gone today.

I have long known that ten days is a very short day, and I have long been mentally prepared, but I still can't accept it when it comes to the end.

"Where is he, where is he, poison bead, please tell me where he is!"

Concubine Sun and Moon held the hand of the poison bead, tears rained down, and begged bitterly, even if it was just a corpse, stay in the Cloud Palace, seal it in ice, and pretend that Xiaobai was still there, so that she would not collapse.

The poison bead shook off the hand of the concubine of the sun and the moon, and the eyes of hatred were like sharp swords, wanting to cut her flesh and blood with a knife, it was the person in front of him, who made the king born and die again and again, and he was in pain, so that he had reached this point today.

But she couldn't hurt her in the slightest, for this goddess was also the king's most beloved woman.

Poison Zhu whispered: "He is now in the peach blossom forest you love the most, alone, facing death, disobeying the king's order to tell you, because I don't think you are qualified to lie in bed and enjoy everything he has done for you." ”

Concubine Sun and Moon was stunned for a moment, with surprise on her face, and immediately flew out of the Cloud Palace and headed for the Peach Blossom Forest.

Poison Zhu looked at the disappearing back of Concubine Sun and Moon, there was no longer only hatred in his eyes, but also deep sadness, even if the person who was with him in the end was not himself, he hoped that he could go less painfully.

"King, this is the Poison Bead...... Finally I can do it for you. ”

......

The human world, the peach blossom forest, ten miles of tender red hearts.

I stood by the lake, watching the petals swirling on the water, a little envious, sighed long, stepped on the lake, and walked towards the center of the lake, the layers of ripples spread, just like my not calm heart.

At the last moment, I didn't want her to accompany me, because I was afraid that she would be sad, but I contradictory wanted her to accompany me, because of attachment.

So I chose her favorite peach blossom forest as a place to bury her bones, so that when she comes here to see the peach blossoms in the future, she can more or less feel the little soul fragments left by me, which can be regarded as compensation for not accompanying her.

"Xiaobai. ”

I turned my head and saw the Sun and Moon Concubine smiling by the lake, just like the old Graceful Grace.

"You're here anyway. ”

She tapped her toes, crossed the lake, came to me, took my hand, her eyes were tender like water, and said softly to me: "Big things, let's face them together, okay? Don't think about carrying it alone, I want to help you." ”

I looked at her for a while, sat down with her arms, let her lie in my arms, I stroked her sideburns hair, and said with a smile: "Drunk you are afraid of your troubles, since you have said so, I have nothing to object, it is indeed a little lonely to be alone here, let me talk about my affairs, you can listen to it casually." ”

"Hmm. ”

"When I was born, because my hair was black, my mother kicked me into a corner and wanted to kill me, and after you came, you didn't like my black hair, and just wanted to take away the white one, remember?"

Concubine Sun Moon said, "Well, but I only like black hair now. ”

I smiled and continued: "I have felt the hatred of the world since that time, and I don't know if it is because of the natural turbidity, the personality is very irritable, but because I am too weak, I learned to forbear, and the irritability accumulates more and more, and finally becomes killing intent." ”

"A thousand years, a thousand years of killing intent, I'm so scared, I'm afraid that my occasional killing intent will make you vigilant, I'm afraid that others will know how fierce my claws are, when I killed my biological mother who abandoned me, I even thought about killing and devouring you desperately, and then exiled to the Three Realms. ”

I muttered about these horrible truths, which had been in my heart for a long, long time, so long that I almost forgot them, and only now do I remember how much I hated the world.

"Later, I really think that you are a very good person, stupid enough, often deceive others, and kind enough, even if you are the great evil people in the world, you can tolerate it, instead of killing you, it is better to use your identity to cover up the sins I committed. ”

"I've never trusted anyone, including you, I live just for myself, what bullshit, Zuochen poison beads, if they dare to betray me, I will immediately crush them, the black fox fur on my body has been reminding me, what is hate. ”

"Until...... You cut open your chest and gave me your most important godhead, and I finally felt what love is. ”

"I began to try to understand others, to try to forgive others, and gradually, I had my own character, I found myself, and I also understood how I felt about you, not just simple dependence, we lived and died together, I loved you, loved deeply. ”

"Ahem......"

