"Ruri, why did you stop all of a sudden?

You're thinking about something, and your lips are about to be bitten by you. ”

As he walked, the exhausted black cat stood still. Ji Feng really didn't expect that he just casually asked the reason why black cats, a "typical otaku", liked anime, and it made her inexplicably have such a big reaction.

This one...... Could it be that the reason why otaku like anime, and even regard anime as a belief, is just to escape the dung of "reality"?

There must still be some people who are not like this, right? At least Ji Feng thinks that he is a different kind of otaku, and the black cat should also be ...... Not...... She really doesn't have to be like herself.

"No...... It's just that...... Suddenly I hated myself. ”

After a long time, in Ji Feng's worried and guilty gaze, the black cat showed an exhausted smile. Yuxi, who had been quietly watching her from the side, had a rare confusion in her pupils, as if she couldn't understand her inexplicable psychological changes at all.

But Ji Feng can understand. If he hadn't had excellent academic performance and programming skills, his interest in ACGMN would have been considered a bad career by his parents, teachers, and society.

In the pan-Chinese cultural circle, it is the value orientation of the whole society to judge heroes by success or failure, so successful people are heroes, and there is nothing bad about them, even if they are addicted to ACGMN, it is a "combination of work and rest"; Losers, on the other hand, have no human rights, and the slightest fault will be singled out to prove that their failure is self-inflicted, let alone indulged in homesickness.

I'm afraid that the current black cat has fallen into such self-denial, especially after comparing himself with him and Yuki, he will definitely have the idea that he is simply an ant.

"I'm sorry, but I didn't mean to accuse you of anything.

I'm just trying to understand what it is like to be able to love anime and believe in anime. I myself can love anime characters, but I can't believe anime as a belief at all, so I wanted to see what other otaku think.

- I like the fantasy world of anime, but I'm a believer in Scientology, isn't that contradictory? ”

Looking at the reluctant smile that the black cat showed in order to make him and Youxi feel at ease, Ji Feng also showed a frank and sincere smile to the black cat. The tenderness contained in this smile brought some comfort to the black cat, but the self-denial from the social level made the black cat really unable to let go so easily.

She considers herself a proud "black beast", even if she admits her weakness, she still has to stick to this pride. This pride is not supported by beautiful appearance, noble background, or strong strength, this pride is her unyielding soul itself, as long as the soul is immortal, her pride will never be erased.

But it is precisely because of this pride that she is extremely unable to accept her humble and vulgar self. This is different from weakness, one is on the outside, and the other is on the inside. A humble and vulgar heart is not worthy of pride, and only arrogance and arrogance can breed in it.

"Why...... Can you smile so innocently? ”

Looking at Ji Feng's eyes as clear as snow, the black cat asked confused and unwillingly. And when Ji Feng heard her use "simple" to describe her smile, her eyes immediately opened incredibly, as if she had never thought that the self-proclaimed "wise man" would have a day when people thought she was innocent.

"Simple? Me?

I should say that it is pure, right?

I am a noble person, a pure person, a person who is detached from low tastes. ”

In order to hide his shyness, Ji Feng casually said a stalk that basically only Chinese people understand, and naturally provoked the black cat:

"Low-grade fun? Otaku is a low-level fun in your eyes! ”

The black cat, who was still weak just now, turned into a energetic warrior in a second, and she stared at Ji Feng's face with wide eyes, refusing to let go of even the slightest change.

She's really angry now, if Ji Feng just doesn't understand the fanatical belief in anime of ordinary otaku, but calling otaku fun a low-level fun is a naked contempt for all otaku. What's even more infuriating is that Ji Feng himself is also an otaku, this kind of traitor is the one who should be tied to the stake and burned to death, and the loving dog and the current dog can only be ranked behind.

"No, no, no, this is just a stalk in a Chinese textbook, you can just search on the Internet.

How could I possibly think that otaku are low-class tastes, and if I say that, I'm not a representative of low-class tastes myself? ”

"Hmph...... I'll search for it later.

Whether you're innocent or pure, what I want to know is why you really don't care about your homestay interests. You can't be unclear about the evaluation of otaku in the minds of ordinary people, right? ”

Since the words have already been said to this point, the black cat simply said it directly.

What she admires most about Ji Feng is that he can purely like anime, and he can also believe in Scientology very purely. He seemed to know exactly what he wanted—not the superficial level of wanting to buy new games and figurines, but the ultimate level of life about what kind of desires he had, what kind of future he wanted on the road of life.

This kind of clear and pure feeling is exactly what the black cat has always wanted but can't get, even before Ji Feng asked her that question, even she didn't realize that she didn't want to be in a mess all the time, and she also wanted to live like Ji Feng clearly.

No...... She didn't even realize that she had been living in a muddy state all along!

"Woo ......"

Seeing the black cat's serious look, Ji Feng also thought seriously for more than half a minute, and then finally looked at her eyes with sincerity and replied:

"It's anime because for me, it's just pure entertainment.

I like fantasy worlds just because they're more interesting; I like those virtual beautiful girls just because they're pretty and cute. For me, this kind of entertainment is no different from reading, exercising, singing, dancing, playing chess, etc.

In reality, if I have something I want, I will try to get it; When I encounter difficulties, I try to solve them or bypass them, and if I can't solve them, I admit defeat and choose to give up, but I don't use fantasy to replace reality.

The second dimension is a world that brings happiness to people, but it is not a world where people hide in it and escape something. Otaku are not criticized for their love of entertainment, and they treat the second dimension as the shell of a turtle and a snail, which is the real reason why they are generally looked down upon! ”