I have to say, I'm a sentimental person. When I think about this, I was excited at first, and then a little hesitant. That matter is not over yet, I am very likely to die at any time, if there is any entanglement with her at this time, wouldn't it hurt her? Of course, I could kick my legs and die, but what about her?

I am not a selfless person who can think about others. But for the people closest to me, they are far more important than myself, and I would rather suffer myself than have the slightest sadness because of me, which is the truest portrayal of me. I think there are a lot of people in this world who are just like me.

If it hadn't been for this, I would have been ecstatic when she came back, and then opened my heart to this belated relationship, but now, I don't dare.

"What are you doing standing there stupidly, come and help." Yang Yan glanced at me and said dissatisfiedly.

I woke up from a dream, smiled awkwardly, and stepped forward to tidy up the room. To borrow a common saying, men and women are not tired of working together, not to mention two sweet-hearted people, when cleaning up the room with her, I forgot all the unhappy things, every time I looked up at her, she seemed to have a sense, looked at each other, strong affection, everything was in plain sight.

When the room was restored to normal, I suddenly felt a little lost, like this, can there be a second time in this life? The answer is no, it is rare to have a few good memories in a person's life, and I, who have no interest, regard this as one of them.

We sat side by side on the edge of the bed, just because there was nowhere else to sit, and I didn't even have a stool because I had lived here all along.

Do you remember what I told you before I left the country? She asked me if I had bright and beautiful eyes.

I said yes, hesitated, and then I said that we were both young, and those words could be taken as a joke.

I didn't dare to look at her when I said this, I thought her face must not be good-looking, and the silence was terrible, and I could hear my heartbeat.

She said, do you have someone you like? If so, say it explicitly.

I shook my head, now I have nothing.

She asked again, why is that, don't you like me?

I said, no, I've always liked it, I like it very much, and I've been thinking about you for a long time.

Why is that? I could tell she was happy.

Everyone has their own things that are hard to talk about, and I have them too, and I hope she can give me some time, which can be very short or a little long. In the end, I said, half a year, give me half a year, if you still have me in your heart at that time, we will never be separated again.

She looked at me for a while, said okay, didn't ask me why, she said I had waited for her for so long, and now she is waiting for me, isn't it half a year, soon.

I hope so, I look up at the bright lights of the world outside, listen to the noisy noise, and have a glimmer of hope in my heart.

Now, I know how beautiful my life was before. Ordinary is not a bad thing, when you encounter one after another, incredible, or difficult to choose, or unable to control your own destiny, you will know how happy ordinary it is.

As night fell, it was getting dark, and we had a good chat, but we had to separate. I said you should go, I'll send you.

She seemed disappointed, like temptation, and said faintly, "Aren't you going to keep me?"

I don't know where I attract her, she is like a fairy in the sky, and I am a poor ** silk in the mortal world. The meaning of this sentence is so obvious, but I don't seem to understand it.

I'm too small here, I'm afraid of wronging you, let's go, I'll send you.

She said that you are really different, in the ** city, you can still be so conservative, I didn't look at the wrong person.

I don't know if this is a compliment to me, or if I am a hillbilly and backward in my thinking. Before that, I would definitely keep her, even if there is no future, it will be worth it for a night of romance, but it is not certain that I can spend it safely tonight, what else do I have to think about this?

We went downstairs side by side, and I offered not to take the elevator, and she didn't object. In the dark hallway, she hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear how stupid she used to be, and now she just wants a stable home.

I was speechless, only to speak with action, I groped her face, kissed her lips gently, a plain word, is my promise, I will give you a warm home.

Downstairs, there was already a BMW 730 waiting below, driven by a man who looked very handsome. When she saw me and her come out, she greeted me very warmly, and I could feel that the man was very hostile to me, and at this time, I felt that I was like a clown, a fool who was being played.

I turned my head to look at her, and she was watching me, and a thousand words vanished in an instant when I saw her tender eyes. Yes, it is normal for her to shine as brightly as she is, and it is normal for the stars to hold the moon, and she can express it to me so truly, what can I be dissatisfied with?

