Chapter 65: Lixia's Letter
After eating, I will send Panpan to school in a hurry, and then come back and go grocery shopping with the little nanny. Qiumei led Juanjuan and them to clean up and clean up the kitchen. Only Pengxiang looked at the child, he hugged Qiangqiang walking back and forth in the house, and couldn't help but want to read the letter, so he put him on the bed, who knew that he would cry when he put it down, he was happy if he was not hugging, and he was not honest, scratching and scratching, so anxious that Pengxiang Oh stuffed a toy in his hand, and walked back and forth to read the letter with him.
The beginning of the letter reads: Xiaojie: Hello, with this letter, I have already written seventeen letters to you, why don't you reply to me? Did you not receive it or is there something? Thinking, I'm so sad and worried about you. Every time I send a letter, I always look forward to your reply, and I always hope for it, but I always disappoint me. I thought you had no money and couldn't afford to send letters. Didn't I bring you stamps and envelopes last time?
Write me back! Is Pengxiang good? I often think of him and greet him when he treats me. Don't think too much about it, I'm just asking him, before, he was ours, now it's your own, if I'm at home, I'm going to have to fight with you, just kidding. Tell you, I've never written to him, so if you don't believe me, ask him. Is he still that empathetic? He's a darling, and he's become our idol. Thinking of that time, he checked my personal hygiene, and my face was scratched, and now there are shallow scars, every time I comb my hair, touch the small scar with my hand, and complain about him in my heart, you have to be careful, don't let him scratch your face.
Xiaojie, Pengxiang study well. I'm sure he'll be able to get into college. You're also very smart, you have to work hard, and I look forward to the day when we can meet in the same university. Xiaojie, do you think you can? Every time I send me a letter, I ask you to send me a photo, just an inch in black and white. Alas! Not to mention the photos, not even a letter to me. Did I receive my photos? The best friend in the photo thinks about you every day, during the day, at night, looking at the moon, counting the stars. I can't wait to turn into a little bird and fly back to my hometown, to you, to our groves......
Really, in my dreams, I saw a grove, a crooked-necked locust tree, a green meadow by the ditch, and small fish spitting blisters...... The flute in the distance intoxicated me, and the cheerful laughter made me yearn, with you, me, and him, digging vegetables together, laughing together, meditating together, do you remember the fact that he stole red dates for us? Every time, you eat too much, and sometimes he is so stingy that he even gives us three dates......
Xiaojie, when I think of the days we were together, I burst into tears, when will we see each other again? Many times, I asked my parents to take me back to see them, but they were busy with work and did not fulfill their promise once. Sometimes my parents leave and don't come home for months, and I'm alone at home, and all hope is in vain......
Peng Xiang was looking at it attentively, and he stopped doing it, he cried and made trouble. I had to put away the letter and coax him. But this time I couldn't coax him, I still cried non-stop, tears all over my face, and my saliva didn't flow.
Pengxiang had no choice but to carry him downstairs to find his aunt. It just so happened that the little nanny came back, and she was busy picking up the little nanny, and Qiang Qiang stopped crying immediately.
Peng Xiang helped unload the dishes and went upstairs to read the letter as soon as possible, but at the corner of the stairs, he heard his uncle and aunt whispering: "Just now, I happened to meet Principal Li, I told him, I wasted a long time of talking, said all the good things, the dead old man just didn't agree, he had to pay a thousand yuan borrowing fee first, it was really angry." ”
"Forget it, let's talk about it later, maybe he'll go back one day, it's not a common thing in our place." It's my aunt's voice.
Listening, he was very grateful to his uncle and felt that his uncle was better than his aunt. Not caring to listen to what they had to say, he crept into the house, closed the door and read the letter again.
Xiaojie, if you and Pengxiang can come to visit, it would be great, when the time comes, I will pick you up at the train station and take you to the zoo to play, there are tigers, lions, sika deer, monkeys, etc., there are many in the zoo; Then go to the park, there are all kinds of flowers in the park, thousands of flowers, purple and red, the industrious little bees are busy collecting honey, the beautiful butterflies are dancing, by the way, not far from the park is a snack street, you can smell the fragrant fragrance from afar, and let the two of you eat beautifully. Xinjiang lamb skewers, fried pies, and Goubuli buns......
