I said that my grandfather was very uncomfortable, and there was an unspeakable embarrassment and guilt on my dark and thin face. I don't know whether I am angry or lost in my heart, grandpa and Xiao Jiuhong seem to be the same, although they are close in front of me, but they are far away from me.

"Shui Yanzi, child" Grandpa hesitated for a long time, looked up at Lu Yange who was hanging on the top of the mast of the big ship, sighed, and said: "I have watched you grow up day by day, and I am most familiar with your temperament, but child, how have you changed?" Becoming aggressive and murderous? ”

"Master, I haven't forgotten a word of what you taught me since I was a child, but I want to ask you now." I gritted my teeth and looked at Mo Tianqing, who was standing side by side with my grandfather, and said, "Are you worthy of the grandmother who gave you a life back then?" You have made me have a kind heart since I was a child, not to bully innocent, not to be treacherous, but what did Jinbao do wrong! You're the one who let him drive the corpse and fill the river! You're the one who wants to kill him in the end! ”

Grandpa's body shook involuntarily, as if he was a little unsteady in the whistling river wind, and I stopped him in a word, and he was speechless when he asked. My heart is getting heavier and heavier, and my grandfather is silent like this, which undoubtedly means that I am not wrong, and he really knows about Jinbao's killing.

"I don't blame the sixth brother for this matter, the one who drove the corpse was killed by me." Mo Tianqing saw that his grandfather seemed to be unstable, so he helped him beside him and said: "Sixth brother has done things for Qimen for so many years, and he was dragged to Zhenhe again when he was old, I let him go out of the river, let him finish all the past things, and live a peaceful life, what's wrong with this?" Some people don't die, the sixth brother's heart is never quiet, what are you unpleasant to say, say to me, the sixth brother is stupid, he can't argue with you. ”

"Well said! Some people don't die, but your heart is not quiet! I'm alive! "I listened to Mo Tianqing's words, and then looked at my grandfather who didn't say a word, and the anger in my heart suddenly soared, what is the reason? If you live by yourself, who must die to be at ease? I took another step towards the stern of the boat and said, "Kill me!" Are you more calm! ”

Grandpa listened to my angry words, and was stunned for a moment, in his impression, I may still be the docile and obedient and timid child back then, he has never seen me lose such a big temper, and he can't accept it for a while.

"Why do you want to confront him like this!" Mo Tianqing frowned and scolded: "Sixth brother's heart, I know best!" He is alone in the river, lonely and no one cares, and the most worried about you is you! Do you have a conscience when you yell at him like this! ”

I can see that Mo Tianqing is not contrived when she helps her grandfather speak. She loved her grandfather and hated her grandfather, if there was no love so deep, she would not hate it so much, the two of them were entangled when they were young, they were disconnected, they hated from love, and their grievances were difficult. But when it comes to the twilight of life, I know that some people will only have one in their life, and once they miss it, they will never have it again.

"So what do you mean, I'm wrong!?" I sneered, raised my finger and pointed at Lu Yange hanging on the mast, and said, "It's my fault that I killed this person, isn't it!?" ”

"Shui Yanzi, you" Grandpa shuddered for a moment, and said slowly: "You were born in Qimen, you can't help yourself in anything, no matter how much trouble you have caused and how difficult people you have provoked, I will carry it for you and take it for you, but why did you kill her?" Killed Jiuhong's mother? After all, she is your aunt."

At that moment, I couldn't describe my mood, I just felt my head buzzing and roaring, and I almost couldn't stand on my feet. At this time, my grandfather was still complaining that I had killed the red lady and killed his own daughter.

It is undeniable that he is a loving father, and when he knew about my father's tragic death, he killed him alone in a fit of rage, but when he found out that the red lady was his daughter, he immediately stopped and begged the master not to kill the red lady. He has a kind of doting on his children's descendants, no matter what the other party does, it is forgivable in his eyes.

"Master! You're really rusting me! I held back the grief and indignation in my heart, and said word by word: "You asked me why I killed her!" You don't think she deserves to die!? Think about my dad! Think of your fourth brother's son! Think Nagato again! Kill the people in my seven gates, if you cripple my siblings, you will kill them! ”

"She's your aunt, you shouldn't kill her, you shouldn't" Grandpa didn't answer my words, just muttered to himself, like those elderly old people in the countryside, who never let go of their mouths when they recognized a dead reason, no matter what I said, I felt that I shouldn't kill the red lady.

People are all selfish, people like old ghosts, how many can there be in this world? I have always felt that grandpa is the best and kindest person, but when his own daughter dies, he will also be confused, and he will not distinguish between right and wrong.

