A lot of things have become a lot clearer, Lin Yiru is the kind of person who you don't ask her and never say anything, and she doesn't necessarily say anything if you ask. If it hadn't been for my whims to tell them what happened at that time, I might not have been able to figure it out for a long time.

I've long accepted this person's mystery, she knows a lot more than I do, which may be the reason for his higher level, of course, it could be something else, but I don't care about these things. Now she can help me save Chen Zaihai and them, I just need to know that.

I didn't care about anything else, I was betrayed and abandoned again and again, and the attachment to collective responsibility and obligation in my heart has long been exhausted. Now we only have two goals, to rescue Chen Zaihai and them, and to find out what the hell those red boxes are.

Absolutely personal reasons, in fact, I think Lin Yiru might know something about those boxes. I struggled for a long time about whether to tell her about my past, but finally gave up. There needs to be a bottom line in the interaction between people, and I like to call this bottom line the hole cards.

In many cases, the so-called trust is very illusory, and teammates who are born and die together may put a cold gun in the back. Not to mention the Lin family sisters whose purpose is unknown, I do have a certain degree of affection for Lin Yiru, but I am only attracted by her mystery and knowledge. It is absolutely impossible to dig into my lungs like Chen Zaihai, if the truth of the box and her life make me choose one or the other, I will definitely choose the former. Replace the box with Chen Zaihai and they will not change the result, if there is any crisis, I will not abandon Lin Yiru, but if it is related to the card, my choice is very clear.

The two purposes mentioned above are my last hole cards, and they are the meaning of my current life. Looking back at Lin Yiru's attitude towards me when she returned to Beijing, she knew that she would definitely need me if she wanted to achieve her goals. That's why I was able to get him to come with me to save Chen Zaihai and them, and I could threaten her in the same way again at a critical moment.

No one knew that my past had a deep relationship with those boxes, and I didn't even tell Chen Zaihai about them, so depending on the situation, this should be a very good bargaining chip. Although I only know some fur, Lin Hai, the underground port, Nanjing, and the meteorological research institute in Chongqing, these things all vaguely reveal the connection of the demon seed. I can use this connection to trick Lin Yiru into giving her the illusion that I actually know a lot of things that she shouldn't know.

I understand that this may be treacherous, and I want to live peacefully with them as much as possible, but I can't rule out that something unexpected will cause infighting among our makeshift group. Ah Hui's attitude has always been a problem, Yutong is his savior, and I can't guarantee that he will be on my side if something really happens.

It's a very sad thing that I ended up alone. The experience along the way has made me habitually think about the worst-case scenario, and if I do, I'll have to threaten and cheat again.

Lin Yiru didn't understand the reason why I was entangled in me, this kind of relationship between far and near was very confusing, I don't know whether to define her as a friend or a partner, if I am a friend, I don't have to think about the above things at all, but if it is a partner, I must always be ready to be betrayed.

As far as I'm concerned, I hope that this unexplained relationship of mutual exploitation will continue forever, and it doesn't matter what the relationship with her looks like, I have never put the relationship between men and women very important. Not to mention such a woman who is full of mysteries. I think if my goals are successfully achieved and there is no conflict of interest between me and Lin Yiru, I should go back and try to unravel her mystery.

I'm a very curious person, and if that weren't the case, I wouldn't have anything to do with her. Lin Haizhong, if I don't ask anything. If you just stupidly wait for the order, you won't cause so many incidents later.

It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in life, and I have persuaded myself not to regret it anymore, because it doesn't make any sense. No one can save it, nothing can change it. That's what I've said countless times, that maturity comes at a price.

This is a question I thought through on the train, and the final conclusion is not to think about what is going on with Lin Yiru, to achieve my own goals, to continue the cooperative relationship as much as possible, and I can do whatever it takes to achieve this. Lin Yiru has always been an outsider who has nothing to do with me, whether she is separated or not, as long as she can help me achieve my goals.

