Chapter 34: The Truth of Everything (The First Reward and Update)
Sometimes, the truth that people are striving for turns out to be the most cruel truth.
What should have been perceived from the beginning is why the dragon equipment of the war queen reacts to herself-whether it is during the battle of Dinant, Ellionora's Elifar, or when you are on Mount Tara, Lyudmila's Larvis, or when you are in Gistato, the phantom Esardis of Valentina, who has only one side, without exception, has a special reaction to herself, an "ordinary person"-this kind of reaction that even the "protagonist" of the world, Tagler, does not have.
But because of the tiredness of running around in the mission to survive, and his own personality of not wanting to intervene in other complicated things, he subconsciously ignored this strange phenomenon, if the king of Brunay chose to leave, the process may have some twists and turns, but in the end everything will still return to the original - the real Lyudmila Laurie definitely has the ability to control this situation.
“…… Since when did you start exerting influence? ”
Looking down aimlessly, the residents of Orz, who had returned to peace, had suppressed their grief and begun the work of rebuilding, the buildings that had been demolished near the previous gates needed to be rebuilt, the damaged gates needed to be replaced, and the piles of ruins needed to be discarded......
On the roof, Lin Xuan was the only one, as if he was talking to himself. But the next moment, an illusory figure broke away from Lin Xuan's body.
The girl said in a unique ethereal and ethereal voice: "I'm also afraid that you will go too fast, and at that time you were stained with the breath of Elifal~"
Turning his head, Lin Xuan looked directly at the girl's clear blue pupils: "What is your purpose?" ”
"Don't look at me like that, I'll be unconscious......" His cheeks were slightly red and he avoided his gaze, but Lin Xuan was indifferent to this.
"Really, it's not a gentleman to a beautiful girl like this......" complained slightly, and the girl's face turned grim: "In order to leave this world!" ”
Lin Xuan was stunned: "Leaving this world? ”
"Yes, ...... leave this world," the illusory girl said in a blank tone, facing the sky with her hands outstretched, "I am born from the evolution of this world, and naturally I am loved by the world, but on the contrary, I am also bound by her. Whether it's me, or Elifar, Asadis, Guanghua...... Over the long years, we have given birth to our minds and controlled our bodies, and just when we want to see the world clearly, everything seems to have reached its limit, no matter how hard we try, we can't let our voices get out, and we can only rely on hints to 'communicate' with our masters......"
The girl's tone changed: "But at this time, I met you - you are different, whether it is your behavior or your existence, it seems out of place with this world, so I try to communicate with you...... It's really amazing" The girl turned her head and showed a smile that Lin Xuan couldn't understand, as if she ...... I saw something dear to me.
"Even if it's just a message, you can perceive it, and although you can't understand it because of the distance, you do perceive it."
Lin Xuan was silent, and a thought came to his mind irrepressibly: If he had turned a blind eye to this strange situation at that time, then everything would not have happened now, right?
“…… So you put a hint on Lyudmila? ”
"Uh-huh~" The girl blinked playfully, "Otherwise, how do you think Milla could be so good to you~ You know, she hated you very much at the beginning~"
Incomprehensible, incomprehensible, incomprehensible—but in the back of my heart, a broken sound that I can't hear with my ears rings so clearly and thoroughly.
The girl didn't seem to notice Lin Xuan's strange appearance, and said to herself: "Actually, my hint didn't have much effect at first, but after you saved her, it was much better~ Although I don't like you, Mila still wants to repay you, and then, I'll put this kind of ...... Well, it's gratitude, right? A little bit of transformation turned into a liking~"
Lin Xuan asked in a hoarse voice, "Did you finish it when I went to exterminate the bandits?" "I don't know why, a kind of pain that is different from the ** damage, is growing and spreading little by little......
"Huh? Lin Xuan, what's wrong with you......"
“…… Go on."
The girl showed a worried expression and instinctively wanted to stop, but in the end she listened to Lin Xuan's request and continued: "When you set out to exterminate the bandits, I was already halfway there, relying on Mira's gratitude to you and the painful emotional conflict of betrayal of the family, I took this opportunity to completely complete the transformation......"
"And then you don't stop, you keep imposing hints, right......"
"Hmm...... I thought I could let you stay with Mila until you left this world, but you never came into contact with me, and by the time I realized the problem, you were already going to Brunay, so I had to ask Mira to grant your request......"
"Heh......" let out a soft heaval without any meaning, Lin Xuan learned from the girl, opened his hands to the sky, and took a deep breath. This is no ordinary emotion anymore......"
"Yes, before being ambushed by Meguigne, Mira had realized that she might be attacked and wanted to retreat, but because of my influence, I ......" The illusory girl said this, and her voice was also lowered.
Lin Xuan continued: "Then, everything is logical-this abnormal emotion is constantly strengthened and deepened, and in the end, even if it is sacrificing my country and betraying my family, I must stay by her side - no, to be precise, it should be by your side." ”
"Yes......" the girl looked uneasy, "I'm sorry, I just—"
"Don't be sorry, you just want to be free, there's nothing wrong with that...... What's more, you saved my life."
(Wrong - it's just me, if I had figured out in the first place why the dragon gear had a special reaction, why Eleonora would easily agree to my request, why Lyudmila behaved so unusually as the ruler of a principality...... The pain that cannot be poured out almost destroys all reason, but what is shown on the outside is a deep peace of mind.
Finally, a conclusion was born.
(maybe...... In this world, my existence is a mistake...... )
"When you break away from the ontology, does it have any effect on yourself and the ontology?"
"Huh? Ah, yes, but it doesn't have much impact" The girl reacted at this time, and replied with a slightly red cheek: "The words of the ontology only lost the ability to imply the user, but this ability did not have much effect from the beginning, so it basically will not have an effect, and my words, as long as it is within a kilometer distance of the body, the power of the ontology can be controlled"
"That is, after leaving this world, you will lose all your power?"
The girl showed an embarrassed expression: "Yes...... If you leave the world, it's not clear, but if you leave the body within a thousand meters, it won't do anything except add a little bit of ice attribute perception to you......"
“…… I see, this world, is there anything else you have to do? ”
The girl shook her head and said softly: "No, the hint to Mila has begun to fade, I have already mentioned it and told Ellifar, she will also inform the other sisters, except for ......them" Speaking of this, the girl couldn't help but show a sad expression: "No one can hear what I say"
"......" Lin Xuan didn't speak, just left in silence. And the illusory girl waved her snow-white wings and sank into Lin Xuan's body.
Return countdown: 75 hours, 56 minutes, 14 seconds ps: Thanks to LacesDance's reward, the results of an afternoon of struggle are sent......