CHAPTER XXXIX

He began to feel homesick.

Home is always a warm harbor, especially when the lonely boat is lost, what he misses most is the harbor.

Homesick and stressful. He wanted to talk to Ruan Xiyue, he felt that he hadn't talked to Ruan Xiyue for a long time. Although the two still hold hands and walk together every night recently, neither of them can feel the temperature of each other's palms. Zhang Chengyuan decided to have a good talk with Ruan Xiyue tonight, explain to her the innocence between himself and Chen Jiatong, tell Ruan Xiyue that he was homesick, and confide in her that he was anxious that he couldn't keep up with the class......

Ruan Xiyue was late, in fact, she was always late lately.

In the afterglow of the sunset, Zhang Chengyuan waited silently. While waiting, he noticed that by the south wall of the playground, Sun Pengcheng was standing under a tree looking up at the sky.

Following Sun Pengcheng's gaze, Zhang Chengyuan looked up at the sky, and in the sunset, a flock of birds circled and flew away.

"Oh, it's dark, and the birds are coming home. Sun Pengcheng must also be homesick! Zhang Chengyuan thought silently in his heart, but he didn't want to go over and talk to Sun Pengcheng.

Sun Pengcheng is in the same class as Leng Changhe. After Zhang Chengyuan and Ruan Xiyue were together, he never dared to face Leng Changhe, and even the other partners in the current group, he didn't dare to face it.

"I'm sorry I'm late." Ruan Xiyue didn't know when to walk to Zhang Chengyuan's side.

Her face was dripping with sweat, and her breath was not even out yet.

"You? What are you doing? Why do you sweat so much? Zhang Chengyuan said, reaching out to wipe Ruan Xiyue's cheek.

Ruan Xiyue tilted her head slightly, but after all, she still didn't dodge, and let Zhang Chengyuan help her wipe her sweat.

"Xiyue~" Zhang Chengyuan gently cupped her face with both hands, "I want to talk to you well, okay?" ”

Ruan Xiyue looked up at Zhang Chengyuan, there was sadness, pity, and many other complicated colors in her eyes.

Zhang Chengyuan couldn't read her eyes.

"Say whatever you want, just say it~" Ruan Xiyue pulled Zhang Chengyuan's hand down, and the two walked along the playground as always.

"Originally, I didn't want to explain, Chen Jiatong and I really don't have anything, but I'm afraid that you will think about it, so I still want to clarify it with you." Zhang Chengyuan explained very sincerely.

"It's nothing." Ruan Xiyue only said four words. The tone is not gentle, but it is not indifferent either, and Xiyue's words are also unpredictable.

"Xiyue, you, don't you believe me?" Zhang Chengyuan stood still, looking at her sincerely with his eyes.

"I believe you, really." Shigetsu nodded.

But from the tone of her voice, Zhang Chengyuan noticed a trace of tiredness.

Zhang Chengyuan had no choice but to move on to the next topic. "Xiyue, that, it's almost the end of the term, are you sure about the exam?"

Ruan Xiyue nodded: "I have my own measure, don't worry." ”

"However, I have been in a bad state lately. I couldn't keep up with the class and it was stressful. Xiyue, I think, I always feel that you are getting colder and colder to me, and I don't have the heart to study at all. ”

Ruan Xiyue looked up at Zhang Chengyuan, her brows furrowed, and she finally showed a trace of concern for Zhang Chengyuan: "Don't be like this." Don't think about it, I don't have anything to do with you. If you feel that the revision time is delayed, we will not be out in the evening for the next few days of the term. ”

When Zhang Chengyuan heard Ruan Xiyue say this, his heart hurt even more: "You, don't you want to see me so much?" ”

Ruan Xiyue reached out and gently grabbed Zhang Chengyuan's hand and said, "I'm sorry, it's been me who hasn't been good lately." I have a lot on my mind, and I don't care enough about you. ”

Zhang Chengyuan hugged Ruan Xiyue's shoulders tightly with both hands, and asked seriously, "Xiyue, what's wrong with you?" Do you still love me? What is going on in your heart, can you tell me honestly? If you really don't like me anymore, please tell me honestly! ”

Ruan Xiyue kept her head down, and she didn't look directly at Zhang Chengyuan's gaze. "I ...... I've been in a lot of trouble lately. Can you give me some more time? ”

The temperature in Zhang Chengyuan's heart was sucked away by Ruan Xiyue's ruthless words. He silently withdrew the hand that was on Ruan Xiyue's shoulder, and the grievance in his chest turned into a cold sentence: "I'm sorry, then I won't bother you!" ”

After saying that, Zhang Chengyuan sank his face, turned his head, and walked away.

