Chapter 59: Nightmare
"Do you think this sandstorm can't stop?" Talia said with some deflatedness. "I don't know how long it has been, but the wind is still so loud."
"What are you talking about? Aren't you also a meteorology major, and you know that any sandstorm doesn't last long. Chen Zaihai said. All we can do now is wait. ”
Chen Zaihai is right, we have no other way but to wait now. The wind outside is too strong, and even if we have gas masks, we can ensure that we will not suffocate in the high-speed air, and our vision will be very restricted. Not only will you get lost, but you may also go around in circles and end up not being able to find the train anywhere.
The atmosphere was very depressing, no one took the initiative to speak anymore, and even Chen Zaihai, who had been idle, listened quietly to the bonfire in a daze. As time passed slowly, I gradually became a little worried. The sweat in the palms of my hands is getting more and more, and my mood has become very heavy, after all, can this place really be viewed with what we call common sense?
Who would have thought that there would be such a huge cavity how many meters underground? This place itself is a kind of unreasonableness, and we have always measured it with reason. Is that really right? Maybe the sandstorm here won't stop, it will blow until we slowly decay, just like the evil wind in the hell of Ahbi
The light of the fire became a little erratic, and I went to my backpack and found that there was not much coal left to use. We've collected all the coal that fell into the cab, and if we run out of it, we'll have to risk getting it from the outside.
The sound of the gravel hitting the outer shell of the train made me drowsy, and being trapped here would give me more time than a day, and if I counted the time I was unconscious, I wouldn't feel sleepy anymore. But in fact, as long as people stay in a small space for a long time and do nothing, this kind of burnout will naturally occur, and coupled with this endless crackling sound, all of us feel like we are listening to a lullaby.
I can't sleep yet, who knows what will happen when I'm asleep, and I can't just give my initiative to unknown luck. I could see that everyone else around me was trying to keep myself from falling asleep, and it was a really painful process, fighting against drowsiness
We just stared at each other for a long time. But in the end, I didn't succeed in staying awake and fell asleep against the iron plate.
This time I had a lot of strange dreams, and I haven't dreamed much since I went underground. Maybe it's because I'm too tired when I'm awake, and as soon as my highly tense nerves relax, I go straight to a deep sleep. But this time it was a little different, we had been doing it here for a long time, and the physical fatigue had long since disappeared, and what made us fall asleep was only mental boredom and fatigue.
I dreamed of a very jumble of things, one moment the weird cloud map, the other the horrible lice. The inexplicable darkness of the night before coming out of Beijing also appeared. Actually, the place I was in was also very dark, but I just didn't know why, and I could sense the darkness very clearly. No matter what the environment is, it exists there, there, and it exists irrevocably
Unlike last time, this time my parents crawled out of it covered in blood, and they looked at me with very strange eyes as they crawled, their chapped lips closed one by one, as if they had been trying to say something to me. But there was a very harsh voice all around, similar to a woman screaming at a very high frequency, and I couldn't hear what they were saying.
I was scared, but I was also very curious about what they were trying to say, so I could only freeze in place. The darkness was always trying to pull them back, and I could feel their presence disappearing little by little. Gradually, the lower half of their bodies melted, turning little by little into blood from the bottom to the top.
But they didn't seem to care at all, and they kept trying to crawl towards me, and that strange look gradually turned into despair. Seeing their appearance, the feelings that I had hidden for a long time finally broke out, the stiffness in my body disappeared, and I didn't care about any fear, I just ran towards them vigorously, I wanted to save them!
No matter how many years have passed, subconsciously I can clearly recall the voice and appearance of my parents, and the bits and pieces of getting along with each other when I was a child have been sealed in the deepest place in my memory. On the surface, I may seem to be unconcerned, but now this dream has completely torn my disguise. I couldn't do anything to see them disappear in front of me again!
Although they don't look like people at three points and ghosts at seven points, they are still my parents! After walking through the sticky darkness around me, I grabbed their hands tightly, I screamed, I screamed, I tried like crazy to pull them out of the darkness.
But in the end, I still failed, and I don't know why, I suddenly didn't have a focus on my hand, so I flew backwards. When I reacted and looked at my hands, all I saw was a thick red color, full of blood like a bloodletting pool that I had reached into.
I looked at my parents in horror, their hands had turned into puddles of blood, and the blood was gradually spreading to their heads. To my surprise, their mouths began to move faster, as if they knew that their time was short, what were they trying to convey to me?
