139 Starry Sky
The integration of the East Campus and the West Campus is proceeding rapidly, and Jian Ze's various means are also showing at this moment, Xu Fumeng doesn't understand these, but he can see that the two campuses that were originally split have a clear division of labor at this moment, and the division is in good order, Jian Ze's power is actually equivalent to his backing, at this moment, for the last days, he is a little sensitive for the first time, he also has some sense of security, after all, there are more than 700 people standing behind him at the moment, including more than 300 people. 》
At this moment, he was holding a fairy tale book, so that he could finally let the wish fall asleep peacefully, he looked at the sleeping wish, this beautiful look like a girl's dementia, at the moment he slept sweetly, the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, as if he was dreaming. In fact, Xu Fumeng also had a strange feeling in his heart, speaking of which, he had not been in contact with Xu Yuan for a long time, at first it was just to repay Xu Luolan's kindness, after all, this housekeeper was equivalent to saving his life, if he broke through at the beginning, that group of people broke in, he would naturally be extremely dangerous.
But then this kindness naturally evolved into feelings, which made him a little puzzled, wishing that this child seems to be born with a magic power, so that the people around him have been in contact with him for a long time, and they will have feelings, just like Jian Ze and Xiaojuan, who also love this little nephew very much at this moment. Perhaps God deprived the child of wisdom, but gave him a special affinity.
Xu Fumeng slightly covered him with a quilt and walked out of the room, time always slips away quietly without people noticing, the day of the birth of the salvation island is getting closer and closer, and he already has a great sense of oppression.
How would it feel when all the survivors saw the elite of all walks of life on that island? What will it be like when they see that some of the social experiences they know appear intact in front of them, while they are abandoned, concealed and deceived, struggling to survive in the last days?
And at this moment, Ning Ying on the island of salvation must not be able to awaken the ability. Her safety needs to be guarded by himself, he needs not only strong strength, he also needs a strong enough force as a solid backing.
In front of the teacher's dormitory, there is a lawn, and the night is closed, and the faint moonlight is sprinkled on the withered grass, which seems a little cold and lonely.
Xu Fumeng leaned on the railing, glanced down slightly, and found that Chen Xiaomu was leaning against a dead tree at the moment, sitting blankly looking at the stars in the sky. If this big boy with a very low sense of existence is looking at him, I'm afraid it will be difficult to find it, he is really "floating", and it is always difficult to attract attention at a glance.
Xu Fumeng went down directly from the second floor, he controlled his body, even when he landed, there was no sound, just like a black cat walking in the night, always so silent.
Chen Xiaomu was leaning against the dead tree at the moment. This tall, slightly thin boy was looking at the sky, his eyes were full of confusion, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Xu Fumeng did not deliberately restrain his footsteps. But Chen Xiaomu didn't notice this, just a person in a quiet daze.
Xu Fumeng patted him on the shoulder, and Chen Xiaomu trembled slightly, obviously frightened. He instinctively took out the dagger in his arms, and was relieved to see that it was Xu Fumeng. He put the weapon back in his arms.
Xu Fumeng sat down beside him, except for the dirt under his buttocks, it was withered grass, and the days of sitting on the green grass in the past have become so nostalgic, I have to say that the last days of resource depletion give people the feeling of endless depression, looking at it, everything looks gray, dilapidated bricks and tiles, dead wood and grass, there is no trace of vitality.
"What's wrong? Your sister is still in a coma, don't take good care of her and still come out in a daze? Xu Fumeng said.
Chen Xiaomu turned his head and glanced at him, and said, "Sister Xinyan is helping my sister deal with some small wounds and wipe her body, it's inconvenient, I'll come out to sit down." ”
Xu Fumeng nodded, he just sat quietly, and he hadn't looked up at this starry sky for a long time.
"Brother Meng, do you know, when I first opened my eyes, I was frightened by the scene in front of me, dilapidated, dried up, withered, people are bloodthirsty and selfish, doing everything in order to live, hypocrites, gluttons, hypocrites, power, these people are everywhere, I sometimes wonder, why is life so fragile? Why is human civilization so vulnerable? ”
"It's like the earthquake of '08, nature only needs to shake its body a little, and countless people will lose their lives. In the past, I thought that man was great, conquered nature and the earth, and had put his footsteps in outer space, and human beings were constantly improving, but the more I came later, the more I felt the insignificance and ignorance of human beings. A fire, a knife, a bullet can end a life. ”
Chen Xiaomu stretched out his arms and let himself lie on the lawn, looking a little melancholy.
Xu Fumeng didn't speak, he just quietly listened to the troubles in the big boy's heart.
"Brother Meng, why can't people's fate be in their own hands, why can there always be someone who can control the life and death of others, and even be happy today, but tomorrow may not see the sun, are people really so humble?"