I coughed up a few mouthfuls of black blood, and the weakness of my body told me that my life had come, and the speed of collapse was very fast, and the pupils of my eyes even began to collapse, but I couldn't focus hard, I couldn't see the face of the Sun Moon Concubine clearly, her face was splashed with my blood, she hugged me tightly, and said gently: "You go on, I like to listen to you." ”

"Hehe......"

"Actually...... I really like life in the world, at that time, I was no longer a cruel and ruthless black king, just a low-born teenager, with my own efforts to improve the life of my family, I can also make a lot of friends, I can do a lot of things for you, not be a little fox hiding behind you. ”

"Concubine, I can be your brother, it's Xiaobai...... Three lives are fortunate. ”

"Alas...... People are dying, they always have to remember what they used to do, they talk nonsense, and they don't know what they're talking about. ”

Concubine Sun and Moon shook her head vigorously, the smile on her face was extremely stiff, she hugged my soft body with her backhand, and her voice trembled: "I listen, I listen, you say." ”

"In this life, I have suffered, I have suffered, I have been happy, but in the end, I have to let go of everything, whether it is attachment or longing, whether it is ambition or experience, those mana that have been cultivated hard, and the power that has been established for thousands of years, have come to naught in an instant. And those people and things that I have experienced will all be forgotten, just like the things I have used will be replaced, just like I have never talked to anyone, those attachments, loves, and resentments have nothing to do with me. ”

The pen and ink on the scroll faded, and there was a blank piece of paper, and it won't be long before no one in the world will remember me.

"It turns out to be dead...... I understood it many years ago, but now I understand it again, and it is even more painful and desperate, and I pity me for fighting all my life, from a mortal general to an invincible god, and still can't fight to stay with you for eternity. ”

"Concubine, I originally thought that I would be at ease in this last moment, but I was still scared, I haven't felt this fear of facing the darkness of the unknown for a long time. ”

My hands kept trembling, and the sun and moon cut over and over my hands, but even this warmth could not eliminate the coldness in my heart, and after hanging my hands, I was unable to lift them, and every breath was more difficult than the last one, and the hot lungs gradually lost their feelings, and it was difficult to speak.

"I don't want to die. My voice was hoarse: "I don't want you to watch me die, it will make you miserable, I just want to die quietly alone." ”

Concubine Sun and Moon hugged me into her arms and whispered, "Be good, don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

I couldn't see anything, my eyes were blind, there was no point in opening and closing my eyes, there was darkness all around, only her arms radiating light.

The mana of the whole body was like a great river draining, the black fog swept away, rushing through layer after layer of waves, the turbidity continued to seep into the ground, returning to the earth, the sun and moon concubine gritted her teeth to resist the turbidity, but the hands that hugged me tightly did not let go of the slightest.

Because as soon as you let go, the person in your arms will slide into the lake and never be able to fish it out again.

My godless eyes looked at the sky, the memory of 10,000 years gradually dissipated, and no matter how memorable it was, half of my body turned into black smoke and disappeared, and I spoke with difficulty, and in a blurred state, I asked the last sentence: "Concubine...... My brother wants to ask you one last time...... I...... Are you still your hero......"

"Bang!"

The black mist exploded, her arms were empty, and the person who was always by her side disappeared forever.

The Sun and Moon Concubine stayed where she was, touching the blood at the corner of her mouth, which was actually covered with a touch of gold.

The godhead was destroyed by Tiantianxu, she should have become an ordinary immortal, how can there be gold in the blood, and the divinity as a god?

Poison Zhu came out of the peach forest, clutching her chest, her breathing was short, her eyes were bloodshot, and the terrible turbidity here resonated with her, don't forget, she is also a black fox.

