I can't figure it out, and I can't figure it out.

Why is there always all kinds of discrimination in people's hearts? Manchu and Han people are not all people? Aren't shamans who have the ability and alchemists who can only dance great gods both sorcerers? Why make a good buck?

Why do people always like to feel like they are superior? Why is this happening? I looked at Shao Yu and sighed in my heart, even if you really have the ability, what can it represent? At this moment, isn't it the same helplessness and confusion?

Seeing him roaring like crazy, I suddenly figured out a truth in my heart, don't look at his cold and abnormal appearance, but he is also so cowardly in his heart, even more cowardly than me, maybe it is because he is used to winning, so he can't stand the slightest blow.

I finally understood that the more people who clamored for national righteousness and Taoism, the more uneasy and inferior they actually felt in their hearts, because they were not confident in their hearts, and it was precisely because of this that they would always shout about other people's garbage, similar to others' words or words and deeds, in fact, they just want to determine their own value by belittling others, so as to hypnotize or soothe their own souls, whether conscious or unconscious.

Just like a hedgehog and a tortoise, it is precisely because of its own weakness that it will cloak its coat with a layer of hard shells or spikes.

At the end of the day, it's all a sign of weakness.

And I really couldn't understand why Shao Yu was like this, maybe it was because I was used to being unlucky and losing since I was a child, so I didn't have the idea of competing with others for anything, there is a proverb that says: Being in a deep valley is closer to the land. I just want to be a safe person, stick to what I want to do, don't ask for anything from others, and I don't want to be asked by others, that's all. In the same way, I also think that everyone is actually the same, as long as you take off the clothes on your body, there is no distinction between high and low.

Maybe it's because of this mentality that a shaman needs it the most, Shao Yong is like this, Shao Yongxing is also like this, and I, it is precisely because of this indisputable thought that I beat the drum of Kaiyuan. After all, the shaman's teachings are communication, after all, if you want to communicate genuinely, you have to put yourself on an equal footing with the other person.

It's a pity that such a simple truth, such a smart Shao Yu can't figure it out.

Maybe it's because of his own sense of superiority that he is destined to be incomprehensible.

So I just smiled helplessly at Shao Yu and stopped talking, but once the depression and uneasiness in Shao Yu's heart broke out, I couldn't stop it anymore, I saw him continue to yell at me: "Talk? Why don't you speak?! Do you think you won if I couldn't find the treasure? Joke! Don't forget, you're just like me! Don't give yourself some high-sounding reasons, don't you also want to find Qingli salvia? Tell you, if I fail, you fail too!! ”

I sighed, as he said, I had indeed made great determination to save Su Yidan, so much so that I wanted to take the risk to explore the treasure of this fox fairy.

In a sense, I am indeed similar to him, because we both have a strong obsession, and it is precisely because of this obsession that we have come to this day. But am I really the same as him?

No, it's different!! Because I've never hurt anyone! Although I also have obsessions, my obsessions are indeed not based on anyone's suffering, and this, that is, the difference between me and him, my persistence, will only move forward on the land step by step, and his persistence is indeed stepping on the bones of others!

Although they are all for the fox fairy treasure, we have a fundamental difference, I am here to save people, and what about him?

Seeing Shao Yu's mouth becoming more and more bitter, I felt that he was more pitiful, this 'successful person' who said that others had failed, had already failed.

So I sighed at him, "Say whatever you want, in fact, you should have understood it in your own heart." ”

Yes, even a three-year-old child can see what's going on in the current situation, Shao Yu is so shrewd, how can he not know it? You must know that the grassland in front of you is open and tight, even if there is a treasure, but how to find it? As I said just now, the reason why Shao Yu lost his temper was precisely because of the gap after discovering the hopelessness of the treasure hunt, maybe this emotion has been hidden in him for many years, and at this time, it finally broke out with grievances and pain, where can it be easily stopped?