I didn't know anything at the time, and I gave Lin Yi such a wrong definition.

In short, from Lin Yiru's analysis, I can know that all the people in the task force died at the hands of that neurotoxin, and from this, I speculate that there is an unimaginably large mass grave somewhere near the coal mining site. And Ivan had known about this for a long time, and she had long since come to the conclusion from that structural diagram and our report that the task force had finally run to that place.

That's why he gave up all searching, she knew that once the task force set foot in that place, they would die. He is the kind of person who will be absolutely efficient, and he has a very deep affection for the living, and he will continue to search without giving up as long as there is the slightest possibility. But if he learns that the other party has reached a place where there is no life, he will decisively give up and cause more damage at the same time.

In Taria's words later, Ivan is a man who is so gentle that people are cold to the heart from the bones.

This is just my psychological speculation about Ivan back then, and it is not necessarily an absolute fact, after all, I can no longer ask someone to ask for clarification. Maybe it's because of the KGB's orders, but I still want to believe my own reasoning, otherwise there really aren't people in this world to speak of.

There were so many things that happened underground that time, and the truth of many things we may not understand for the rest of our lives. Now I can only try to restore the situation at that time through discussions with Lin Yiru. It's not meaningless, after all, we have to go back to that place where things are no longer human.

"There are a lot of forces involved in that place, and there are some things that I can't tell you for sure." Lin Yiru didn't care, picked up the kettle I had just used and took a sip. "Everything I tell you is only speculation at best, and no one knows if this is the case."

"Okay, now that we know what's going on with that white mist. Brother Su went on to say what happened after that. "After Yutong saw that her sister finally came to a conclusion, she urged me to continue." I'm not interested in this kind of problem that everyone knows, so what happened after that? ”

"You already know what this white mist is all about?" I looked at Yutong in amazement.

She immediately looked very remarkable, and her little mouth was pursed. Then she told me proudly that she had followed us all the way, and of course she knew what we had encountered. At that time, she was also on a mission, and she couldn't come forward to remind her that some of us were acting like idiots in the forest, and she was almost angry when she saw it.

"Why do you think you're not at the lighthouse?" Yutong said as a matter of course. "Do you know how much effort it took Miss Ben to get you into that duty room? I also fired the flares, otherwise how would they have found you so quickly? ”

I now know that the person who moved me to that duty room at that time turned out to be Yutong! Later, she said that she found a lot of abandoned Japanese buildings in the forest that we didn't even pay attention to, and there were several places that resembled mass graves. However, Yutong said a little humbly afterwards, and the big insect ball that chased us after that seemed to have been brought by himself.

"In other words, you already knew that the white mist was poisonous, didn't you?" I asked. At the same time, I immediately cut off the idea of thanking her, this ghost saved me, but then he tricked me hard. She provoked that thing!

"That's right. You will recover so quickly in the future, because I have done some detoxification emergency treatment for Brother Su. She said.

I turned my head and asked Lin Yiru if this was also arranged by you. The latter nodded faintly as he drank his water. I slapped the table and said can't you just tell me! Anyway, you already knew that there were so many dangers in that forest, and it would have been nice to carry your feet twice when I first taught me geology.

"Do you think you'd believe what I told you back then?" She glanced at me. "You're just going to think of me as a crazy weirdo, aren't you?"

I said to myself that at that time, I had long regarded you as an inexplicable weirdo, and even if I said that, knowledge would have made you even weirder

Of course, I couldn't really say anything about this kind of unity, and then I just glared at Yutong fiercely to show my displeasure, and I was ready to continue with my previous efforts.

After that, things suddenly went very fast, and it was dizzyingly fast. I need to tidy it up before I know how to tell it. Immediately, I asked for pen and paper from Lin Yiru, and I began to write on the paper alone. I've always been used to it, and I like to draw anything more complex as a diagram.

I've done this in the forest before, and it turns out that the white fog that I thought was problematic at the time was indeed a very crucial thing.

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