"Because the Black King quelled the rebellion of the Three Realms, all the exploits of the Sun and Moon Xuannu, the beings of the Three Realms are extremely grateful to you, everyone worships your portrait and creates your sculpture, and now the Black King Palace is gone, you have become the only truth of heaven and earth, at most a thousand years, Sun and Moon Concubine, you will receive billions of trillion incense and achieve immortality. ”

If the last god falls, the flames of the sun and the moon will be extinguished, the earth will collapse, the heavens will not be able to circulate, and all things will return to chaos. ”

"Don't you claim to be merciful? I don't envy you at all, the daughter of the sun and the moon, the king owes you a long time ago, and what you owe to the king, pay it back with eternal thoughts!"

The poison bead turned around and flew away, she couldn't help the anger in her chest, she had to find a place to seal herself, otherwise, with her current cultivation, there were really few in the Three Realms who could stop her from going on a killing spree.

Concubine Sun and Moon lowered her head, looked at herself in the lake mirror, and suddenly smiled bitterly, and then laughed stupidly, laughed, and when she stood up, her laughter echoed all over the valley, and she bent over with laughter, her face full of despair and madness.

After laughing, she cried again, clutched her chest, and vomited blood, which she could not vomit inexhaustibly, and sank to the bottom of the dark lake, as if falling into the abyss.

It was her first gaffe in 10,000 years.

A hole was broken in her heart, and this hole made her cry to fill it, and she kept crying, but she couldn't fill it.

So she dried up her tears, cried hoarsely, mourned again and again, in the valley, ten miles of bright peach blossoms gave her to cry and wither, and the broken petals fell into the dust, not seeing the old color, piece by piece......

Rot.

The sky darkened, and it was obviously the peach blossom valley of perennial spring, but thick and huge dark clouds gathered from all directions, and the cold rain stopped and stopped, and it stopped and fell, long and long, as if it would never end.

The raindrops tenderly spared the weeping man, and the lake rose a wave for her, swirling and caring for her, as if it were constantly comforting her.

It had not rained, but his face was wet.

"Ahh......hh

The sky was full of gray, silent and empty, only the sound of rain and crying were intertwined, desolate and desperate, in a trance she seemed to see a fox claw with a sharp edge, and wanted to gently put it on her shoulder, but after all, she did not have the invincible strength of the world, and she was scattered in the air, sighing like night, deep and thick sadness.

Fate is gone, and they all sigh.

"Woo woo woo ......"

"Ah...... Ah.......h

She stretched out her hand, grabbed at nothing, and finally only hugged herself, so she opened her mouth and cried, helpless like a six-year-old child, when she was shot through the chest by her mother in the war, and her heart never felt so painful.

The wind got colder, the rain got colder, the water droplets turned into frost, the great lake became ice, I don't know when the place was already white, those snowflakes still wanted to fly up and continue to care for her, but they became heavier and heavier, and finally fell to the ground, and more snowflakes merged into ice, merged into the hard ice, lost their protection, the cold wind poured into the long sleeves without any scruples, plundered the body temperature under the thin clothes, froze the blood, purple and blue skin, the weak body fell on the colder ice, and the gray gas of death wrapped around her limbs like tiny vines, neck, face, her eyes...... Gradually godless.

"Come back...... Come back...... I'm waiting for you here......"

The frozen water did its duty, stretching out of the snow with great difficulty, and trying to protect her again from the wind and snow, but it was always not even half of the circular barrier, just like a mirror that cracked and shattered and fell, and the bare branches not far away shivered in the wind, and the wind was cut by the branches, and let out a cry of sorrow, as if to sing the praises of some tragic feat.

Her heart is dead, and she is born from her heart, and the world that loves her can't prevent the demons that hurt her.

Emotional injury is torment, how can you bear to let me suffer like this, just let it go, since you can't forget it, you can't die, then jump into Lethe River, sleep forever, that is.

Alas, there are so many miracles in this world to save the suffering people, is there anyone who can save the suffering God?

The Sun and Moon Concubine raised her head with difficulty, her eyes were full of tears, and she propped herself up and looked at the sky, even if she had felt that kind of existence, even if it was very absurd, there was no possibility.

"What if...... If there is a higher being in this world than God!"

"What if...... You can bear all the pain of eternity......"