I saw him shouting at me, "What do I understand? What do you make me understand? Do you understand that your girlfriend is dead? I said that you were just a big dancer in the end, don't pretend to be a winner with me here? Did you win? Don't forget, that madman's life is still in our hands, and I can eat you to death no matter what!! ”

I saw that there was no way to communicate with him, so I said to him: "Whatever you say, but what I said is reality, now we can't find the treasure, come on, draw the line, how do you want to let go of the money and paper?" ”

"You want me to let him go?" I saw that Shao Yu suddenly sneered, and then said to me: "For you stinky boy, I have lost so much, I won't settle this account with you, if you want me to let him go now, you have to show some sincerity, right?" ”

I sighed again, and then thought to myself, it seems that Shao Yu has been completely crazy because of his mood fluctuations, this madness has torn off his usual disguise, so that the dark side of his heart is getting more and more serious, I think he will definitely sprinkle the anger of not being able to find this fox fairy treasure on my body, but there is no way, my current body really can't fight him, and I have to save money and paper, so I calmly said to him: "Just be it, do you want my life?" Then you can take it, I'm tired and I don't want to entangle with you anymore. ”

Shao Yu sneered, and then said to me: "Hehe, none of the Shao family brothers have the ability, I thought Shao Yongxing's apprentice was so powerful, but now it seems that he is still a wreck, but with your ability, you still dare to call yourself a shaman?" Okay, great shaman, come and dance a big god to show me. ”

I looked at Shao Yu calmly, I knew in my heart that he was trying to humiliate me to cover up the sense of failure in his heart, it was really ridiculous to say, he thought he was a shaman, but he hated these two words in his heart, because it was because the shaman changed his life and made him embark on a road of no return.

"Don't deceive people too much!" I saw Dao An shouting next to him: "It's not too big to kill people, besides, now that everyone has lost, do you think you are still your previous self?!" ”

I looked back at Dao'an, only to see him staring at Shao Yu with raised eyebrows, and after he said this, he turned his head to Na Leizi and Ma Tianshun and said, "Don't you two know yet?" From beginning to end, we have been used by him, he dares to kill us today, and he will dare to kill you tomorrow! What is the use of such a person? It's better for us to finish him up now, Ma Tianshun, don't you want to be the head coach?! ”

I am really grateful to Dao'an, and at the same time I also admire him, his kind of adult thinking is what I don't have now, he saw that the momentum was not good, that Shao Yu might want to do something to me, in order to protect me, so he came up with such a way, in fact, what he said is also the truth, you must know that the cultists in the Golden Witch Sect are obedient to this Shao Yu on the surface, but in fact they dare to be angry and dare not speak, especially Ma Tianshun, he originally had a certain status, but after losing an arm, in order to survive, he could only bow his head to Shao Yu completely, and he also knew in his heart that now Shao Yu would not kill him precisely because he still had the value of use, but after this matter passed, how could he stand here for a long time?

For some, there is only enough in this world, but such people have no long-term future.

Ma Tianshun and Lei Zi are naturally not stupid, after hearing Dao An say this, they were really a little shaken, especially Ma Tianshun, I saw him look at the few people in front of him without saying a word, and it seemed that he began to hesitate in his heart.

And Shao Yu was not afraid after seeing this scene, but smiled gloomily, and then snorted coldly at Dao An, and then said: "Okay, do you want me to betray my relatives?" Ma Tianshun, I'm standing here, do you dare to touch me? ”

After that, I saw that his eyes glared at Ma Tianshun fiercely, Ma Tianshun suddenly trembled, and then shook his head and said, "What did the eldest brother say, how could I listen to this kid?" ”

It seems that they are indeed afraid of Shao Yu, not only afraid of his authority, but also afraid of his ability, although Ma Tianshun is a muddy person, but he is not stupid, knowing that we couldn't fight that Ma Tianshun when we were all together, and that Lei Zi is not to mention, although this person has a rough appearance, but it can be seen that he should be very fine in his heart, otherwise Shao Yu would not have brought him here, it can be said that he should be a speculator, and he will not be clear about his camp until the situation is absolutely clear.

