Chapter 504

finale

I watched my great-grandmother and great-grandfather leave, and the road to the river beach was still endless. Miao Yu asked me. I don't know where I'm going, but when I set foot on this road, I didn't have a goal, I just wanted to go all the way through and keep everything along the way in mind. Because of the old knife's instructions, I am also leaving the big river beach, and I want to leave a mark in my heart that I can remember in the future.

Speaking of which. I'm still very young, but I don't know if it's because I've experienced too much, and I've endured too much mentally, so that my state of mind has affected the whole person, a few days of running down, my lips and chin have grown a thin layer of beard, in Liujiaying Ferry, Miao Yu and I met a few side doormen, the new long beard makes these side door people hesitate, seem to recognize me, and I'm not sure, between their hesitation, I have gone far.

I thought maybe I really started a whole new life, the last twenty years or so. It has come to an end.

I took Miao Yu from Liujiaying all the way to Dashawei. The business of the sand gang is still very large, the brothers below are all over the river beach, and the relationship between me and the sand gang has always been very good, as soon as I arrived, Han Cheng led a group of people to entertain and accompany me. Between the toasts and the lamp, Han Yue and Jin Daring came, and after they came, the atmosphere on the scene became a little complicated and subtle.

After going through too much, my eyes seem to be able to see through other people's hearts, and I can see that the entire sand gang is faintly filled with joy, and at the same time, I can see that Han Cheng's expression is a little embarrassed, and a little uncomfortable, and. The brothers from top to bottom of the sand gang no longer call me uncle.

"Brother Jinshui, say a few words alone, okay?" Han Yue tugged at my sleeve beside me, she didn't look like Qiqi in the past, but I knew that in this shell, it was still Qiqi from the past, kind, simple, and a little cowardly. But strong.

I walked outside with Han Yue from the noisy wine table, and the two of them walked side by side, silent for a long, long time. She seemed to be about to say something, but she couldn't open her mouth several times. Actually, I've seen through it, but I just won't say it.

"Brother Jinshui" Han Yue bit her lip lightly and said: "In the past, you protected me, I would rather not have my own life, I was very moved, sometimes, I thought, I can find such a man in this life, a woman should be content, but, Brother Jinshui"

Han Yue's expression was a little apologetic, and she paused again for what she was about to say, I knew what she would say, and I really wanted to show a smile at this time, so that she could dispel all the worries and apologies in her heart, but my face was stiff, and I couldn't laugh, so I could only bend the corners of my mouth slightly.

"Daring is a good person, he is like you, he is willing to do his best to protect others, he knows cold and hot, and he knows how to feel sorry for someone." Han Yue lowered her head and said, "I told my father and mother, but my father refused to let go, he wanted to see what you meant."

When Jin Daring and Han Yue were still strangers, he once risked his life to protect her, but Han Cheng was thinking about me, because I had been married to Han Yue, and I always carried a name on my back.

"Well, live your life." If there is, I don't want to say it explicitly, for Qiqi, I have always thought of her as a little sister who has not grown up, she is lonely, her relatives have passed away, and I am very relieved to be able to find a good home.

I went back and told Han Cheng in person, and he was embarrassed, smiled with feeling, and patted me on the shoulder.

The sand gang is the last stop on the big river beach, I have walked where I want to go, I have met the people I want to meet, and it is time to finally leave. Miao Yu and I didn't have any luggage, so we left from the sand gang with two burdens and walked another hundred and ten miles. The flood season is not over yet, and there are very few boats carrying people on the river, and after walking for 100 miles, I saw a small boat parked at a small ferry that had been abandoned for a long time.

"Boatman, do you want to take someone across the river?" I shouted from afar, and the boatman on the boat lay lazily in the boat, and with my shout, he half stood up, and at that moment, I was slightly surprised. （）

I saw Zhong Liancheng, who hadn't appeared for a long time, and he received a life-sustaining map from the Seven Gates and saved his life. I remember very well how majestic and domineering Zhong Liancheng was when he first appeared on the river beach, but at this moment, his edge may have converged, or it may have disappeared, and the whole person was like a sword that had been covered with rust, and he couldn't see a ray of sword light in the dust. He wore a coarse cloth gown that boaters on the river beach often wear, and he had long eyebrows and beards.

"The water is big, and you have to sit firm when crossing the river." Zhong Liancheng jumped out of the boat and took the burden from me, and only when he turned over and jumped could he vaguely see his former shadow. The island division is carried in order.