"I beg you, I beg you, I kneel here to plead with you, I am willing to exchange everything I have for my husband, he has done many wrong things, he is heinous, he has cut a thousand knives, but I beg you, he also has merit, he has saved thousands of people, he has made a pact with me to be a good man and never kill again. ”

The sky split a huge bolt of lightning, and in the fleeting light, it seemed that a pair of huge eyes were hidden in the dark clouds, silently watching everything.

"We are just two duckweeds, we never said that we would take the initiative to hurt anyone, you asked me to run the sun and moon every day, I did, and you asked him to calm the anger of the gods and demons, and he did it. The scars all over the body can be healed, but what about the pain that remains in the memory? Is it wrong to pursue eternal life? Have we taken away whose rights from beginning to end? Hehe...... Right...... I don't even have the right to die now. ”

She shouted to the sky with all her strength, two lines of tears hanging under her eyes, this was her first gaffe, and it was also the first time she rebelled against this unjust life, those shackles that had bound her in the past were all broken with his disappearance.

"Enough silence in the long nights! Don't just close your eyes anymore! Look at me who has worked for the heavens and the earth for tens of thousands of years! Long years to loneliness, cold to the trembling palace, is it really so excessive to have only one person to accompany me?"

"I've never asked for anything for myself, I can endure everything, you can take everything from me, but what about my life, can you leave it for me?"

"He's my life. ”

She cried and kept kowtowing, humble to the extreme, and desperate to the extreme, so hoarse, the ice in the wind and snow was too sharp, scratching the tender skin, and the hot blood took the opportunity to flow out and drip on the ice, melting into puddles, and the gold beads continued to rise and fall on the boiling water, swaying in the pleading of blood and tears, gradually ...... turned red.

The golden light continued to float from the body of the Sun and Moon Concubine, as if a whole galaxy was flowing upside down from the sky, and the divine power was constantly disappearing, but she seemed to be unknown, the dark clouds dispersed, the ice was broken, and the tears on the ice floe flowed into the lake. In this situation, it seems that someone in the dark is really listening to her wishes.

The three layers of thick dark clouds gradually converged into a huge human face, golden blood dotted on the face, becoming a pair of golden eyes, endless symbols pasted on it, look carefully, a heavenly way of truth in it intersecting and circulating, mysterious and profound, but under such a light of eyes, it seems that there is no emotion, only vastness and greatness.

The sun and moon concubine guessed correctly, the supreme one of all things has never been a great god, how can the life conceived by heaven and earth be above heaven and earth?

"The Sun and Moon Lady. ”

The face of the person hanging in the sky spoke, and four words were spoken, as if four different people each said one word to form this sentence, which was extremely jerky and sounded uncommunicative.

"Thou, why, weep heavenly. ”

Concubine Sun and Moon looked up at the human face that filled the entire sky, bit her lower lip fiercely, and exchanged pain for sobriety, she wiped away the tears on her face, her eyes were unprecedentedly solemn and serious, her palm was facing up, and she bowed respectfully three times.

This may be her only chance to save her husband.

"When I return to the Heavenly King, I cry because my husband has left me because of the end of his life, and I pray to the Heavenly King to send my husband back. ”

The huge human face did not reply, the dark clouds were still rolling, the lightning was still surging, the sun and moon concubine was drenched in cold sweat all over her body, her head was clenched on the ground, her body trembled slightly, and its answer determined the life and death of a person.

After a long while, it finally replied.

"I thought that if I was attached to it, I would be able to let go of it. ”

"If I let go of my attachment, I can leave with him now, regardless of the Three Realms. ”

"I thought that all living beings were suffering. ”

"All sentient beings are suffering, and God has mercy, dare to ask the Heavenly Monarch, am I all sentient beings?"

“......”

Concubine Sun and Moon's legs were very weak, but she still insisted on standing up, because she needed to have a little confidence to resist, and every sentence could not be a little bit wrong.

What appeared in front of her was the incarnation of the will of the Great Dao, what a great existence it was, and it was extremely difficult to convince it.

