23 The Way of the Heart
"Now, have you ever felt like you're just a tiny screw on earth?"
On the silent road, Haruhi walked silently in front of Ji Feng for a long time, and then suddenly asked such a sentence without a head.
"You may not know that in the past, in our Huaxia we advocated everyone to be a revolutionary screw, as if in the past, when the school organized the singing of red songs, they still sang it, but I can't remember what the song is."
Ji Feng only froze for a second or two, and immediately picked up Hasuga's words. It had been less than a month since he had been here, but when he thought back to his original world, it felt so far away and so long ago that even his memories were rapidly blurring—especially the ones that were inconsequential in the first place.
"So would you like to? Whether to be the screw of the revolution or the screw of society? ”
Kasuga didn't comment on Huaxia's political or educational policies, but directly asked Ji Feng what he thought. At this time, her pace had slowed down a lot, but she was still walking forward, although Ji Feng had already walked to the position next to her, but he did not turn his head to look at the expression on her face.
This is also a kind of wordless tacit understanding, Ji Feng can be sure that if he goes out of his way to see her face, Kasuga will definitely speed up his pace again to distance himself - when it comes to revealing her true thoughts, she is more likely to be shy than ordinary people.
"No one wants to do screws or anything, at least now teachers in Huaxia don't educate students like this, otherwise parents will definitely feel dissatisfied.
'The Son of Heaven is heroic, and the article teaches Er Cao. Everything is inferior, only reading is high. ’
'Chao is Tian Shelang, and the twilight is in the Tianzi Hall. There will be no seeds, and men should be self-reliant. ’
Whose child has worked hard for more than ten years to make a screw? Even if this screw is used on satellites, no one wants to. ”
Although Ji Feng recited two poems very "romantically" as an answer, the spring was angry. Although Ji Feng didn't look at her specifically, out of the corner of his eye, he saw that she seemed to sigh silently, and then explained in detail:
"These two are Chinese poems, right? It's hard to translate them into Japanese for you. But I'm not talking about this kind of utilitarian, or very ambitious idea, and it has nothing to do with whether or not you go to school.
I want to ask, if you remove all other factors, would you be willing to be a small and ordinary screw? ”
"Maybe some people would like to be a small and ordinary screw, and then live an ordinary but stable life - of course, it would be better if there was a lot of money at home.
But of course I don't want to, didn't I tell you about that a long time ago? What I hate most is the small and the ordinary, and what I seek is something more special and greater.
I'm not talking about the idea of secondary disease, and I'm not a secondary disease patient at all, that's just my nature. I'm the kind of person who can't stand the ordinary by nature, aren't you? 'You are just a small screw on the earth', when you realize this, you must not accept it in your heart, and you can't tolerate it! ”
Saying this, Ji Feng took the initiative to stop, and then looked up to admire the vast ocean of stars, and Spring also stopped to look up at the starry sky.
Human beings are just a drop in the ocean on the earth, and the earth is just a drop in the ocean in the universe, so there are countless legitimate reasons for human beings to convince themselves to accept the ordinary and even mediocre. But if a person is never able to accept or endure his ordinariness, he is doomed to spend his life in pain and toil - until he has climbed to a level that satisfies his heart.
But there is such a kind of person in this world, and they don't care about the height of the same kind around them, so even if they have already stood out from the crowd, their eyes are still stubbornly looking up into the depths of the starry sky.
"When I was in the sixth grade, my family went to the baseball stadium to watch a game. I wasn't interested in baseball, but I was shocked when I got in because there were people everywhere, and the people on the other side of the field looked like the size of a grain of rice......
Under the rare vast starry sky, Haruhi finally talked about the opportunity to make her a weirdo, and also let the cosmic people, future people, people from other worlds, and superpowers gradually gather here.
For her practice of actively taking action to make herself extraordinary because she is entangled in her ordinariness, the vast majority of people in this world can actually understand, after all, "people are not in vain teenagers", and everyone has such a black history in the second phase of the middle or second period.
But in the eyes of the vast majority of people, the second young man is not terrible, but the terrible one is the second second. If you don't know how to flinch when you hit a wall in reality, you still stubbornly make futile efforts, and you still refuse to accept that no matter how hard you try, you still can't become a president, a chairman, a general, a great scientist, a great artist, a great writer, you can't become a football star, a singer, a movie star, and you're still an ordinary self, then how sad your life will be!
“…… So, when I entered junior high school, I decided to change myself. I want the world to know that I'm not the kind of girl who just waits. And I thought I had done my best, but it turned out like that.
In this way, before I knew it, I was promoted to high school, but I still believe that there may be some changes in my high school life. ”
Speaking of this, Haruhi, who had been talking endlessly, suddenly closed his mouth, and then secretly glanced at Ji Feng from the corner of his eye, as if he was beginning to regret revealing his mental journey to him, but it seemed that he was annoyed by something else.
But at this time, Ji Feng was still looking at the sky without squinting, and he couldn't detect the complicated thoughts of Chunri, but he just chanted with his hands behind his back very lightly:
"My life has an end, and there is no end to knowledge. With an end, there is no end, and it is gone. ”
After this, Ji Feng finally turned around and looked at the four eyes of Haruhi who had already hidden his mood, and continued in a flat but powerful tone:
But even if some people know this, they still choose to devote their limited life to infinite pursuits, which is the watershed between ordinary and great!
I was on the verge of giving up, but luckily I was here, I found hope again, and I was confident that I would be able to hold on to it!
So......
You've been chasing an extraordinary, fun-filled life, are you still satisfied with your current high school life? ”