Xu Fumeng also lay on the lawn, he pointed to the natural stars, and said: "Time will always change many things, and the stars in the sky always watch everything change, but even if they are, they will not be eternal. ”
Xu Fumeng suddenly remembered what the drunkard father said before, and he spoke: "A real strong man is not fearless, but at all times, he maintains a little awe in his heart. ”
Chen Xiaomu was slightly stunned, after the end of the world, everyone realized this more deeply.
"Brother Meng, am I useless? Now everyone has awakened their abilities, but I'm the only one who keeps holding back. Although Chen Xiaomu said frustrating words, his tone did not fluctuate too much, this big boy always likes to hide his emotions, too restrained and shy.
Chen Xiaomu may have suffered a little thing today, and he found that he was so powerless today. He knows martial arts, and his marksmanship is also very good, but these are far from enough, he still can't protect his sister well, and on the contrary, Chen Xiaolin has always stood at the forefront and protected all the people around him.
He still remembers the day of his eighteenth birthday, his father drank with him all night, when his father patted him on the shoulder and told him, Xiaomu, you will be a man in the future, not only can you drink like a man, you also have to learn to protect the people around you, protect your mother, your sister, maybe one day, when I am old, you will also have to protect this family.
Unfortunately, not long after that night, the end of the world came, destroying his family, but fortunately his sister was still alive.
"Brother Meng, do you know? My sister has been very fierce since she was a child, when she played with the children in the community, I was bullied, she would stand up and scold people every time, and the children in the whole community were afraid of her, the full child king. Chen Xiaomu talked about his childhood past, as if he remembered the picture of Chen Xiaolin scolding people, and a slight smile appeared on his face.
Xu Fumeng also substituted into the picture, Chen Xiaolin was still very calm in the team, this policewoman was calm, and Shang Qiyang can be regarded as Xu Fumeng's current right-hand man, but listening to Chen Xiaomu talking about the scolding plot when he was a child, Xu Fumeng was a little unimaginable.
"Once, when my sister was not there, those children bullied me again, laughing at me that without my sister, I was the weakest one, the one who was always protected by my sister." The corners of Chen Xiaomu's mouth hooked up a wry smile.
"My sister has been strong since she was a child, and later she also applied for the police academy, and after entering the police force, she must be strong after entering the police force, and she will always help me solve any problems, and she will always help me solve them, many times I still complain about her, feeling that I am so useless, mainly because she has done too much for me." When Chen Xiaomu said this, he couldn't help laughing a few times at himself.
"Brother Meng, you said that the person who always hides behind a woman is not a coward?" Chen Xiaomu suddenly spoke.
Xu Fumeng remained silent, because he felt that any words seemed very weak, what Chen Xiaomu needed was a breakthrough in himself, maybe he hadn't awakened for a long time, this big boy really felt a heavy pressure, and this time Chen Xiaolin's coma completely broke out the pressure that he had been pent up for a long time, although his outburst was very silent, just talking, in a daze, I am afraid that in his heart, he has already turned the river and the sea.
"Brother Meng, I really want to stand in front of my sister once, I really want him to know that I have grown up, and I should protect her." Chen Xiaomu's voice became softer and softer, and he looked at Chen Xiaolin's room, his eyes were a little dazed and worried.
Chen Xiaomu stood up, patted the dead grass stuck to his body, and said, "Brother Meng, thank you for listening to me complain, Sister Xinyan should be almost done, and I should go back too." ”
Xu Fumeng also stood up, looked at Chen Xiaomu, and said, "In fact, every time I am at ease, I have experienced countless times of inability behind it. ”
Chen Xiaomu was slightly stunned, bowed slightly towards Xu Fumeng, and then strode towards the teacher's dormitory.
This sentence was inadvertently seen by Xu Fumeng before the end of the world, and he didn't know why, which stirred his nerves. He can do everything calmly now, but who knows how much he actually went through?
He looked up at the bright starry sky again, and couldn't help but think of Kant's most famous sentence.
"There are two things, and the deeper and more enduring I think about them, the more enduring the admiration and awe they evoke in my soul: the vast and brilliant starry sky above our heads, and the sublime moral law in our hearts."
After the end of the world, how many people have become ruthless, and how many people grovel in order to survive. Xu Fumeng is not noble, but he is also not ashamed. He can kill, but his blood is still hot.
He muttered to himself as he walked, and that was Kant's last sentence.
"And they are both testimonials to me, that God is above my head and in my heart!" (To be continued......)
ps: Is there a monthly pass? The gods behind are getting closer and closer to us.,Their staying power is amazing.,Everyone should have a new monthly ticket.,Trouble vote for the plunder of the end of the world.,It's very depressing to write the end of the world.,Everyone vote for a few monthly tickets to make me happy.。