Meng Qiwen watched Xiao Du lying on the steering wheel crying, she knew that Xiao Du was depressed.

Who is not depressed, not afraid, not sad, not doubtful?

Survival, even in normal years, is a difficult problem to solve.

What exactly do people live for? Fight for what?

As the years go by, the answers I find are more and more distinct. However, it seems that the answer itself is not important, and everything seems to be just a foregone conclusion.

Is everyone's script on this stage their own? Or is it someone else's? Or is it a ridiculous tragicomedy performed together?

It's just that the end of the world has amplified this absurdity endlessly.

The moment Tang Li died, Meng Qiwen only felt that she had been running with her for so long, and in the end it was all empty, and she felt as if she understood the meaning of "empty door".

She even envied Tang Li.

At this time, watching Xiao Du crying, the sadness, pain, grievances, doubts, resentment, and despair in her heart were also hooked up.

Looking at the darkness around them, two or three zombies that had not been killed crawled towards the side of the truck, scraping the car body and tires with their nails, making ugly sounds. Those zombies also made a gurgling sound in their throats, but at this time, Meng Qiwen also seemed to ignore the three or two beasts outside the car who were not a big threat.

She also began to cry.

At this moment, a man and a woman were lying on their stomachs and sitting on their stomachs, and they all cried into tears.

Xiao Du stopped crying first.

He couldn't even tell what he was crying for.

Family? Colleague? There are some factors, but not all. He finally felt that he was really just sentimental about his fate.

I was almost crying, and I seemed to hear Meng Qiwen next to me sobbing too.

He wiped away his tears, straightened up, and turned to look at the woman.

At this time, the light was dim, but Meng Qiwen's tears could flash a little subtle light.

He looked at her, and suddenly a strange urge sprung up in his heart.

That impulse was mixed with incomparable repression, born from the depths of the chest.

It is an impulse to swallow everything, to destroy everything, to forget everything. is like a man-eating flower, wanting to swallow everything in front of you in one bite, regardless of the consequences and reasons.

But immediately, he clenched his fist hard, trying to suppress the force again.

"I'm a madman, what am I thinking??" Xiao Du questioned himself in his heart, he kept pinching his own people with his hands, but the power was getting stronger and stronger.

He even felt a slight reaction in his body, a kind of beating.

Next to him, Meng Qiwen just sobbed slightly, his eyes looked at the darkness outside the side window, and he didn't notice Xiao Du's inner struggle.

The ghost man stopped slamming the door at this time, and sat quietly in the back, not knowing whether he was asleep or what.

"I don't think so, she's been with us for so long, trusting us so much! Even Huang Chengtu's gang didn't do anything out of the ordinary to her and her sister."

"They just don't have a chance"

"You can't think like that if you have a chance!!"

"But"

“”

"Whatever? Humanity is going extinct!! What is the difference between this and primitive society now?? Xiao Du seemed to suddenly find a reason to support his behavior, let go of the hand he was holding, and raised his head.

He looked ahead and listened to his heartbeat.

Puff puff puff

He swallowed a mouthful of saliva and slowly turned his head to look at Meng Qiwen.

He felt that although her outline was not clear, it was very tempting.

If a person is being stared at, you will still feel it even if the other person is not in your line of sight.

Meng Qiwen was in tears, and suddenly felt a chill on his side, and when he looked back, in the dimness, Xiao Du seemed to be looking at her.

And, he seems to be gasping for air.

"What's wrong with you? Under the weather? Meng Qiwen thought that Xiao Du was unwell for the first moment, and then a thought flashed through his mind: Did he find any unfavorable situation?

Suddenly, she understood what Xiao Du was going to do---Xiao Du was the most unfavorable situation for her right now!!

But by the time she understood, the other party had already taken action.

Before he could speak, Xiao Du suddenly pounced and kissed Meng Qiwen's face.

Meng Qiwen was shocked, and blocked the front with both hands, but was grabbed by Xiao Du.

Xiao Du's mouth kissed her face violently, and Meng Qiwen couldn't help but turn his face sideways to dodge.

"What are you doing!? You don't!? ”

Xiao Du didn't say anything, and leaned his body more over, wanting to press all the strength of his body on her.

"Xiao Du!! You are crazy!!! Meng Qiwen finally exerted his strength and pushed him away, followed by a resounding slap in the face.

Xiao Du was slapped in the face, stunned for a moment, panting, and the zombies outside were still squeaking and screaming.