I immediately got up and ran towards them again. Their faces had gradually melted into blood, dripping down little by little. By the time I ran to them, they had almost nothing left, and to my creep I was that only two chapped lips had not turned into blood at the end, and I no longer knew who it belonged to
This time I was so close, so close that I could touch it with a casual stretch of my hand. However, I didn't have the courage to do so. It was still in the blood, and although I still didn't see what it was saying, I could clearly see its subtle movements this time
From this mouth shape, I seem to understand what it means
Small-heart-back-back-fast-escape" Watch your back, run away! The screams of the medium-high woman suddenly disappeared, and the words of the mouth became clear at once, it was a deep male voice, and it sounded as if he was enduring some great pain, and every word was squeezed out of his teeth. However, there was nothing in front of me except two lips and a large pool of blood, and the teeth and other things were long gone. I could hear the voice very clearly, as if danger was behind me.
The sudden disappearance of the screams made my whole body tense, and the two lips also turned into blood as the screams disappeared. I could hear it clearly, tears were flowing irreversibly, and I couldn't get it wrong, it was my father's voice. It was exactly the same as it was before he stuffed me into the cellar, and I will never forget that anxious and uneasy tone!
Be careful behind the scenes, I really think I heard this sentence from Lin Yiru, what does it mean. Just when I was completely immersed in grief, I felt that something was really going on behind me. Unlike the scream I had just heard, an indescribable sound gradually sounded behind me.
The description of a sound always has to be compared with another sound in order to appear clear. For example, it is as loud as thunder, and as light as a feather falling to the ground. But the voice behind me couldn't be described like that, because I had never heard anything like it.
It felt as if the voice didn't belong to this world at all, and the only thing I felt was horror, the sticky creeps like maggots on the tarsal bones, and the hairs on my body stood up as if they were about to break away from my body. I knew I couldn't run away now, and whatever was behind me, it was close to the point where it could spray me in the neck with a sneeze
"Old Su! Old Sue! Wake up! What happened to you? "In the midst of the chaos, I felt a voice calling me far away. The voice was very familiar, familiar to the point of under-beating.
My consciousness suddenly became clear, and the blood in front of me and the strange sound behind me suddenly became very blurry as if they were covered with a layer of gauze. In the end, it disappeared completely.
I opened my eyes, and in front of me was Chen Zaihai and Talia, who were worried, and the four engineers were also guarding us not far away. yes, I was dreaming just now, and I felt like I couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality in a daze.
Just now, I unconsciously fell asleep against the inner wall of the cab, and I had a dream for the first time in a long time, but I can't remember the specific content of that dream. I just felt that the dream was very chaotic and painful, and I thought that even if they didn't call me, I would wake up on my own.
"What happened to you? Sweating so loudly, how can you still wake up. Chen Zaihai looked at me strangely and said.
"Nothing, nothing. It's just a nightmare. I was shocked and said, is that really a dream? It felt so real, and the grief and terror of losing something important hadn't completely disappeared even now when I woke up.
I think my expression must be very distorted now, and Chen Zaihai and the others are not at all relieved by what I said.
"That must be a very painful dream, right? You're crying so much," Talia looked at me with great distress.
Am I crying? After listening to her, I immediately wiped the moist feeling from the corners of my eyes with my hand, and I really cried. It seems that the dream really touched something deep inside me. What did I see in my dream?
Just as I was wondering to myself, Talia leaned in and gently hugged my head. I don't know how I really calmed down gradually, and her arms were very warm, giving me a sense of reassurance.
"How do you feel?" Talia touched my head and looked down at me.
She hugged me from behind, and now I could feel the majesty of her chest very clearly on the back of my neck. To be honest, I don't know how to react
"It's a method that has been handed down from our hometown, and it can only be used among family members, and it doesn't work for others." Talia said softly. "No matter what painful things you remember, don't forget that we are always there for you."
"That means you looked really scared to death just now, if it weren't for Talia saying I would have thought you were going to die." After Chen Zaihai saw that my expression gradually softened, he said with peace of mind.
yes, no matter what I encounter, there will always be both of them around. There is nothing to be afraid of, they have been born and died together so many times, even if they die, they will not be too lonely on the bridge.
And does Talia treat me like family? This makes me a little happy, Chen Zaihai won't talk about it, we have long treated each other as brothers. This mission deepened this feeling, and as for Talya, I think he was such a gentle person.
After all, the two of us are very similar, we have not usually lived a real relationship, and we yearn for a real relationship
"Well, now that the old man has woken up. It's time to talk about what's going on out there. At this time, Chen Zaihai said something that made me a little confused.
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