There is always a floating disinfection in the hospital. The smell of the potion makes people reluctant to approach, especially the patients in the intensive care unit, who may be called by God to leave this world full of suffering every day.

Liang Yu has been working here for three years, and it has taken a year and a half from being assigned to this hospital for an internship to officially becoming a regular employee, and he thinks that he has seen all kinds of patients and too many deaths, so he has become numb. From being full of enthusiasm to want to treat and save people, to now saying that he will do his best but resign himself to fate, it has only been three years, and he thought that he would not change much in his life, and there was an unexpected encounter.

At first, Liang Yu just heard people mention it in a casual conversation with a few doctors-

"The girl who was sent by the ambulance today is so pitiful, she is only 15 years old, and she actually suffers from this disease."

"It seems that it is still a single-parent family, only my mother is alone, and my father has passed away a long time ago. Hey, all the pressure was on the shoulders of a woman, and she was speechless when she took my hand and said, 'Please save my daughter.'" ”

When he had no choice but to announce to his relatives that he was not saved, it was undoubtedly a kind of cruelty, but Liang Yu knew very well that it was not anyone's fault, and the doctor also had times when he was helpless, so he could only blame God for not giving him a chance.

Not long after, Liang Yu met the girl, a quiet and beautiful girl like a doll, and also knew that she was suffering from a kind of organ failure, which was similar to ALS, which was a disease that could not be cured by medicine now, and could only watch her die.

This is also the reason why Liang Yu can't trust the gods, if there are really gods in the first three feet, why would he leave this kind of suffering to such a young and innocent girl?

The only fortunate thing is that this disease is painful and staged deterioration, usually does not manifest itself, only accompanied by great pain when attacking, but due to the lesions of the organs, the patient's physique will also become deteriorating and weak, and can only lie in bed to recuperate.

At this time, Liang Yu had not realized how much his life would change from this. He only regretted what had happened to the girl, and would stop for a moment when he saw her from afar, but that was all.

Lao Shen, who is the oldest here and takes the most care of Liang Yu after entering this hospital, said: "Liang Yu, I am going to Europe to attend a seminar recently, and you will be in charge of that girl." ”

As a result, two parallel lines, which had nothing to do with each other, intersected.

Liang Yu became Liang Yu, the girl's attending doctor whose name was only one word different from his own.

Maybe this is also a kind of fate in the dark.

Although he is the attending doctor, he usually doesn't have much work, and he only needs to do routine physical examinations every day to control and prevent the condition from worsening, but Lao Shen's diagnosis is not wrong, this girl has not survived for a year, in fact, the mother who does not give up has also changed many hospitals, but in the end she reluctantly accepted her fate.

Seeing that the strong mother was still encouraging the girl in front of the sickbed, saying that her illness would get better, Liang Yu, who was standing on the side, felt congested, especially when his mother turned her head and looked at him with pleading eyes - "Well, Xiaoyu's illness will get better soon", is he unwilling to say such things, is he helpless, or self-loathing?

Recently, the number of vomiting has gradually increased, I remember that I once vomited when I was studying to dissect corpses in college, but then I gradually got used to it and never had it again, but now, this situation has become more frequent again, and he knows very well that this is a mental illness that needs to be treated in time, otherwise it may jeopardize his future as a doctor.

But he still held back, because if the doctor was found to have psychological problems, he would be forcibly terminated from his existing job and doctor-patient relationship, and he didn't want to let go, as if he was running away. If lying will only make him feel disgusted, then running away now will make Liang Yu himself look down on him.

He still insists on checking her body every day and chatting with her in his free time.

The girl's illness does not require infusion, nor does it need to be monitored all over the body, but once the disease occurs, it is possible to enter the emergency room, and her body is very weak, so she can't leave this room too far, Liang Yu will always come to see her in the ward after work.

The girl is very beautiful, perhaps because of this disease, which gives her a pale and pure beauty, Liang Yu doesn't know why he feels this way, but he occasionally looks at her secretly, she has a pair of standard almond eyes, double eyelids, a little tear mole three inches under the left eye, a delicate nose, and thin lips are as beautiful as poetry. He especially liked to see her tie her long, shiny black hair into a ponytail, revealing her snow-white neck and the roots of the nape of her neck—but he didn't dare to look at it, for he knew very well that it was not normal for a doctor to have such feelings for a patient, and that she was only fifteen years old, and that he was almost a round older than her.

This kind of feeling is not love, it may be a kind of longing for beautiful and fragile things in human beings, Liang Yu tried to convince himself in this way.

The girl is quiet most of the time, and she sometimes looks out the window with a lonely expression.

In her spare time, she would flip through comics, and occasionally ask for pen and paper for a short period of time.

"I like comics very much, especially the colorful campus life in comics, and every time I see it, I think that if only I could sweat like the protagonist in the comics and release my youth."

Liang Yu always felt sad when the girl smiled and said such a topic, and he tried to comfort him and tell a lame lie like a real adult: "Don't worry, after Xiaoyu's illness is cured, she will be able to go to school with everyone." ”

"The doctor is really gentle." Such a smiling girl has a maturity beyond her years, and the wind outside the window ruffles her hair and pulls his gaze.

"Doctor?"

"Ah, the wind is getting a little cold."

Oops, accidentally looking a little fascinated, Liang Yu quickly stood up and closed the window, so as to hide his embarrassment.

But when he turned around, a girl's voice suddenly became cold from behind him: "Liar." ”

Liang Yu was stunned, he turned his head in a trance, only to find that the girl's face had two lines of tears: "Xiaoyu? ”

"Doctor, am I not going to live long?"

A sentence pierced Liang Yu's heart hard, and he wanted to disguise his smile, but his tightly locked eyebrows twitched: "What...... Yes? ”

"It's so stupid, I can't even lie," the girl wiped her eyes with her hand, "Actually, I already knew, I heard what Dr. Shen and my mother said at the door that time, but I don't want my mother to worry about me anymore......"

The girl showed a crying smile, which broke Liang Yu's heart, he wanted to step forward and hug her, comfort her, and tell her that the disease could be cured, but he couldn't, he was a doctor, he couldn't lie, he knew very well how useless he was, and how cruel and helpless the reality was.

He could only stand silently, looking at the angel on the hospital bed, and muttering in a low voice.

"I have a dream......

Three days later, the girl's illness attacked, and the young woman closed her eyes without suffering any more, which was perhaps the only mercy that God had on her.

However, the gods who like to play pranks play jokes with mortals who lament the injustice of fate.