Chapter 586: You live inside for me, I live outside for you
Zhao Zhu lowered his head and looked at himself, the injury was gone, he was wearing a light blue short-sleeved shirt, and he was also wearing a big blue pants on his lower body, an outfit that was very suitable for basking in the sun on a cruise ship and flirting with beautiful women.
But Zhao Zhu believes that none of this is true, he will not make this kind of mistake, he firmly believes that everything before is true, and everything now may also be true, but the truth of the former is higher, in comparison, no matter how real the latter is, it is also false.
Here, again, in the mission world.
Himself, still on that dead cruise ship.
These two points are things that Zhao Zhu must determine;
Of course, there is another possibility, that is, Zhao Zhu has been erased another memory, but this possibility is low enough to be directly ruled out, and even if this possibility is great, Zhao Zhu will not choose to believe him.
In this kind of "deceptive" environment, which is similar to an illusion, or not called an illusion, the first thing to do is to firmly believe in one point, and firmly believe in it, otherwise, everything is false.
Zhao Zhu is a Buddhist scholar, a spiritual strengthener, and a psychology scholar, with a strong and profound understanding of the human heart;
Therefore, it is precisely because of this appearance that he is not afraid of encountering this situation.
Xiong Zhiqi and Zhu Jianping are naturally fake, although they are so real, so real that Zhao Zhu can't find the slightest flaw at all, and Zhao Zhu didn't use that very cliché method to distinguish between Zhu Jianping and Xiong Zhiqi's authenticity, such as what questions to ask, such as to let them show what abilities, Zhao Zhu was too lazy to do this, because he knew that these were all in vain.
"Journey to the West" has the story of the true and false Monkey King, no one can tell the truth from the fake between the six-eared macaque and the Monkey King, they found many people and asked many people. Finally, he came to the Buddha of Nyorai;
The Buddha said some specious things, and then directly suppressed one of them, and then the other monkey who was not suppressed directly beat the monkey who was suppressed by the Buddha to death with a stick.
Thinking about it carefully, it may be that except for the monkey himself and Rulai, no one else knows who is true and who is false, and even Rulai himself may not know whether his suppression is true or false, but true and false, there is not much necessity for him, anyway, whether it is a six-eared macaque or Sun Wukong, who is alive. They all have to continue to protect Tang Seng Xitian to learn scriptures, and in the end they all have to accept the canonization of Rulai, who is the Buddha who fights and defeats, for Rulai, whether it is a six-eared macaque or Sun Wukong, there is no big difference.
Zhao Zhu's current mentality is similar to the mentality of Rulai in that story, and the truth of some things is not important.
Reaching for his pocket, there was a cell phone and a bunch of keys. There must be someone with an address book in the mobile phone.,Even if it's on QQ.,The friends who should be in it will still be in it.,Call and send a message.。 How to go back or how to go back, Zhao Zhu didn't bother to toss these things, looking at Xiong Zhiqi and Zhu Jianping, who couldn't distinguish the real from the fake at all, Zhao Zhu directly gave up the idea of finding flaws in this environment. And even if there is a flaw here, it is not called a flaw, because it is useless to find a flaw. There was no way to make a fuss about it, because Zhao Zhu knew that this was not the kind of illusion he had experienced before, it was a strange and special situation that Zhao Zhu had never been exposed to.
Waving his hand at the two, Zhao Zhu took the key and got out of the cabin, found his bedroom, inserted the key, and pushed the door open.
In this room, it seems that not only Zhao Zhu lives alone, there should be another woman, it is Qin Tiantian, Zhao Zhu thought like this, and then he felt that he was a little tired, he didn't want to take care of the hand in the dark to create this environment for himself to do, but he really wanted to sleep now, while he still felt that his body was not injured, and his spirit and soul were intact, he had a good night's sleep.
In the bathroom, someone was taking a bath, and then, someone walked out, and then, Zhao Zhu found that his nose was gently pinched by a very smooth hand:
"Big lazy pig, isn't it daytime, why did you come back to sleep?"
Zhao Zhu's whole person was shocked, this voice was not Qin Tiantian, definitely not, but ......
Zhao Zhu's memory screen began to flip through it endlessly, and finally, it was frozen in that memory, where it was a dream of a Qinglou that was about to collapse, and that woman, begging herself to look at her real and see what she looked like, her voice was very urgent, but it was also very beautiful.
As soon as the Adam's apple moved, Zhao Zhu slowly opened his eyes.
Chen Yuxin stood in front of Zhao Zhu, only wearing a bath towel on her body, and her snow-white and lovely skin was exposed, exuding her youthful atmosphere, which was very beautiful and charming.
This situation and this scene, Zhao Zhu has absolutely no memory in the picture, but it seems so natural, as if in the original years, she often looked at her like this, and she often liked to pinch her nose with her hand when she fell asleep, shouting "big lazy worm".
