The phone hung up.

Qu Nan drank the soy milk in two sips, filled the last fritter into his mouth, pulled a tissue to wipe his hands, and hurriedly ran back to his bedroom.

He rummaged through the bedside table for a long time and whispered happily: "Found it!" ”

In Qu Nan's hand, it was the diary he had brought back from Yuanyu's house. After taking this diary back, Qu Nan only read part of it, and before he could read the rest, he was captured by Ling Bucai and sent to the mountains to cultivate, and he didn't know what he wrote down?

Yesterday, Lin Roar talked about all kinds of strangeness in Yuanyu, and Qu Nan remembered that there was still this diary.

His slender fingers flipped through the diary.

January 17th

Let's make up last night's diary.

I walked around the ghost gate last night, and at that time I really thought I was going to lose my life, but I just felt uncomfortable, uncomfortable, and terrible......

It's uncomfortable!! It was as if there were 10,000 ants gnawing on his body, his hair seemed to be plucked down one by one, the bones on his body were as soft as mud, and even the brains in his brain were jumping suddenly like a pot of boiling paste......

This kind of pain is simply not something that the human body can bear!!

The most important thing is that I was as weak as a newborn baby, and I didn't even have the ability to go out and buy a bag of blood!

I had a sense of foreboding: I'm really going to die if I go on like this!

But at that time, where did I go to find blood? Precious blood!

A moment before the coma passed, I thought of another alternative.

Why don't you give it a try?

It's relatively easy to obtain, and a lot of people in the circle use it, and it's my own business to smoke it, unlike the guilt of eating blood.

What's more, now there is a small bag at home. They stuffed it in my hand at the last party, and I didn't want to smoke it, and I didn't want to save the other party's face, so I pretended to put it in my pocket.

So, if you try to suck it, maybe it will be able to get through it?

As for the problem of addiction to this thing, this is no longer a problem, I think, with my perseverance, it should be possible to quit this thing in the future, and besides, isn't my craving for blood a symptom of addiction?

One more doesn't seem like a big deal.

As it turned out, I succeeded.

After sucking a little bit of that thing, it was a little nauseous, but at least, my craving for blood was not so strong, at least I could get up, clean myself up, go out and buy a live rabbit and come back, and then suck its blood.

However, although the craving for blood has lessened a little, today I have an irrepressible desire to suck that thing, what should I do?

Looking at so many celebrities in TV reports who are caught up in trouble because of it, I really don't know what to do?

January 18th

Well, I'll admit that my perseverance wasn't as big as I thought it would be, so, I sucked it again yesterday.

I never thought I would like to drink blood and take drugs. It really hit my self-confidence and made me see the dark side of life more clearly.

But what's the use of seeing clearly?

Even if it's a rat in a hole, it's still going to live.

How much more about me? The chief of all human beings? A human being better than most people?

January 25th

It's been a week on the poison. The dependence on products is becoming more and more serious.

I struggled for a week, but I couldn't quit. The most important thing is that I originally took drugs to quit my craving for blood, but only for the first time, it made me forget the sweetness of blood for a while, and the longer it passed, the weaker the effect, and today, it has no effect on the symptoms of bloodthirsty at all.

I failed, and I lifted a rock but shot myself in the foot.

Now I'm not just crazy about wanting to suck blood, I'm crazy about sucking. Poison!

And either of these two symptoms could kill my artistic life at any time! It's even more painful than just killing me!!

Go? Go!

Spirit, after all, is the slave of **!

"This guy is hopeless!" The black cat's slightly hoarse voice sounded in Qu Nan's ears, startling him.

I don't know when the black cat woke up, and also came to Qu Nan's side to read the diary, this black guy was gently waging his tail, making an expression that I already knew: "I'll bet with you for a dollar, this little white face won't end well!" I only practiced the practice of eating the red door, and I still had a way to save him, but he still sucked. Poison," the black cat stretched out its furry head, leaned over to Qu Nan's face, and looked at the time in the diary: "Is it January last year?" It's useless, a year's work is just sucking. The poison will collapse his body, not to mention that he can't get blood, and the backlash of the Red Gate will kill him. ”

Hey! There are still many things that this stupid cat doesn't know, Ren Yuanyu is not only alive, but also seems to be living well, otherwise he wouldn't have attracted Lin Yan's attention.

Qu Nan was noncommittal, and he didn't say anything about Lin Roar to the black cat, but just turned the diary to the next page, and continued to read it with one person and one cat.

March 15th

I'm so happy today!

Finally satisfied! Whether it's blood, or floating!

For so long, I have been struggling on the brink of life and death, and I have forgotten that there is such a thing as a diary.

But today, I really felt what comfort is!

It turns out that the blood of a virgin is so delicious?!

Fortunately, I went to the party, and fortunately I fainted when I came back, otherwise, how would I meet her?

She said her name was Xiangxiang?

What a beautiful name! The same beauty as her person and her heart! She said she was willing to follow me and take care of me! I've been living alone for eight years since my parents died in a car accident, and for the first time someone told me that they would follow me and take care of me!

I'll treat her well, I swear! I will not let her be wronged and give her the best material life!

March 26

I was wrong!

Maybe I'm right?

It's all because I sucked too much yesterday and didn't control myself, and then, maybe I still like her from the bottom of my heart, so I have such a relationship with her, right? She didn't resist, even if she said no, I wouldn't!

I think she was willing, so she wouldn't resist.

I think I love her, after all, it was she who saved me last time and saved me from being exposed in public.

It's just that I can't suck the blood of virgins anymore......

But for the sake of love, everything is worth it! What's the point of appetite!

I feel like I'm so happy!

So did she.

The union of spirit and flesh deepens the love between us.

Thank you to my little angel, little Xiang'er. I bought supplements for her to eat, trying to suck as little as possible from her blood, and replacing it with those unpalatable chicken blood and rabbit blood.

But she said that she felt sorry for the way I frowned, so I still sucked her blood. She said it didn't matter, women's hematopoiesis was more vigorous than men's.

Xiang'er! I love you!