Chapter 434: Heart Change! (Fifth Update!) )
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Suddenly, Zhao Zhu felt a little cold, this kind of coldness was released from the bottom of his heart from the inside out, it was really cold, very cold, his hands couldn't help but cross his hands and grabbed his arms, holding himself by himself, but it was still cold;
Qingzi left herself, Qin Tiantian also returned to Qin's house and didn't contact her, and now, Fang Yun is ......
The mole was still in Zhao Zhu's eyes;
Although there is no evidence, there is no need for evidence, because Fang Yun himself is a person in the group;
"A cup of milk tea, plain, with ice."
Zhao Zhu bought a cup of milk tea at the door of a milk tea shop, drank milk tea, and continued walking, he didn't know where he was going, just walking, Zhu Jianping and Xiong Zhiqi were still in the mission world, their families were in Beijing, and their women had left him.
Inexplicably, there was a burst of loneliness.
Zhao Zhu raised his head, as if he saw a cage covering himself, pressing himself so that he couldn't breathe, and loneliness was eating away at his senses, Zhao Zhu took a deep breath and sat down on a bench in a small square.
All around, there are people who are disturbing, but this disturbance has nothing to do with them.
A lot of things should not be like this, but they are like this, many things are bitter wine brewed by Zhao Zhu himself, but he didn't expect that in the end, not only did he really drink it himself, but he also came together.
Zhao Zhu didn't like this feeling, and at the same time, he didn't like his current self.
Suddenly, Zhao Zhu found that he had changed a lot, he had not yet entered the mission world, he was a doctor in a psychiatric hospital controlled by his mother, and he flirted with the nurses he could see every day, wife, little girl, mature and young. If you like it, you can pick it up and eat it, and the life is very comfortable, comfortable, and indulgent.
Carefree;
His mother's money is estimated to be so much that he can't spend it in his next life, and his father's status is enough to protect him all the time, and all he needs is to enjoy life.
And what about myself now.
What is the use of the power of this body? What's the going on again!
Zhao Zhu put the milk tea on the ground and grabbed his hair with both hands, he was in pain, wordless pain, Zhao Zhu, who was already in a bit of emotion, was like a pile of dry firewood that was already boring, and suddenly added sparks.
Madness began to blow in the square, and sand and dust were raised, which made the others in the square hurry home for a while. Under the impact of the sand, the square and the surrounding area were much quieter, only Zhao Zhu continued to sit on the bench alone, and the dust couldn't get close to his body.
Gradually. More than one person began to sit on the bench, and Zhao Zhu continued to hold the posture of clutching his hair, and beside him, another person appeared. It was a ghost-faced Buddha, and the ghost-faced Buddha was sitting straight, but his face was looking at Zhao Zhu.
"Live like this. Isn't it boring? Zhao Zhu spoke, he didn't raise his head, but he knew what was sitting next to him.
The Ghost Face Buddha did not answer, did not speak, but continued to look at Zhao Zhu quietly, his eyes were neither happy nor sad, but this grimace looked very gloomy.
This ghost-faced Buddha is Zhao Zhu relying on the special conditions set by the group master in the previous mission world, and forcibly cultivated in the state of a ghost, with the compassion of the Buddha and the forest of ghosts, it should belong to a branch of the Buddha's attribute power, and it is a unique branch, a branch of power that belongs to Zhao Zhu.
"Answer me." Zhao Zhu asked a second time.
The Ghost-faced Buddha still didn't speak, just looked at Zhao Zhu.
"If you don't answer me, I'll let another person answer me."
On the bench, a third person appeared, a person wearing a white robe and a mask on his face, as soon as this person appeared, the surrounding feng shui pattern began to be in turmoil, as if it could change at any time, and this person was holding a book in his hand, a very old book, and the page revealed a vicissitudes of life, which showed the age of this book.
This is...... Tianzi Sutra!
"He doesn't answer me, you answer me."
The masked man didn't speak, he just looked at Zhao Zhu.
"Don't you answer me either?" Zhao Zhu continued to grab his hair and lowered his head, everything seemed to be talking to himself.
Soon, a fourth person appeared on the bench, a person who emitted a faint light, and his appearance made everything around him tremble, and even the speed of the air flow was changed, as if everything could move, even ...... Heavenly host!
It's just that this person also looked at Zhao Zhu and didn't answer Zhao Zhu's question.
Immediately afterwards, in front of Zhao Zhu's body, a golden figure appeared, and the spiritual storm began to condense, becoming a small cyclone, which contained terrifying spiritual power, and once released, it could annihilate all consciousness existence.
