48 Please continue to instruct in the future
"Senior, thank you very much for your advice, I seem to be able to understand."
After pondering for a long time, Ayase first solemnly bowed 90 degrees to Ji Feng.
When she raised her face, Ji Feng saw that her whole person seemed to have become a lot more refreshed, and her eyes were brighter and more energetic than before.
Such Ayase looked a little shy under Ji Feng's gaze, and in addition, he was a little hesitant. However, she bit her lip a little harder, and then answered Ji Feng's question just now in a firm tone:
"That...... Senior, I don't know what kind of job I'm going to do in the future or what I'll be able to do other than modeling, but a part-time job like my mom or a job that has never been related to education may be a good choice.
Sure enough, I still can't help but care about 'those people', but I can understand them a little bit now. It was a poor group of people, poisoned by 'those things', but in the end it was because of the problems of education, the problems of themselves, their parents, their schools, and society, and they could not blame them for everything. β
After saying this, Ayase let out a long breath. It seemed to be a haze that had been hanging over her heart, and after driving it out of her body, the sunlight naturally filled the vast space they left behind, making Ayase involuntarily reveal a bright and warm smile.
"Senior, I really feel like I'm standing a little higher now.
Although I still can't accept those people and things that I couldn't accept before, I feel that I can understand them more and treat them more tolerantly.
Because I can now look deeper and farther, I know that these things about them are not just their business, and if I really want to care about them, I should focus not only on them, but on the things behind them.
The senior is right, only when people become more far-sighted, will they be surprised to find that they have always been entangled in some insignificant and trivial things before.
It's all the work of the seniors, thank you very much. β
Speaking of this, Ayase bowed to Ji Feng again. The black and smooth hair slid from behind her ears to the front of her, and Ji Feng wanted to reach out and touch it, but in the end he just raised his hand and scratched his cheeks in embarrassment, and failed to really make that abrupt and ambiguous movement.
"Haha...... I don't have to be so serious, it's good that you can understand it so easily, so I'm relieved.
No matter what kind of things you encounter in the future, instead of blindly drilling into the horns, it is better to use your brain to think about it, and think about why this kind of thing happens, what it says, and what it represents behind it.
If that were the case, I don't think you would have gotten stuck in a mental loop and become hysterical......"
"Well...... Seniors are really! Don't keep talking about my shameful look!
Hysteria or something...... I'm just too worried about Kirino, I'm not usually like that at all! β
As soon as Ji Feng mentioned Ayase's hysterical appearance, Ayase immediately became coquettish, and his slightly charming shy eyes couldn't help but flutter in his heart.
It is precisely because Ayase is usually a calm and generous lady that her appearance is particularly charming, so she is particularly terrifying when she is hysterical, this is "contrast cute", Ji Feng understands it very well. However, it is better not to show up on the sick side, after all, behind that abnormal mental state, there must be some depression, pain, sadness, and even despair of the person concerned.
"Since your problem has been solved for the time being, let's say goodbye today.
I'll definitely take care of Kirino's affairs, you don't have to worry. I will call you if there is any situation, and if you have anything you want to discuss with me, you can also take the initiative to call me.
So ......"
"Wait, wait......"
Ji Feng, who was shy because of his sudden heartbeat, and even planned to run away quickly, finally failed to say goodbye, and Ayase subconsciously stopped him before he said goodbye.
However, when Ji Feng looked at her again, Ayase immediately looked away in a panic, and then hesitated for a while, before finally looking up at his expression with his eyes, and asked cautiously:
"That...... Senior......
IβI feel like I'm ...... It's still very ignorant. So......
Can you please...... Continue to teach me and take me ...... Go, go and see that......
More, wider and more wonderful scenery! β
When she said the last sentence, Ayase blushed and clenched her fists, as if she had mustered up her courage and exhausted her strength.
Ji Feng couldn't help but think of the words of the fat woman who was the first to coax the noble lady dog in the small park before, and I'm afraid Ayase also thought of the fat woman's words now. If you think about it, this is really an extremely shy line, and even if they are killed, they will never be able to say it.
"Hmm...... This one...... If you feel the need. β
Now, Ji Feng has become shy, but as a responsible man, he will never take back his words, and he doesn't want to take back his words. What will become of Ayase in the future, and whether she will suddenly be hysterical because of something, this is what Ji Feng is not very worried about, so he wants to continue to look at Ayase, and he is obliged to continue to look at Ayase.
"WhenγOf course it's necessary! For example, if possible, I would like to become a senior...... Become a person like Senior Ji Feng!
Strong-willed, clear-minded, unconfused, positive, you are me...... I am the one I respect, and I hope to be able to listen to your teachings often and become a ...... that will not disgrace myself and my family. No, it's to be someone who can be proud of yourself and your family! β
After saying the first sentence that was the most difficult to speak, Ayase gradually let go of herself, and had the courage to make a clear "confession" to Ji Feng.
Although this is not a confession of love, Ji Feng still feels very happy, after all, his relationship with Ayase seems to be one step closer, and Ayase finally called him by his name directly.
But...... Why does he always feel as if he has replaced Mana in the "original" in Ayase's mind? Doesn't that sound like a good thing? If in this situation, Ayase still has some emotional entanglements with Kyosuke "unyieldingly", and even takes the initiative to confess to Kyosuke in the end, then he will definitely be so depressed that he hangs himself with a trouser belt!