"God has a heavenly palace, but he does not do what he wants, nor does he wish to think, but he is only a place where he needs to be. And people conceive in October, leave at the age of one, and have footprints all over the world in their lives, and they don't know tens of millions of miles. ”

"God has countless supernatural powers, the upper can change the day, the lower can satisfy people's wishes, but the heart has no desires, no desires, no knowing. And people are obsessed constantly, from small to mud rolling and playing, to starting a business, without magical powers, they will apply what they have learned, and they will laugh with a smile, and they will laugh with a hundred thoughts, how joyful. ”

"Boom!" A mountain thunder exploded, like a roar of ten thousand beasts, and the sun and moon concubines looked in shock, only to see that the originally dark clouds overhead had been replaced with red, as if the heavens were angry.

"Nonsense, God, is my creation, what I love, collect thousands of merits in my body, cut off billions of trillions of cause and effect in my hands, and the five paths are upward. You are in the position of a god, why should you be inferior. ”

Concubine Sun and Moon's mind was blank, what she said just now, the dangerous move of the soldiers, after all, angered the Heavenly Monarch.

"Life and death have fate, heaven, do not change. After saying these words majestically, the huge human face slowly dispersed, and the great will was ready to leave.

Concubine Sun and Moon showed sadness on her face, knelt on the ground, and said in a low voice: "You can not change your life for him, you really have no obligation to do anything for him, but in the same way, you have no right to force others to do something for you." ”

"You created the five gods, and the five gods created all things under your guidance and guided all things, but why didn't you directly manage this heaven and earth?"

Hearing the words of the Sun Moon Concubine, the speed at which the huge human face dissipated slowed down, although it did not stop.

"I guess it may be that you don't have the means to manage this world by yourself, you just represent the avenue of heaven and earth, represent a kind of rule, heaven and earth are like your drawing board, you can create the sun and the moon, but there is no way to make the sun and moon work, so you need God to help you fill in the colors, but if the gods have a dispute with each other and make a mess of your paintings, you will be angry, but you are also a little powerless, after all, you are outside the painting, and everyone is your child. ”

"Fortunately, these gods have finally settled the dispute, but because of this, there is only one god left, although you can continue to create gods, but there may be a phenomenon of gods having disputes, so I should be a little bit important, which is why you show up. ”

"If I stay, the world will be peaceful, I will leave, the new gods will take over from me, they will have to learn again, manage again, make mistakes again, maybe it will be a better choice to satisfy my small wish to let me stay. ”

"For a long time, for those who don't understand feelings, looking at your beautiful paintings should be the best pastime. ”

Concubine Sun and Moon stood up easily, scooped up the lake water and washed her face, tidied up her clothes in front of the lake, and said with a wry smile: "Of course, this is all my own speculation, maybe I didn't match a word, but it doesn't matter, since you appeared, I have been relieved." ”

"The reason is very simple, since there is such a great being as you, I don't have to think about whether the Three Realms will die because of my departure, we husband and wife can finally live and die together. ”

The huge face dissipated, and even the dark clouds in the sky were gone, and the Sun and Moon Concubine felt bitter in her heart, but she was much more relaxed than before, at least she had one more choice.

She looked at the silent air and said softly, "Xiaobai, wait for me." ”

She was about to take a step and go to the underworld, but she stopped at the last moment, turned her head to look behind her, where a faint light was condensing, like a time back, like a broken mirror reunion, the familiar face that was caressed day and night, the smile that will never be forgotten.

After weighing the pros and cons, heaven and earth finally fulfilled her wish, recalled my scattered soul, gave me new life, and the turbidity in my body was also dissipated, and the anger and pain that tormented me day and night finally disappeared, and from tonight onwards, I no longer need to fight, no longer need to struggle.

I landed on the water, opened my hands, and held the delicate body in my arms, the breeze was slow, the valley was withered, and the back and forth were quiet.

"Fool, I've seen it all, why are you so stupid, without me, you can go find another fox to raise. ”

"Are you willing to give me away?"

"Reluctantly. ”

"Then you told me to find another one. ”

"I don't want you to be sad. ”

"No one can take your place. ”

"Concubines. ”

"Huh?"

"I love you. ”

"Me too. ”