Don't dare to go to war, whoever wins pays and whom. It's like a sideburn dog.

And after seeing that Ma Tianshun and Lei Zi were intimidated by themselves, Shao Yu laughed even more rampantly, only to see him sneer at Dao An: "I really looked away, I really can't imagine that you, a wreck, still dare to go against me?" Aren't you afraid that you will be empty of both men and money? ”

"Ever since I decided to help them, I haven't been afraid!" Dao An suddenly roared, only to see him push me away, and then stood in front of me and shouted at Shao Yu: "Come on, I can do without anything, but I can't have no surname!" ”

At this time, I really felt that the former Daoan was back. Su Yidan, who wanted to come from afar, would be very comforted after seeing this scene.

He was going to fight with Shao Yu, but I couldn't let him do it, although I was grateful to him, but after all, this matter had nothing to do with him, in fact, I should have thought of it a long time ago, just like the legacy of my grandfather, everything was born because of shamanism, and what I should do now is to use shamanic things in this so-called 'fox fairy hometown' to resolve or end all this.

The teachings of shamanism are communication.

I seemed to know what to do, so I gently patted Dao'an on the shoulder and said to him, "Brother Dao, thank you for standing up for me, but I've already decided." ”

"But ............" Dao An was stunned, he looked at me in surprise, I really don't know why I was so calm that day, I just felt like a puddle of water in my heart, as if I had an epiphany, but I couldn't express it in words.

So I whispered to him, "Don't worry, give me a chance............ Shao Yu, if you want to listen to me dance the gods, aren't you afraid that I will use this to invite the demon fairy to take you? ”

I really can't figure it out, after all, Shao Yu won't forget this matter even if he collapses again, could it be that his long-cherished wish has come to naught now, so he gave up on himself and wanted to end his life here?

But he wasn't that kind of person. I saw Shao Yu laugh out loud after listening to me, he laughed so arrogantly, but I heard a trace of desolation from it, I saw him laugh and then said to me arrogantly: "Good question!" I asked you to dance the great god, just to let you know that you are a liar who dances the great god, can't you invite a monster? Please, for the sake of this 'death charm crying in the sky', who will come to help you? ”

It turned out that after we came to Jiagedaqi, Shao Yu deliberately delayed the time for a purpose, and the reason why we chose that day, or why we chose that evening, to come to this place in the hometown of the fox fairy, was also an important step in the overall situation he laid out.

Death talisman cries in the sky, to put it simply, it is a kind of astrological sign, or the number of days.

Friends who know folklore will know that in ancient times, the lunar calendar, that is, the lunar calendar, in a year, in fact, many people have a saying, the previous feng shui scholars believed that the operation of the stars in the sky or the change of the earth's qi on the ground will have an impact on the world, this influence is good and bad, the good to people is called 'auspicious said', and the harmful to people is called 'fierce said'.

And this 'death charm cries every day' is the great murder of every day for fifteen years.

'Death charm', is a bucket of stars, this star is lowly, belongs to one of the twelve zodiac stars in Chinese folklore, every disaster year, whenever the night of the late summer and autumn solstice, people can occasionally see a hazy star twinkling in the northwest sky, this star is the death charm disaster star, the disaster star flashes and says, there must be something unpleasant in the world, if the disaster star enters the fate (can be understood as the baby born at that time) then the life is unfavorable, destined to be poor for a lifetime.

The 'Heavenly Cry' is not a star, but a kind of legendary 'god', or a kind of qi number, according to legend, there are five types of qi number gods in the world, namely 'happy, fierce, moving, lonely, yin'. Of course, this is just a metaphor, in fact, I later discussed with my friends in this line, we have always thought that the cry is just a kind of gas similar to a magnetic field, or the movement of the earth's leylines or the change of celestial phenomena, they have always existed, but only in a specific day will be unprecedentedly vigorous.

