Zhixia lay quietly in the big hole that he was smashed in, and the blow he was sent flying just now was almost no less than being directly hit by a high-speed car.

Even if his close-fitting CCG-specific body armor blocked most of the impact, the remaining aftermath was not acceptable to an ordinary person.

Although he has one-third of the recovery ability of the mew seed in this world, he is not a mew seed after all, although he has not died, but he has also lost the ability to fight.

Gently raised his head and looked at the guy who knocked himself away, that monster like a spider, even if he was unharmed, what could he do?

Facing the six giant centipedes waving in the air, Zhixia felt as powerless as he had faced Youmat and the others.

It's still too weak, Zhixia thought helplessly.

But it's useless to say anything now, this time it's really planted, here, to end your boring life, your life without goals.

What is the purpose of coming to this world, at this time, Zhixia realized that he didn't even have a goal, and it didn't matter if he died without a goal, anyway, he had no meaning to exist.

It's too troublesome to mess around or something, so it's better to die directly.

Completing the task of traveling the world, traveling in various worlds or something, that is just a mandatory task, and travel is wandering, and there is no place to belong.

I don't know why, when he was about to die, Zhixia recalled his life in his mind, that is, the marquee.

What was I like in the beginning?

I have no memory, just a strange system, come to a strange world, and analyze the information given by the task, at that time, I estimated that I was only fourteen years old, and I was still a child.

At that time, I was so scared and scared that I was so hungry that I was about to die, but I didn't even have the courage to get out of that dark warehouse.

I was really pitiful at that time!

Zhixia laughed self-deprecatingly.

No memories, no past, no friends, no loved ones, not even a person to whom to confide their fears, just rummaging through dark warehouses hoping to find food that would sustain their lives.

Finally, when he was about to starve to death, he found the half piece of bread, which not only represents the suspension of hunger, but also represents a glimmer of hope in this world.

And at that time, the door of the warehouse opened, and the dazzling sunlight made my eyes unbearable and closed, and at that moment I was at a loss, what the outside world was like, and what the people outside were like, I didn't know at all.

I don't know what kind of person the guy who opened the warehouse door is.

It was also at that time that I saw Sister Shiina with a cold face, and I was really lucky! met such a kind guy, obviously a expressionless face of three no ice cubes, but it was really cold and hot, and the corners of Zhixia's mouth were filled with a happy smile.

That guy actually promised a guy he didn't know and treated him as a younger brother, did she see the confusion and fear in her eyes at that time, it should be.

But that commitment gave the empty self a pillar of the heart, so that he would not be lonely and afraid in a strange world, let himself truly integrate into the world, and let himself know that no matter what he did, he would have a sister behind him.

After that, the days of studying with Sister Shiina were happier than now, I don't know how many times.

During that time, I must have been the happiest time.

According to the words of the afterlife, I should have been redeemed at that time.

Although Shiina-san sister still disappeared.

The world after death, the first world came to that world is so happy, although it has been fighting, but it is really happy, very happy, everyone is so simple.

By the way, there is also that cute and cute little angel, whose exaggerated expression ability and method of letting everyone be redeemed really make me want to laugh.

I couldn't help but help her, because I helped her, so I got entangled with those guys on the aftermath front, and then fought with the shadow together, and fought together to the end, and I - didn't I cry at the final graduation ceremony.

Happiness can't last forever, everyone is still gone, Iwasawa, Hinata, Yuri, and that Naoi Fumito.

Zhixia's mind recalled the scene at that time, the vice president holding his hat in both hands and his face full of tears,

"If I hadn't met Edano-san, I would probably never have been freed, but ...... I," Fumito Naoi wiped the tears from his face with his sleeve, "I won't be confused anymore!" ”

Very loudly, Naoi Bunto shouted,

"Thank you!"

"I see!" Zhixia muttered, "I've also redeemed others, so I don't have any regrets in my life, Sister Shiina." ”

"In this way, I don't have the meaning of living without a goal, right, Summer, Ling, I'm sorry, although it's very good to save you, but I can't do it, no goal, useless, what can I do now?"

Zhixia's hand slowly put on the scarf around his neck, no matter when, he would not take it off, feeling the touch on it, Zhixia's heart was full of peace.

The blue-haired and red-eyed Shiina suddenly appeared in front of Zhixia, slowly put his hand on Zhixia's head, stroked it gently, didn't say anything, just looked at him gently.

"Hallucinations?"

Although he said hallucinations, tears gushed out of his eyes, "Sister Shiina, I'm ...... I miss you so much! It's like seeing you again! ”

But the girl in front of her didn't speak, still looking at herself gently.

Zhixia reluctantly stretched out his hand, and with a slight wave, he swept away the phantom in front of him, "Phantom or something, it's all fake!" ”

Zhixia slowly supported his seriously injured body with his hands, and wiped the tears from his face with his sleeve.

"Isn't my goal always there? Haven't you always had that fantasy since you started traveling the world, even if it's only a 1 in 100 billion chance," slowly, Eda Xia seemed to be doing extremely difficult moves.

"Fantasize about finding the reincarnation of Sister Shiina in countless worlds, and then, teaching her the graduation certificate you have made?" Staggering, Edano stood up.

"And then say the words that she didn't even say when she was finally gone!"

"I like it, I like Shiina the most!"

At this time, the confusion in Zhixia's eyes was all swept away

"I have such a goal,"

"How can there be no meaning in living,"

"I'm going to cross countless worlds,"

"How could it be disposed of by a small character who didn't even have a name!"

"I won't die until I accomplish my goal!"