Chapter 90: The Truth
"......" Qu Nan was speechless: "But it doesn't want to follow me, it's attached to Chen Yanzhi." ”
The shouted unconvinced: "But if it has malicious intentions towards its master, it should be beaten to a dead end!" ”
Qu Nan stopped, lowered his face and solemnly admonished the two flower demons: "Tell you, don't mention this sentence again, how to deal with this matter, everything is up to Chen Yanzhi!" ”
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There was silence.
In silence, the black cat whispered thoughtfully: "Hatred will only perpetuate anger, maybe forgiveness is the only salvation, but it is often difficult to choose forgiveness." In addition to killing pokes, justice and courage have other expressions. ”
This time, its voice was low and hoarse, imbued with a strange male charm.
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The door was shut, and Qu Nan and the strange black cat disappeared behind the door.
Chen Yanzhi let out a long breath, feeling that his wife's body was still trembling, he turned around in distress and hugged his wife's cold body into his arms, and gently patted her on the back: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, they're gone, and they will never come again." ”
Xia Lulu's delicate body was so cold that she was still softly huddled in Chen Yanzhi's arms, and raised her head from his arms, her beautiful eyes were as bright as morning stars: "You know everything?" There was still a shy smile on the corner of her mouth, but there was horror and guilt in her eyes, and there was a hint of imperceptible determination: "Actually, I am not Xia Lulu, I am Jiang ......."
"Say no more!" Chen Yanzhi covered her small mouth and pressed her head on his chest: "I know ......"
Xia Lulu raised her snow-white little hand and slowly but resolutely took his hand away: "Yanzhi, you let me finish speaking." She slowly raised her small head, and there was a hint of confusion in her beautiful eyes: "I didn't mean to hurt your wife, but after the last operation, I woke up and found myself in her body." She didn't know I existed, but I knew she existed. ”
Xia Lulu grabbed Chen Yanzhi's hand even colder, and Chen Yanzhi's heart pained to put this small hand on his chest inside his shirt.
Xia Lulu felt his warm movements, smiled at him sourly, and continued: "At the beginning, I also thought about taking the initiative to leave, but ......"
Her eyes darkened, and her voice was soft and full of affection: "How I enjoy the feeling of being loved and cared for by you...... Even though it's not me but your wife who cares for you, I'm ...... Still like ...... Every day I think it's time to leave. But every day I tell myself, stay one more day, just stay one more day, let me enjoy your love for another day......"
Tears gradually gathered in her beautiful eyes, and finally condensed into crystal teardrops, sliding down her smooth and jade-like face.
Chen Yanzhi hugged her delicate body tightly in his arms, he hugged it so tightly, as if he wanted to embed this body into his body, and the two of them merged into one: "Eyes, in fact, I'm sorry for you......"
Jiang Yan, that is, Xia Lulu, smiled bitterly, and there were still crystal tears on her face: "Yanzhi, you don't have to comfort me, you have done your best for my illness, this is not something that can be saved by manpower, I really don't blame you." On the contrary, I am grateful to you for giving me a taste of love, thank you. ”
"No, Eyes!" Chen Yanzhi finally couldn't hold back his tears, and the handsome young doctor's face was full of tears: "You didn't come to Lulu by yourself, it's all because of me that you got on Lulu." You were too sick to get off the operating table when you were operated on. ”
His tearful face was full of pain and remorse: "When I got off the operating table, I heard the bad news that Lulu had been in a car accident, and a sharp glass pierced her heart, and she died instantly. I thought that your heart was fine, and that it was the same blood type as Lulu, so I had a bad heart and quietly swapped your heart for her. Didn't expect ......"
Chen Yanzhi held Jiang Yanzhi's face with both hands and looked at her eyes seriously: "You punish me!" ”
Jiang Yan shook his head gently, letting his face rub in his warm hands, and staring at Chen Yanzhi affectionately with hazy teary eyes: "You don't have to feel guilty, if I let me choose, I will also give my heart to Sister Lulu, because ...... You love her so much! And I love you so much! As long as it can make you happy, what is a useless heart? ”
Chen Yanzhi shook his head frantically, tears falling down like raindrops.
It was only then that he realized that these days, unconsciously, he had poured too much affection into the gentle and shy woman in front of him, and if he really beat her to pieces, he would never be happy again in his life.
Jiang Yan still smiled so gently and shyly: "Can I ask another question?" ”
Chen Yan's tears welled up: "You...... Ask ......"
There were tears flashing in the woman's eyes: "Have you really loved me?" The real me, not the me in this body......"
Chen Yanzhi hesitated for a moment and nodded vigorously: "Loved!" At that time, I helped you, and it was not all a doctor's obligation to the patient, but also ......"
Jiang Yan reached out to cover his mouth and gently wiped away the tears on his face: "Needless to say, I'm satisfied...... I love you, Hikono......"
An illusory shadow separated from Xia Lulu's body, and Chen Yanzhi could see it clearly, this was exactly what the patient Jiang Yan looked like.
The shadows turned into countless silver points of light, slowly spreading out and disappearing into the air...
Chen Yanzhi cried bitterly, and the man who had always been gentle and elegant cried like a tearful man: "Eyes! I love you too, do you hear me?! ”
Xia Lulu, who had lost Jiang Yan's soul, lay softly on the sofa......
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Listen to the wind café.
Qu Nan and Chen Yanzhi sat opposite each other.