How he hoped that Ruan Xiyue would catch up and apologize to him and explain something to him. But she didn't. She just stood silently.

Every step Zhang Chengyuan took, he felt that his heart was farther away from Ruan Xiyue. He believed that there was no place for him in Ruan Xiyue's heart, although he didn't know what the reason was.

Misunderstanding, always, separates the two more and more in silence.

If, of course only if.

If Zhang Chengyuan had extraordinary hearing, he could hear Ruan Xiyue, who was still standing dozens of meters behind him, the whispered words of sorry and the sound of her tears hitting the ground, would there be another ending for the two of them in the future?

"That's it?" Zhang Chengyuan's tears burst out of his eyes, he was unwilling that his first love did not come to an end, and he couldn't even figure out the reason.

He walked towards the figure of Sun Pengcheng who was still sitting under the tree under the trees on the south wall, he was unwilling, he wanted to ask for understanding, he didn't care about the estrangement, he wanted to ask Sun Pengcheng to understand, whether Ruan Xiyue and Leng Changhe were on the right track.

Zhang Chengyuan walked in the direction of Sun Pengcheng, and with the help of the street lights on the playground, he vaguely saw Sun Pengcheng sitting under the tree in a daze, as if he was asleep.

"Sun Pengcheng." Zhang Chengyuan approached him and shouted his name.

Sun Pengcheng lowered his head and ignored him.

"Sun Pengcheng, I have something I want to talk to you about!"

Sun Pengcheng still didn't look up.

Zhang Chengyuan walked up to Sun Pengcheng and found a large black mark on his light blue shirt.

He crouched down, took a closer look, and with an "ahh

The big black stain was blood.

In the faint light, the cut wound on Sun Pengcheng's throat looked extremely terrifying.

Some time ago, the experience of himself and Chen Jiatong being attacked by strangers instantly recalled that Zhang Chengyuan felt that horror had soaked into every nerve of his own. He sat frozen on the ground, not daring to move.

"Those must have done it!" Zhang Chengyuan thought in his heart, but his body didn't dare to move.

"If those people did it, would they still be around now?" Zhang Chengyuan thought and used his peripheral vision to scan the surroundings, but he didn't dare to look back.

With the help of the street lights in the playground behind him, Zhang Cheng didn't see anyone else. There was only Sun Pengcheng's body in front of him.

Zhang Chengyuan's gaze moved along Sun Pengcheng's body, and finally stopped at his right hand.

On the ground on Sun Pengcheng's right, something was vaguely drawn.

Words!

Zhang Chengyuan instantly realized the importance of the strokes on the land.

Although scribbled, it is faintly recognizable.

"Y Bird CN Branch"

Although he couldn't read what Sun Pengcheng was referring to, his sense of fear intensified, Zhang Chengyuan turned his head violently, and ran towards the guards in the dormitory building next to the playground at a speed of 100 meters.

A few minutes later, the alarm went off and the campus was boiling again.

All the classmates were terrified by Sun Pengcheng's death.

If the last attack on Zhang Chengyuan and Chen Jiatong had cast a shadow of fear on the students, this time, the students were pierced by fear.

Zhang Chengyuan was dragged by Instructor Lu to record a confession, and briefly described the process of notifying the guards as soon as he found Sun Pengcheng's body.

Downstairs in the dormitory, the students were talking about the frying pot.

Watching Zhang Chengyuan walk back to the dormitory, his classmates surrounded him in an uproar and asked nonsense.

The partners of the Excellence Alliance rushed into the innermost, and their lives were at stake, and the small estrangement between Zhang Chengyuan and the others suddenly disappeared.

In the midst of the gossip of his classmates, Zhang Chengyuan put his mouth into Zhu Tianyao's ear and said, "There is a suicide note, the words are not very clear, I copied a copy and stuffed the note in your pocket." ”

Zhu Tiancao listened, feeling a hand reach into his pocket.

"Go back to your dorm! No discussion! Teacher Lu shouted loudly and rushed downstairs to the dormitory, "What happened tonight, the school will do its best to investigate." Students immediately return to the dormitory, and they are not allowed to go out alone at night, and they must ensure their personal safety until the murderer is found! Good! Disband! ”

Teacher Lu gave an order, and the students made another uproar and withdrew to the dormitory.

Zhu Tiancao took out a note as he walked, and the other partners of the Excellence Alliance also came up, and the note said "Y Bird CN Branch".