Zhao Zhuqing unconsciously wanted to stay with Chen Yuxin for a while, even if it was to look at her for a while, this woman who was forcibly erased from her memory, this woman who had been divided and sealed in a hosta for her own task, this woman who would instinctively protect herself even if she forgot who she was.
However, Chen Yuxin continued: "Sister Qin said to get some vegetable salad, it's time to come back." ”
Sister Qin?
Qin Tiantian?
Is Qin Tiantian also here?
"Click"
The door was opened, and Qin Tiantian, who was carrying two plates, walked in, and then, behind her, followed by Haruko.
"Yuxin, eat quickly, I took a lot of effort to make this, and Haruko also helped me a lot, her hands are skillful." Qin Tiantian handed the thing to Chen Yuxin, Qin Tiantian was still so innocent, playful and cute.
Haruko stood by the bed and looked at Zhao Zhu, she was still so sweet and indifferent, the kind of character and temperament that belonged to Japanese women were so fascinating to men.
However, when the three women came in together and talked and laughed together like good sisters, Zhao Zhu felt very uncomfortable, feeling that his head hurt so much, this is not the picture he wants to see, by no means!
Zhao Zhu didn't think about getting Qin Tiantian, Qingzi and Yuxin to his side, Zhao Zhu didn't think about making them all his own forbidden belly, snuggling up to him, they coexisted peacefully like the concubines of ancient emperors.
This is not what Zhao Zhu wants, nor is it what Zhao Zhu wants, Zhao Zhu's fists clenched and released again and again, and bursts of cold sweat began to break out on his face.
Whether it is Chen Yuxin, Qin Tiantian, or Qingzi, they all have a very important position in Zhao Zhu's heart, but they are by no means like now.
Zhao Zhu got up from the bed, no, to be exact, he rolled out of bed, he rushed to the bathroom, Chen Yuxin had just taken a bath here before, so there was still a little residual temperature and water vapor that had not completely dissipated here, Zhao Zhu turned on the faucet, took a handful of water and slapped it on his face, raised his head, looked at the mirror in front of him, Zhao Zhu saw a woman standing behind him, her figure was a little plump, with a little style, and her face was also charming and charming.
"Boss, are you seasick or uncomfortable?"
Fang Yun stood beside Zhao Zhu, patting Zhao Zhu's back very gently with her hand, she looked at Zhao Zhu's gaze with fear, but more than that, she still depended.
However, seeing Fang Yun, what suddenly appeared in Zhao Zhu's mind was the picture when he personally took off her head and threw it into the duffel bag, Zhao Zhu stared at the mirror in front of him, looking at Fang Yun beside him, he always felt that Fang Yun's head would be separated from her body in the next second, but none of this happened, Zhao Zhu watched it for a long time, but this scene did not appear.
Fang Yun also seemed to notice that Zhao Zhuzheng was looking at her through the mirror, and she said tiredly: "What are you looking at, didn't you feed you last night?" ”
Zhao Zhu took a deep breath, pushed Fang Yun away, and walked out of the bathroom, Chen Yuxin, Qin Tiantian and Qingzi were sitting on the bed chatting, sharing the food on their plates, and they looked happy, but Zhao Zhu looked very uncomfortable, dizzy, and then, he opened the door of the cabin, and at the door, there was a woman standing, it was Su Jin'er, she was ice and jade, with personality, but also pursuit, she and Zhao Zhu stood face to face, Zhao Zhu didn't speak, she didn't speak, as if she was back in the sunset, Time spent painting on the farm.
can't get along with each other, it's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes, and the relationship between the two is a formal end in that kiss.
Zhao Zhu stretched out his hand, pushed Su Jin'er away, and staggered and began to run in the aisle, he was in pain, he was afraid, he didn't want to see these pictures.
Running crazy, like a madman, Zhao Zhu didn't understand what he was afraid of, Zhao Zhu didn't understand what he hated, and he didn't understand what he hated was, he just felt so flustered, so flustered that he couldn't extricate himself.
"Bang."
Zhao Zhu fell on the carpet, and then accidentally stretched out his hand and pushed a bedroom door next to him, in this cabin, there were all white painted walls, and in the center, there was nothing else except a large mirror.
Looking at this mirror, Zhao Zhu slowly calmed his breathing, then stood up and walked to the mirror, in front of the mirror, Zhao Zhu saw himself in the mirror, wearing a tattered robe, another obvious scar on his chest, as well as charred flesh, haggard face and disordered breath, this is a seriously injured self.
Zhao Zhu stretched out his hand and pasted it on the mirror, but Zhao Zhu in the mirror did not make the same movement, but the corners of his mouth slightly flashed an arc that Zhao Zhu felt very familiar:
"In the future, you are you, I am me, you live for me inside, and I live outside for you." (To be continued.) )