"Ji Fengjun, I won't regret it."

In Ji Feng's sincere and slightly worried gaze, Zhidai only thought for a moment before showing him a gentle but firm smile.

Her tone was not impassioned at all, as if she was talking about a very ordinary little thing, but it was that it made people feel more natural, as if she shouldn't have regretted it in the first place.

As of this moment, Ji Feng and the mission world they have experienced are still extremely peaceful. Even if in a corner of the school city, a poor Misaka sister has just been killed by a pass, and for Ji Feng, this is just a sad number.

- No matter how painful it is, numbers are just numbers after all, and they don't hurt people's skin. If you want to make a more impressive impression, you have to at least let them see the scenes that have to be mosaic.

However, Ji Feng could expect that except for Youxi, everyone in their reincarnation team would regret it. Or it can't be said to be complete regret, but when they see the video footage of Misaka's sister being brutally murdered or the crime scene, they will definitely have a trace of regret entering the main god space.

This little regret may take root in their hearts and grow stronger, and finally make them really begin to regret and even hate their own too naïve dream of adventure; But it's more likely that it just passed through their minds, regretting or grieving for a while, and then decided to continue their adventure, at most by looking for magic or a treasure that could change the tragedy.

Ji Feng thinks that both himself and Haruhi will be the latter reaction, while Tomoyo and the black cat may be the former. Although one of them decided to enter the main god space because they wanted to save something, and the other because they wanted to gain power and wanted to venture in another world, this does not mean that they will not regret it in the future - there are never a few people in this world who swear to their faces and immediately regret it when they turn around.

And, even if they feel that all their efforts are worth it when they succeed in saving others and succeed in gaining strength, what about after they have fulfilled their dreams? There is no reason to continue to stay in the main god space, but they must continue the dangerous journey with no end in sight in the main god space, otherwise they can only be confined to a space only the size of a football field, even if they can not grow old and die, they will regret it one day, right?

In fact, it was precisely because he foresaw this situation, and it was precisely because Ji Feng found that even he was not sure whether he would never regret it after thinking for a long time, that he was able to muster up the courage to go to the black cat for help, otherwise he would never dare to say to the black cat, "I want to find a chance to talk to Zhidai alone, so please cooperate".

However, to his surprise, Tomoyo's answer seemed to be a little too decisive...... Or it's too rash, it's not like a speech after careful thinking, it's not like Zhidai's style, but it's really from Zhidai's mouth!

"Ji Fengjun, although you are very smart and know the history and customs of Japan, you are not really Japanese after all.

Some of your ideas and the Japanese ...... At least it's very different from me. ”

Seeing the puzzled expression on Ji Feng's face, Zhidai's smile became a little bigger, perhaps because she finally discovered that Ji Feng was not an omniscient and omnipotent god of wisdom, but just a very intelligent ordinary person.

But no matter why Zhidai laughed, in short, she was indeed smiling now, and her smile was as gentle as a spring breeze, which made Ji Feng feel relaxed and happy, and the doubts and surprises in her stomach were also clear.

"The Chinese seem to value the result more, and if the result is not good, then all the efforts will be in vain, but the Japanese pay more attention to the process...... This is probably the case for most Japanese people.

The Chinese people may not be able to understand it, but in Japan, where earthquakes occur every day, one day they may lose their lives due to disasters such as earthquakes, fires, mudslides, and tsunamis—even if they don't do anything bad, they still die helplessly like Nagisa and Shio.

Life is short, and this is what the impermanence of the world means. Life is as beautiful and delicate as a chrysanthemum, and as short and easy to zero as a cherry blossom, it is natural for the Chinese people who live in safe land to understand it.

No...... Understanding should be able to understand, but Chinese people don't have this kind of personal experience, so the thoughts in their hearts are naturally different...... I can't say it either, but you should be able to understand what I'm trying to say, right?

In short, I really want to save the cherry blossom forest, save Nagisa and Shio, and save the girl in the fantasy world, and I'm really trying to 'hang my life on the line' - although we haven't encountered danger yet, it's true that I'm risking my life by a thread, right? Of course, I know this very well, and I should know it better than Ruri and Haruhi.

Whether it's my daily life or my adventures after entering the main god space, I have worked hard and seriously, and the vast majority of Japanese people live and work hard as well.

This is probably because Japanese people have a subconscious fear that they may die like cherry blossoms tomorrow, which is why they do their best to live. ”

Speaking of this, Zhidai raised his right hand and pressed it on his chest, his eyes like sapphire carefully stared at every change in Ji Feng's expression, confirming that he really took what he just said to heart, and then confessed to him the thoughts in his heart that he had never had a chance to say to anyone:

"So......

I don't really care what the outcome is.

Even after fulfilling my wishes, I will still live and take risks with all my heart, and will I regret the final outcome of the event...... I'll only start thinking about it when I'm living long enough.

Home...... When those things happened in my family, I just fought desperately every day, blindly venting my anger, which was equivalent to giving up on the result, giving up hope, doing something desperately every day, and then it didn't matter what the result was......

If it's not for the younger brother...... Our family, and myself, must have been shattered and zeroed out like this.

The real me is so confused and fragile, I can only see a small piece of light in front of me, and sometimes even this small piece of light is lost. Japanese...... Most Japanese people are like this, because the world is impermanent, so they don't think too far ahead, they just look at the front of the eye and move forward blindly, even desperately, and the two world wars have a lot to do with this character.

So you don't have to worry too much about my feelings and thoughts, because I'm really just keeping my head down and moving forward, and I don't have to look up if someone is leading the way.

Ha...... Why am I ......? I even told you what I thought in my heart. Maybe after coming to the main god space, after gaining superpowers, or maybe all along, I actually want to talk to someone like this.

Ji Fengjun...... Captain......

Thank you, thank you for talking to me, thank you for listening to me carefully.

It's true...... Thank you so much. ”