And this death charm cries in the sky, that is, the overlap of the death charm and the cry of the sky, a fierce and a cheap encounter, it turns into a fierce of the fierce, in this day the evil demon outside the way began to take advantage of the opportunity to move, it can be said that it is the easiest to see the ghost, and the heaven and earth righteous qi retreats Yang Qi is reduced, due to the influence of the death charm crying in the sky, on this day, any form of asking God or praying has lost its effectiveness, that is to say, on this day when the sun sets, any psychic ritual has lost its effectiveness, such as 'ask rice',' Out of the horse' and the Taoist mantra of asking the gods, all of them have no effect.

And there are folk legends, which talk about 'the death charm crying in the sky, and the strange things of life', even if it is a great demon, it is not very strange to appear on this day.

Shao Yu is really smart, I think when he told me about this fox fairy treasure this year, he had already calculated this in advance, he had already calculated last year that there would be a celestial phenomenon once in fifteen years this year, so he told me to set off in this month, because he understood that when the day fell, my shaman song completely became an ornament, and it was on this day that it was the safest to go to the fox fairy's hometown.

After listening to his words, I felt a burst of emotion in my heart, I thought to myself that this Shao Yu had indeed exhausted all the tricks, and this game within a game was perfect, but what could this be? We did come to the hometown of this fox fairy when the death charm cried in the sky, but what could he find? And what do you get?

Isn't that ironic?

Thinking of this, I smiled helplessly, then gave Shao Yu a thumbs up, and then said: "I have to say that you are so smart, it's a pity, it's a pity." ”

"What a pity?" I saw that Shao Yu said angrily to me: "Hurry up and sing it to me!" I want to see, how do you, the shaman who thinks he is orthodox and can use the broken drum, dance the great god, haha, the mantra of the plague old dog of Qing Baturu can only be regarded as a deceptive job by you, and dancing the big god here can be regarded as a tribute to the old dog, this is so interesting, hahahaha!! ”

He laughed wildly, but it wasn't funny.

He is really a very failed person, but he doesn't admit his failure, so he has to give himself an empty reason for success to comfort himself when he fails, but the more this happens, the more he can't fill the hole in his heart and the confusion about the future, maybe he himself doesn't know what to do next, I know very well that he did it, it's just madness before destruction.

I sighed, and then silently took out the Kaiyuan drum from my backpack, stroking this drum, and the scenes of the past emerged from my heart again, indeed, I used to use it to jump over the great god, but whose fault is it all?

And what exactly is a great jumping god?

The word "dancing god" seems to be far away from us, but it is very close, precisely because it is a double meaning, it is a kind of spiritual ritual of shamanism, but once upon a time, he was also one of the synonyms of feudal superstition.

In our ordinary life, we call those who deceive people 'dancing gods', and we also call the actions of those who think they have done some stupid things but always think that they are very smart, and we also call the behaviors of those who bewitch and confuse sentient beings with their fallacies.

This is the most ironic thing I know, in ancient times, shamans sought truth so they danced gods, and did not want to travel through time through the moon, and after hundreds of years and thousands of years, these three words became a derogatory term.

To put it simply, the current explanation of 'dancing god' is the meaning of deception and grandstanding. And in fact, in my life, almost all the people I meet are more or less deceiving people and grandstanding, what does this mean? Isn't the whole world dancing gods?

Haha, it turns out that the whole world is dancing gods, what a ridiculous thing!

Laughing and laughing, my eyes turned slightly red, and at the same time, I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart, but now these things don't seem to be very important, after all, future generations have their own conclusions. Thinking of this, the sourness in my heart gradually turned into words that came to mind, and I only felt that the sourness and injustice I had encountered emerged one by one, since I want to jump, then jump!

So at the end of the day, I slammed the whip on the drum, and the sound of the Kaiyuan drum became dull and abnormal with my state of mind.

Knock knock, knock knock, knock knock, knock knock.

With this drumbeat, I only felt full of sourness and didn't vomit unpleasantly, so I took a deep breath, swallowed and spat under the ridicule of Shao Yu and the breeze across my face, and sang at the same time: "Suo, Lin, Rui, Ji, please~~~Shen'er~~~~La~~~!! ”

(To be continued)