"Master, I killed the red lady, what do you want?" I only felt bitter in my mouth, but in front of so many people, that kind of stubbornness was out of control as soon as I had a seizure, and I looked straight at my grandfather and said, "Do you want to get justice for your own daughter?" ”

"You're enough!" Mo Tianqing looked at my unceremonious and hateful expression, and interjected: "Sixth brother has nothing to be sorry for you!" Hong'er is also my daughter, I didn't want to stop with you, but how many times has the sixth brother pleaded, think about it in all fairness, you are also his bloodline, why bother you again? Chen Jinshui, don't hold on to the dead ends, the sixth brother is old, if you think he is a bully, that is if you are blind! The Sixth Brother's Nirvana Dao is really used, even if the huge number of your seven sects comes in person, what can you do!? He pulled you up, and went to Zhenhe for you, you know how bitter he is! How tired is he!? ”

"Don't say it, don't say it" Grandpa shook his head vigorously and pulled Mo Tianqing, I saw that in his dim eyes, he couldn't help crying, he didn't want people to see his tears, so he lowered his head to hide it.

"Sixth brother, let's go, just the two of us, go far, don't pay attention to these messy things. Paijiao, Seven Gates, Sanctuary, Jiuli, let them go. Mo Tianqing suddenly turned around and said to the boatman on his ship: "Open the boat!" Turn around! ”

The hull of the big ship shook for a while, and Grandpa's body, which was already trembling slightly, was out of control, and he grabbed the side of the ship tightly and stretched out his hand to me from afar.

There are some things that I really can't control, and I am full of complaints about my grandfather, but when the boat under his feet is about to turn away, I still have a heart jam, and at the same time stretch out my hand to my grandfather. At such a distance, even if you stretch out your hand, you can't touch your grandfather.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that if my grandfather really left this time, it might be a farewell for our grandparents and grandchildren, a real farewell.

"Master! Are you really leaving! Are you really going to leave me!? "I felt that I had grown up and would rather shed blood than tears, but when my grandfather's boat began to turn around, I suddenly felt that I was actually the child who would never grow up, and I was in love with the old man named Chen Liujin in front of me.

"Sixth brother, can't you let it go? We are all old, this river beach does not belong to us, when it is time to let go, let go. ”

Grandpa's tears finally rolled down uncontrollably, and he walked quickly along the side of the boat, always looking at me head-on. Perhaps, he also felt that this was a farewell, and he wanted to see me more and see the grandson he had brought up with his own hands. All the people around stopped talking, and only the sound of the river flowing water that had not changed for thousands of years echoed in their ears, and the faint sobbing of Grandpa.

"Shui Yanzi, you have grown up, you are taller than me, and your ability is bigger than me, without me to take care of you, you can go alone." Grandpa cried: "I'm old, I'm tired, I can't move, I just want to find a place, lie down for two days, do nothing, just lie down like that." Water boy, good boy"

"Master, have you forgotten the oath that Huai Shulinzi made when he worshiped Nagato? Forgot to be born in the Chen family, born to be a person of the Seven Gates, and died to be a ghost of the Seven Gates? You have to let go of your children and grandchildren, your brothers, this is to quit the Seven Gates!? "At this moment, I seem to be able to understand my grandfather's state of mind, he doesn't have the same tenacious heart as the old ghost, and after a long time of ordinary life, he will be tired of the life of fighting and killing, he may be really tired, watching me grow up, he wants to withdraw and quit. But the seven doors are the seven gates, and the people of the seven doors do not have the habit of saying defeat. In front of the responsibilities of the Seven Gates and this surging river, the love of children is as small as dust.

"Good boy, go by yourself" Grandpa wanted to turn his head several times, but his eyes were reluctant to leave me, and the boat under his feet slowly moved away from me.

"Master!" I knelt in the stern of the boat with a puff, and my heart ached as if it was about to break: "I'll call you again, grandpa, the weather is cold, you are old, people who walk in the water all the year round, when you get old, you will always have rheumatism and leg pain, you take care of it, take care of your body, I am your grandson, I can't be filial piety by your side in the future, I will kowtow to you for my father"

"Shui Yanzi!" When my grandfather heard me, he sat down on the deck and began to cry loudly.

After saying these words, I stood up again and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes. But at this moment, I am not only Chen Liujin's grandson, but also the big palm of the seven gates of Heyanzi.

"I'm close to the water, seven big lights, today" I closed my eyes slightly, didn't want to look at the boat that was gradually moving away, used all the strength of my body, and said loudly: "Chase Chen six catties out of seven doors!" ”

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I raised my hand and tore off a piece of clothing in front of me, and threw it out with all my might, and it was blown by the river breeze and fluttered to the boat that was already drifting away.

"Chase six catties, go out of seven!"