If she didn't want me to know, she could have found an excuse to call the man and ask him to leave and wait in the distance. But she didn't, what does that mean? She is not afraid that I will see it, she is not afraid that I will misunderstand, so why should I be bored and suspicious.

I watched her get into the car, and the man was very attentive, opened the door for her, and looked at me with a warning look as he left. And I'm the only one in my eyes, and I think she is.

Back in the room, I calmed down, left everything behind, and opened the book "Si Ming Tai Chi Xuan Zhen Sutra", for me, it is something that can save my life, so I can't wait to learn it.

Turning the first page, it is written, the way of heaven is impermanent, heaven and earth are unkind, there is one thought in the heart, there is no self and no law. What does that mean? I don't know, anyway, these masters like to play tricks and say something that others don't understand, if you want to understand, then you are also a master.

"Si Ming Tai Chi Xuan Zhen Sutra" is divided into six articles, which are the introductory chapter, the enlightenment chapter, the Tai Chi chapter, the Tai Xuan chapter, and the Si Ming chapter, as for the sixth article, a word is written, and a sentence, immortal! If you are old and do not die, you will be an immortal, and if you ascend to the sky, you will become an immortal.

When I saw this, my heart jumped, could this be a way to become an immortal? The word immortal, throughout the ages, how many warlocks have devoted their lives to study, for what? Isn't it just to be able to transcend life and death and soar into immortals.

As a pure modern person, immortals are ethereal legends to me, and the current era is science-oriented, but many things cannot be explained by science, or can barely be explained.

After becoming a ghost, it subverted my perception of the world, and I also understood one thing, the things recorded in the world cannot be groundless. The ancients in many things, compared with the development of science and technology now, more than the present, many predecessors, have written an article to record the prefecture, is now criticized as superstitious heresy.

Could it be that those people who have been passed down through the ages are masters of making up stories? Is it used to deceive the world? As the old saying goes, rumors stop at the wise, but the ghosts and monsters that circulate are said directly, and most of them are in the pen of the wise, such as Hupuzi Ge Hong, Guiguzi Wang Chan, all of which record the ghosts and gods.

And I have now confirmed the existence of this matter with real experience. There are positive and negative sides in the world, there is yin and yang, everything has benefits and disadvantages, there is an underworld, there must be immortals and gods, and it is not a rumor to become an immortal.

To get back to the point, what the introductory chapter talks about is the method of refining qi and cultivating oneself. Qi is a necessity for human beings, it is omnipresent, if the air, if there is no air, people can not survive, the wisdom of the predecessors, under the exploration of generations, finally formed a set of cultivation system.

Introducing qi into the body is the basis for entry, and if you can't do it, it is a body that cannot be cultivated, let alone become an immortal. Qi is invisible, and there is no trace to be found, but according to the introductory chapter, qi exists in the body, only depends on whether you can explore it and control it, which is also the essence of human qi.

As is the case on the Internet, if you want to find qi, put your tongue on the roof of your mouth, cross your legs and knees, inhale concentratingly, and calm your mind. When breathing, there are three long and one short, feel the direction of the airflow, and find the qi of the meridians.

It is specially marked in the book that if you want to practice, it is not a matter of one or two days, it lies in perseverance and unremitting efforts. Ordinary people, especially adults, have a disordered mind and find it difficult to calm down and feel, so the best age to cultivate is an ignorant child who has no distractions and is very easy to succeed.

Like me, I belong to the former, and after a whole night of cultivation, I didn't feel the so-called qi, but I felt that after a night, my legs were sore.

However, it is undeniable that when I woke up on the second day, I felt refreshed, clear, and clearer, which means that this is not fiction.

Even if I didn't eat yesterday, I don't feel hungry today, and the magic of this is indescribable. After I had washed up, I was about to go out when I opened the door and found a person standing in the doorway, which startled me.

When I saw this person's face clearly, my heart suddenly sank, and the unreliable Taoist priest once again deceived me.

The person who came to kill me last night, and I was a general ghost, I wondered how he was so polite this time. The Taoist priest said that he has some Taoism, and it was his soul body that came last night, and today he actually used his real body to come to collect me, isn't he afraid that the police will come to the door?