Between these brief struggles, Meng Qiwen felt a bottomless fear.

A man who has been trying to survive together all along, a person who seems to be trustworthy, actually has evil thoughts in this environment.

She couldn't see his face, and in the dark, she was even worried that the other party would attack again, threatening herself, hurting herself, exposing herself to the wilderness and feeding zombies.

In an instant, all kinds of horrific cases that she had seen on the news in the past came to her mind.

And Xiao Du seemed to regain consciousness at this moment.

"I'm really a beast" Xiao Du's heart once again turned into endless self-blame, "Am I not taking advantage of people's danger??" How did I end up with me who trusted us so much before, and even was born and died together?? ”

He hadn't thought of any more evil thoughts, and he hadn't thought of the blood light that Meng Qiwen was worried about.

But this short silence made the fear and chill in Meng Qiwen's heart escalate.

She even wanted to escape and run by herself, but it was pitch black outside, and there were still a few zombies clutching the car, what could she do? ?

Or am I going to fight with him???

She couldn't stop shaking.

Xiao Du gently stretched his hand forward and touched Meng Qiwen's shoulder.

As if electrocuted, she shrank to the side, then pulled the car door and rushed out.

Xiao Du had returned to normal thinking at this time, his body and mind had calmed down, and when he saw Meng Qiwen pulling the door to run, he was afraid that she would be in danger, so he continued to stretch out his hand to hold her, while shouting, "Don't!! ”

But Meng Qiwen was already a frightened bird at this time, she thought that Xiao Du was going to hurt herself, so she turned her head and pushed his hand away, and she was about to jump down.

Xiao Du is a man after all, and he knows that she must be unlucky when she jumps, so he shouted while pulling her, "Don't jump!! I was wrong!!! ”

He pulled her hard, no matter how she struggled and beat him, he just wouldn't let go.

The ghost man even heard the voice in front of him, he couldn't hear the specific sound, he just thought that the two of them were in danger, and slapped the carriage loudly, his voice attracted the scattered zombies, which made Meng Qiwen not attacked by the zombies.

"Please!! I just got a little bit of a ghost!! I was wrong!!! Xiao Du shouted.

Meng Qiwen finally stopped struggling.

"You close the door first, you listen to me. I just lost my mind in an instant," Xiao Du said in horror.

Meng Qiwen just trembled, she closed the door, and her body shrunk into a ball.

She felt that her trust in the small team had collapsed in an instant.

"I'm like this, I'll go to the back compartment and let Brother Qiang drive, it's okay, right? I was really pessimistic for that moment. I really didn't know what I did just now."

Meng Qiwen also calmed down at this time.

She took a deep breath, straightened out her confusion and fear a little, and said.

"You drive. Go find the place you said you would hide your food. She looked ahead and said coldly.

"Oh oh oh, good!! I'm going to drive!! You lock the door! I won't do that again!! Xiao Du finally breathed a sigh of relief, he was now eager to find a knife to chop himself, and he couldn't wait to obey Meng Qiwen's words in every way.

He immediately drove forward, and found the side door of the bullet train base. This side door is not used all year round, it is inconspicuous, and it is overgrown with weeds after the apocalypse. He carefully looked around and jumped out of the car, hiding the key in the crack under the door early in the morning when he and the ghost man hid food.

He touched it with his hand, found the key, and opened the door.

Meng Qiwen watched his every move from the co-pilot's seat, not knowing where he should go next.

Xiao Du jumped back into the car, started the car, and carefully drove the car into the bullet train base.

This is the area closest to the west side of the EMU base, which is reserved for planning, and there is only an inconspicuous house in the corner, which is temporarily used as a staff training classroom.

He and the ghost boy hid all the food in this classroom.

"Here it is. Do you want to move things now? Still is? Xiao Du asked, "Listen to you." I listen to you. ”

Meng Qiwen thought for a while, and said unusually coldly, "You get out of the car, let the ghost man out of the back compartment, don't go anywhere today, just stay here overnight and wait for dawn." ”

She knew that the zombies inside the bullet train base had been cleaned up to a certain extent.

"Okay, okay, okay! I'm going to let him out. Xiao Du said, but his face kept flushing, he hesitated for a moment, turned his head and pleaded, "Can I ask you for something?" ”

"Say." Meng Qiwen didn't look at him squarely.

"I don't ask you to forgive me for what I did just now, but can you not say it to Brother Qiang? He's going to look down on me completely."

Meng Qiwen did not answer.