He was profound, intelligent, and possessed terrifyingly powerful calculations, but it seemed that he could not calculate the results either, because he did not speak.
Followed by a series of different figures, they all stood around Zhao Zhu, each time they appeared, Zhao Zhu asked the same question, and as a result, each figure answered.
"Ignore me, what's the use of asking so many of you?"
Zhao Zhu raised his head and took a deep breath.
"You don't answer?"
Zhao Zhu asked again;
Silence.
"Huh." Zhao Zhu smiled, "Yes, you are me, I don't understand the answer, how can you understand." ”
At this moment, Zhao Zhu's eyes became very pure and indifferent, and the whole person's temperament began to fall into an ethereal, as if he had emptied everything.
Figures began to raise their heads together, looking at the sky, and finally, their bodies began to dissipate, as if they had never appeared.
"You don't exist in the first place, there is only one me, there is only one me, only ...... One me! ”
Zhao Zhu stood up, and the aura of the whole person began to slowly rise from the trough, as if he had reorganized himself, he seemed to know himself again, and he understood himself better.
In an instant, all the exercises in Zhao Zhu's body were merging, blending, and not distinguishing each other.
This is a percussion of oneself, there is no answer in itself, and no one will answer, and what you ask yourself is actually just a process, and does not need a real answer.
This is my own confidence in myself, a confidence that cannot be blasphemed and shaken!
"It's ...... Cage. ”
Zhao Zhu spread out his hand and looked at his palm prints.
"But...... I'm still me. ”
Zhao Zhu suddenly regretted it, because when he looked at himself again, he regretted what he had done recently;
Since Qin Tiantian has returned to Beijing, he should go, go in person, even if the group leader doesn't give himself a chance, doesn't release his grounding, even if the group owner may issue a killing order to himself, then let the group owner issue a good order, go down, go underground casually, I can't carry it alone, and Xiong Zhiqi and Zhu Jianping accompany me to carry it, this damn down-and-out Oriental circle, it's a big deal to fight together, and if a few more administrators die, the world will be a better place!
What was the previous self afraid of?
Why be afraid?
Haruko wants to leave herself, but she sees the hesitation and swaying in her heart, does she really mind her relationship with Qin Tiantian?
No.
She felt like she owed me her life.
She didn't want to bother me, so she chose to leave.
But who gave this trouble to himself?
It's not just their own swaying!
I knew earlier, just talk about it directly, tell Qin Tiantian about Qingzi, tell Qingzi about Qin Tiantian, and tell Qingzi about Qin Tiantian, as for that rhyme, you can throw it wherever you want, if you don't like it, if you don't care, you don't care, you don't need to make yourself a mother-in-law just because the other party gave it to her for the first time.
Everything is torn apart, if you are willing to have two maids and one husband, you will have two maids and one husband, and you will enjoy the blessings of all people, and if you don't want to, whoever doesn't want to go well, you will get out.
Before in the barbecue restaurant, I saw the girl called Meimei, and I said what the village was asking about, and directly said that I could help her continue her life for five years, and then just grab a dead soul from the outside to change her soul, and after five years, Meimei died and died, and she lived for five more years in less than half a year, and she was already earned, why did she have to go more nosy and ask questions, if she wasn't involved in it, their family would not be wiped out, and that Meimei would not be put in a cauldron to cook the fragrance.
A lot of things, a lot of choices, in fact, are still their own reasons, why their emotions fluctuate more obviously, or their own reasons, do things hesitantly, look forward to the future, in the end, it is still yourself who suffers.
Why?
yes, why?
Can't I be willful, can't I do things with my own heart, I can run away if I want to, help each other, kill if I want, love if I want to, love if I don't want to bird your group leader, don't bird your group leader, die if you want to die, isn't it great?
Why should you grieve yourself?
The freedom is gone, and my life is not in my own hands, what else can I not let go?
Zhao Zhu raised his head and looked at the sky, as if he saw a net covering it.
This net made Zhao Zhu feel very annoying, disgusted, and had an urge to tear it apart.
Lowering his head, Zhao Zhu closed his eyes again, and when he opened them again, the breath of the whole person began to be restrained, and he completely became an ordinary person, but at the corner of his mouth, there was a more cynical smile.
Pain, suffocating discomfort hit at this time, Zhao Zhu knelt on one knee, enduring the pain of this kind of mission announcement, and then he took out his mobile phone and saw the group announcement.
Next Quest World: Dead Apartment
"The next mission, is it finally here, how do I feel like I can't wait, come on, I really can't wait, let me enjoy the two remaining mission worlds, and then, when I run for administrator, who fights with me, I let whoever dies!" (To be continued......)