"Hikoyuki, you've lost a lot of weight lately, what's the matter, those two in the family?" Qu Nan looked at Chen Yanzhi and asked vaguely.
After not seeing each other for a few months, Chen Yanzhi lost a lot of weight, his face was well-defined, his cheekbones were protruding, and his eyes were bloodshot, and he sank deeply.
He looked at Qu Nan deeply: "Qu Nan, don't ask first, I'll tell you a story." ”
Although Qu Nan had long estimated that there must be some story between Chen Yanzhi and the other soul in Xia Lulu's body. But he couldn't imagine that it would be such a story.
There is a cancer patient in the surgical ward in charge of Chen Yanzhi named Jiang Yan.
She was a twenty-three-year-old young woman, and her body was as delicate as that of an ordinary cancer patient, and her appearance and temperament were very compatible with this delicate physique.
With a pointed chin, watery eyes that are always melancholy, some pale faces and tight red lips, and a thin body that seems to be about to fall down when the wind blows, Lin Daiyu is reincarnated.
What caught Chen Yanzhi's attention was not her otherworldly beauty, but her embarrassing financial situation.
Jiang Yan's husband's family is rural, and the family's economic conditions are not too bad. But when he heard that she had an incurable disease and that even after being cured, she was unable to work, her husband threw her in the hospital without saying goodbye without any hesitation.
As her attending doctor, Chen Yanzhi did his best to help her with her treatment, and on the other hand, he also actively used his influence in the hospital to help her reduce part of her medical expenses.
Despite this, the rest of the medical expenses were still a huge astronomical amount for Jiang Yanzhi, Chen Yanzhi thought about it and quietly helped Jiang Yan pay the expenses.
Later, Jiang Yan didn't know how to inquire about it. Since then, no matter where Chen Yanzhi goes, the woman's watery eyes have followed him closely.
Chen Yanzhi can often see a fiery emotion in those melancholy, black and white eyes, but he never dares to look at it, nor dare to think about it, let alone accept it.
He loved Charlotte more than he loved his life.
On the day of Jiang Yan's surgery, Chen Yanzhi received a gift from Jiang Yan - a small, deformed piece of chocolate.
Jiang Yan held the chocolate tightly in his palm, and quietly stuffed it into Chen Yanzhi's palm when he bent down to ask about her condition.
Chen Yanzhi was stunned for a moment, spread out his hand to look, and then looked at the woman on the cart.
What he came into contact with was a pair of fiery eyes. There is a passion like fire and an attachment like water in his eyes.
Chen Yanzhi's heart welled up with tenderness, and he smiled at the sick woman, put the chocolate in the pocket of his clothes, and made a triumphant gesture to her.
But unfortunately, the operation failed.
Jiang Yan's condition has developed too seriously, and even if Hua Tuo is reborn, it will be difficult to save her life.
Looking at Jiang's pale face, Chen Yan's heart swelled with a sense of powerlessness, he gently pulled up the cloth sheet to cover his face, but his other hand pressed the piece of chocolate in his pocket tightly.
The piece of chocolate that was deformed by the heat of the owner's body heat.
Despite his best efforts, his owner left this world.
He took off his gloves gloomily, trying not to let his assistant see the tears in his eyes, and waved his hand.
The assistant saw that Chen Yanzhi was not in a good mood and went out with interest.
In the silent operating room, only Chen Yan was left, and Jiang Yan's corpse was left.
He walked to the operating table again, lifted the white cloth covering Jiang Yan's face, and stared deeply at the miserable little face. After a moment, the handsome young doctor leaned down and kissed Jiang Yan lightly under the forehead imprint.
"I'm sorry, I can't repay your affection......"
"Bang!" The door was violently slammed open, and a small nurse fell in panic: "Dr. Chen, emergency room!" There are ...... in the emergency room"
Chen Yanzhi lifted the white cloth sheet to cover Jiang Yan's face, and said calmly: "Is there an emergency?" I'll go over now. ”
"No, it's not! Your wife has just been brought to the emergency room, and when she arrives, she is already not breathing, and the rescue is ineffective......"!
It was as if a bolt of lightning suddenly struck Chen Yanzhi's head across the clear sky, and he was blindfolded all of a sudden......
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"When I saw that Lulu's injury was only in the heart, I suddenly thought of the intact heart in my eyes, so I secretly ...... I didn't expect things to turn out the way they were when she gave her heart to Lulu. ”
Looking at Chen Yanzhi's painful and emaciated face, Qu Nan patted his hand sympathetically: "It's nothing, if Jiang Yan knows, he will definitely be willing to help you." ”
Chen Yanzhi smiled reluctantly, and the smile was extremely sad: "Yes, she said so herself." ”
"And now?"
"She's been reincarnated. I watched her disappear before my eyes......"
Qu Nan squeezed his hand across the table: "You don't have to be sad, it's okay, every soul will eventually embark on this path, maybe she will be very happy in the next life?" ”
Chen Yanzhi's pale face showed an excited expression: "Qu Nan, she will definitely be happy with her eyes!" Because ......" he paused, "She's so kind, so good." ”
There was a whisper from the neighbor's seat, and the voice happened to be heard by both of them: "Such handsome two handsome guys turned out to be gay, it's really a world of people, and people's hearts are not ancient......"
The two looked at each other awkwardly and hurriedly withdrew their hands.