The boat drifted down the river, and I watched Zhong Liancheng skillfully steer the boat, shuttling through the stormy water. It's hard to imagine how a once dominant person could face and adapt to this ordinary life. He said that during the flood season, there were fewer people on the boat, and the business was much lighter than in spring and autumn, but fortunately, before the flood season, he kept crossing people, saving a little money, enough to survive the off-season.

"Have you forgotten all about the past?"

"Nope." Zhong Liancheng shook his head, thought for a while, and said, "It's just that I figured things out by myself." ”

"Figured out what?"

"Isn't that how people should live?" Zhong Liancheng smiled, took out a small black iron pipe from his personal place, threw it to me, and said, "This thing, I keep it and it's useless, you can take it." ”

I had never seen this small black iron pipe, but when I held it in my hand, it felt vaguely familiar. After opening it, there was a gauze silk as thin as a cicada's wings, and I immediately reacted, this is the three-life diagram of the ancient autumn old road of the Sansheng Temple. After Gu Qiu died, this picture was taken away by the side doorman. Zhong Liancheng killed Yi Tian by the edge of the wild forest and took this three-life map from her.

The past, present, and future three-life diagram means three lives, looking at this almost transparent picture, I seem to be able to see the past me, soaring in the clouds, the present me, drifting in the water, the future me, walking on the road At this moment, the three-life picture is no longer important to me, I don't need anyone's pointing, I am walking on this road that belongs to me.

I stuffed the Sansheng diagram back into the small iron pipe, and then raised my hand and threw it into the river, Zhong Liancheng was a little surprised. I retracted my gaze and looked at him, in fact, I wanted to say to him, people, there is no need to know their three lives, because even if they know, it is impossible to control the fortune of the three lives, do their best, do what they should do, that is enough.

Zhong Liancheng drove me out on a boat for a long time, and after that, Miao Yu and I left this river beach where we had lived for more than 20 years and settled in another small town. It's a strange place, there is no one we know, we found a small house, and cleaned it up. It's a small house that can only accommodate two people, and the furniture is old, but it's better for me to stay in it than anywhere, because from now on, this is my home.

I can't do anything, and although I still have the skills and experience, these skills are obviously not adapted to this era. I thought about it for a while, and then I found some special products from the river beach to sell, a very small business, and I couldn't make much money, but I could feed Miao Yu. The life I have always longed for is actually boring, calling for business every day, buying groceries, cooking, washing and washing, but in this boringness, there is the truth I hope for.

In this small town, I lived with Miao Yu for half a year, and I knew where Jin Dashao and Maitreya were, but I didn't look for them. It's over, they're all going through their lives, and I don't want to bother them. But that doesn't mean forgetting, by my definition, I don't bother my brother easily, but when they need me, I'll be the first to go.

At this time, it happened to be the solar calendar year, Maitreya brought a message, he was going to marry Tang Min, people in that era were still very conservative, marriage for a person, maybe only once in a lifetime, so I left the small business in my hand, and quietly returned to Dahetan with Miao Yu. The wedding banquet was not lively, and the people who came to attend were all from the Seven Gates. I'm not a good drinker, but on this occasion I can't help but drink after drink.

Maitreya has a home and a family, and I should be happy for him. Looking at Maitreya's honest smiling face, as well as the head that has not grown hair for many years because of the fire burn, I have mixed feelings, I am no longer a person who is good at expressing feelings with verbal expressions, all I can do is drink one cup after another.

I can see the old wounds on Maitreya's body, large and small, and I clearly remember that this wound was left by him somewhere because of what he did, and there were dozens of scars all over his body, densely packed. Maitreya seems to have forgotten, his face is full of red light, and I can't forget it.

I know that without these brothers, I wouldn't be where I am today, maybe I would have died a long time ago.

I silently counted the wounds on Maitreya's body, counted one, and drank a glass of wine myself, and after this banquet, I was so drunk that I completely forgot where I was, and was carried to the bedroom, and slept in the dark.

I slept from noon to late at night, when I woke up, the alcohol had not completely disappeared, my head was groggy and painful, my mouth was dry, Miao Yu was guarding me by the bed, her body was not good, and her spirit was far worse than before, and at this time, I couldn't help but fall asleep. I wanted to find some water to drink, but I didn't want to wake her up, so I slowly stood up, turned over and tried to get up gently.

The room was dark, only the thin moonlight outside the window came in, and just as I rolled over and tried to get up, my chest suddenly tightened, and I seemed to see a black shadow slowly floating from my chest to my eyes.

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