Chapter 180: Confession
Although Qin Ya and Qin Xin have lived a very hard life, but also very happy, every time she goes home next night, she will tell Xiao Qin Xin about the fun and interesting things she experienced in the day, and this is also Qin Ya's happiest time, Xiao Qin Xin's most anticipated time.
At this time, Xiao Qinxin will always be like a kitten waiting to be fed, like a delicious milk tank, lying on Qinya's lap coquettishly, and can't wait to shout, "Hurry up and hurry up sister, hurry up and tell Xinxin about what fun happened to my sister again,"
In this regard, Qin Ya will also touch Xiao Qinxin's hair with attachment, and said with a smile, "Okay, sister, I'll tell you about the fun things my sister encountered today, Xinxin, don't worry..."
In this way, during the time she returned home, Qin Ya would always spend an hour or two, as if telling a story, whispering in Xiao Qinxin's ear in a soft voice, until Xiao Qinxin was full and fell asleep.
And whenever Qin Xin heard the funny things she narrated, there would always be a cute smile on her little face, and Qin Ya would laugh with her, as if Xiao Qin Xin saw this colorful world through Qin Ya's eyes, everything was so harmonious and warm......
"Sister Qinya... Sister Qinya, Sister Qinya, are you okay?".
At this time, in the store, seeing Qin Ya with blank eyes and an ugly face, Aisen and Han Yan immediately stopped what they were doing, ran to her side, and shouted again and again.
Under the call of the two, the memories of the past were sealed into the cabinet again, and Qin Ya's eyes gradually appeared with the same look as before, and her face gradually became gentle, revealing the gentleness of the big sister next door in the past.
Sighing lightly, Qin Ya didn't fall into the memories of the past again, but she was not surprised by this, this state had happened many times since that accident.
Maybe it was that incident that left her with eternal scars, or maybe she didn't want to forget it, but in short, she had slowly gotten used to this state and would not be overwhelmed.
And this memory may also be a wake-up call in her life, whenever her heart is lax and decadent, this memory will be like an alarm bell, and it will pour into her mind like sea water, reminding her what she should do...
After a brief pause, Qin Ya adjusted her posture with ease, and if others didn't know, they couldn't see how pitiful sadness her face was.
"I'm sorry to be cold, Aisen, I suddenly remembered some past events, so I was distracted, you don't have to worry about this, I'm fine", Qin Ya responded to the two with a gentle smile on her face that I was fine.
Since she was a child, Qin Ya has been an extremely gentle, empathetic sensible girl, before doing things, Qin Ya will always consider the concerns of others, although she will sacrifice some of her own interests, and she is so gentle that she has won everyone's love for her.
But Aisen saw through something, ignored the tenderness on Qin Ya's face, looked at this gentle girl who was half a head shorter than him like a torch, and responded in a deep voice
"Sister Qin Ya, there are some sad things, in fact, it is better to say it, Han Yan and I may still be outsiders in Sister Qin Ya's heart, but we really regard Sister Qin Ya as friends, if Sister Qin Ya is willing, we really welcome you to treat us as emotional trash cans."
Hearing this, Han Yan nodded in agreement, and said softly, "Yes, Sister Qinya, if you have anything unhappy in your heart, you can tell me, it's really uncomfortable to hold it in your heart..."
Seeing the serious appearance of the two, Qin Ya couldn't help but feel a wave of warmth in her heart, and she couldn't believe that she was actually comforted by two teenagers who were four years younger than her, but she was really happy to hear the words of concern from the two.
For a while, the shackles in his heart also made a cracking sound, and he saw Qin Ya's eyes half-filled with tears, and he whispered, "Thank you Aisen, Han Yan, I am really happy that you can care so much about a stranger like me, but..."
"Sister Qinya, the sad look on your face is actually because of your sister, if my guess is correct, your sister should have some strange disease," Before Qinya could finish speaking, Aisen took the lead and interrupted Qinya's words.
Hearing this, Qin Ya was stunned for a moment, and in an instant Qin Ya searched her memory again, looking for whether she had told Aisen about her sister, but of course the final result was no.
Naturally, she didn't say a word about it, she didn't want to win the sympathy of others because of her sister's tragic experience, so she never mentioned it to others.
"You... How do you know?", after a moment of surprise, Qin Ya calmed down a little, and asked Aisen, at this time, the young man in front of her became more and more mysterious in her eyes.
"Is that really the case...", Aisen's eyes quietly showed a look of pity, and he whispered softly, then touched the tip of his nose lightly, and then responded.