I'll take you to the school again. The environment of our school is very good, the classrooms are upstairs, there is a music room, a listening room, have you ever seen the library? There are a lot of books in it, you can read whatever you like, doesn't Pengxiang love to read, let him read enough, it's strange not to see him as short-sighted. Alas! I said this as if it was a fool's dream, a fantasy, and I could only wait slowly.
Okay, it's late at night, my mother urged me a few times, let's get here, tonight's moon is really round, through the window, I looked at it for a long time, next time the moon is full, can I receive your reply? I look forward to greeting Pengxiang on my behalf.
Sincerely
salute
Sister Lixia on the evening of November 16, 1981 looked at the beautiful Xiaokai, Pengxiang's eyes moistened, the kind words evoked his memories of the past, and couldn't help but pick up the box of broken wind chimes and look at it, the past came to his heart, he was excited, excited, and silently thought in his heart, Lixia, do you know, this broken wind chime is like my broken heart, at that time, I knew that you gave me this box of wind chimes is to leave your heart to me, I wanted to keep it well but broke it, just like a broken heart can not be bridged, Even if it is healed, it is also scarred. Just like you and I in reality, we are not constellations of the same trajectory, we can only look at each other from afar, even if we meet occasionally, it is also a ruthless collision, the shattering of the collision, like smoke disappearing, like clouds drifting away. Think about the heartache, think about the tears, even if it's gone. In my world, there are still your bright eyes and sweet smile. You have become so deeply ingrained in my mind that I cannot forget you. But how can I hold up my broken heart!
Life has sent me astray, and the evil shadow cannot be shaken off, and Wang Jie has also suffered. I was wrong, I shouldn't have gone to Wang Jie's house......
At this time, he was already in tears, and he could no longer see those beautiful little letters. Wang Jie, what's wrong with you? I hurt you, why is this happening, why didn't you tell me? What will adults do to you?
Thinking about it, he seemed to see Wang Jie crying and crying, and the helpless she was slowly disappearing from this world. He took out his notebook and pen and prepared to write a letter to Wang Jie, because from his uncle's words, he knew that he would not be able to go back for a while. Inadvertently, the photo sandwiched in the book fell out, on the photo, the smiling little girl was looking at him affectionately, he looked at it attentively, Lixia, although it was close at hand, but there was no chance to meet, I won't go to you, don't blame me, I will keep this broken wind chime, and treasure the beauty in your heart forever. He put the photo in a box, carefully put it in his bag, and picked up a pen to write a letter. He didn't know what to write, this was the first time he had written a letter.
Xiaojie: I left in a hurry, I didn't say a word to you, I couldn't help it. Xiaojie, I know what I did, I don't know how to do it, my heart is like playing a five-flavor bottle, I can't tell what it tastes like. You already knew, why didn't you tell me, I regret it, I usually don't feel happy to see you, I thought you had a stomachache, I never thought that you had such a big disaster, what should I do?
Now, you are the most bitter in your heart, to be honest, I would rather give all the suffering to myself, including the suffering of your uncle and aunt. I'm really afraid that my uncle will get sick again, if it weren't for my uncle, I wouldn't have lived in your house.
Before, I thought I had been wronged, who knows, the most bitter is you, it was I who hurt you, you wait for me, I will go back. The adults in the family don't allow us, let's go, just like uncle and aunt. When I came out, I realized that the world is big and our village is small. Grandpa said that my father and mother took care of you before letting me go. I'm scared. What is your father going to do to you? No matter how much you suffer, you must wait for me to go back, you must wait for me. Writing, I couldn't help but cry.
The little nanny came in, and when she saw Peng Xiang wiping her eyes, she hurriedly went out. Peng Xiang hurriedly wiped away his tears and put the book into his school bag. Before he could clean up, his uncle and aunt came in, "Are you homesick?" "Will ask diligently.
Pengxiang shook his head.
"In the afternoon, my aunt will take you out to play," Qiumei touched her nephew's head and said, she was really afraid that Pengxiang would steal away, where to find him in such a big city......