"Sister Qinya, you don't have to be surprised, because I smell a very strong smell of herbs on you, if I guess correctly, there should be a smell of Senecio, Mingduzi, and Prunella vulgaris, and these herbs are all to relieve eye symptoms, if I guessed correctly, Sister Qinya, your sister should suffer from eye diseases."
Because of the influence of the spiritual realm, Aisen's five senses have become very keen, and the sense of smell is especially keen, so before he was old, Aisen smelled the faint smell of herbs emanating from Qinya's body.
When studying Potions class, Aisen memorized most of the herbs in this world with his extraordinary memory and comprehension, including information about Senecio, Mingjuezi, and Prunella vulgaris, and most of the potions that these herbs can configure are potions for treating eye diseases.
Therefore, when smelling the herbs on Qinya's body, Aisen roughly guessed that Qinya might have a sister who suffered from eye diseases, and this sister may be the source of her heartache.
But just as Aisen talked eloquently and explained the reason why he knew about this, he suddenly found that Qin Ya's face was a little more red for some reason, and her face looked a little embarrassed.
Seeing this, Han Yan on the side finally couldn't help the unhappiness in her heart, and suddenly came behind Aisen, and coldly gave him the back of his head, of course, I don't know if Aisen is in pain or not, anyway, her own hands can be numb in pain.
"Hey~ Why is this guy's head so hard, could it be that he has become a knight and his head has become hard?", Han Yan covered his hands in pain and reprimanded in a low voice.
"Han Yan, why did you hit me on the head? Could it be that I provoked you there again?", Aisen touched his head casually, puzzled.
"You still say, I think you're a big wood, and some boys will say it in public places at will, smelling the smell of girls, how embarrassing it will be for girls", he glanced at Aisen and reprimanded.
At this time, under the guidance of Han Yan, Aisen understood the discomfort in Fang Cai's words, so he immediately half-hung his head and apologized to Qin Ya on the side, "I'm sorry, Sister Qin Ya, I didn't think about it enough, if Sister Qin Ya is unhappy, just scold me."
Seeing Aisen's slightly flustered funny appearance, Qin Ya couldn't help but laugh out loud all of a sudden, how can this young man in front of him still have the talent to strategize and control the overall situation, he is a young and ignorant teenager, and only here, Qin Ya found some juvenile characteristics in Aisen's body.
Seeing Qinya laugh suddenly, Aisen became more and more incomprehensible, as an emotional idiot, he couldn't understand the purpose of the girl's behavior.
"It's okay Aisen, I don't care about this, but the next time I say this kind of thing, remember to whisper, so that others can hear it, it's still a little embarrassing", Qin Ya showed a touch of easy-going on her face, and said with a chuckle, as if she completely took Fang Aisen's mishandling to heart.
Seeing this, Aisen also breathed a deep sigh of relief, and secretly said in his heart, "Spare me, I don't want a next time for such a thing."
After a short silence, Qin Ya seemed to have put something down, with a look of relief on her face, and laughed softly, "That's right, little brother Aisen, you are right, my sister does suffer from a strange eye disease, after all, you really surprised me, I didn't expect you to be able to smell what those herbs are just by smelling."
Seeing that Aisen had already guessed his secret, Qinya did not hide it and admitted Aisen's speculation.
Indeed, on weekdays, Qin Ya will always go to some pharmacies to buy some herbs for the treatment of eyes, and go back to boil them for Xiao Qinxin to drink, although it has no effect, but Qin Ya always has a good fantasy, always thinking that one day this can cure Xiao Qinxin's eye disease.
"Little brother Aisen, can I ask you for one thing...", Qin Ya's eyes sank, and she whispered to Aisen.
But before Qin Ya finished speaking, Ai Sen seemed to guess what she was going to say, and said loudly, "Sister Qin Ya, do you want me to help you keep this secret, really, gentle people in this world are the easiest to be bullied."
Aisen sighed, secretly sighing in his heart that Qinya was too gentle, he knew that the reason why Qinya didn't let him tell others was undoubtedly because he didn't want to cause trouble for others.
Indeed, Qinya's gentleness made him like it very much, but it also made him very worried, no matter in that world, gentle people have always been the object of bullying.
There will always be someone who will take your gentleness and satisfy their own dirty interests, and it is precisely for this reason that Aisen will never easily show his gentle side to strangers.
"Little brother Aisen, you are really smart, since you have guessed everything, then I won't say more, if I guess correctly, you will leave here tomorrow."
"It's hard to come here, so don't worry about my business, and focus on today's summer festival", although Aisen said this, Qinya still didn't change the tenderness on her face, and chuckled.