"Lao Su, I can make it clear to you, if you feel uncomfortable, tell me earlier. We can still rest in place. Chen Zaihai looked at me with some concern. Don't give me a problem when something is fatal, we really don't necessarily get you every time. ”

It seems that I am still not trusted, but I don't know how many times I have been rescued by them. It's very unwilling, and I've been a drag bottle in this team from the very beginning. If I can make it back alive this time, I will definitely strengthen my physical training.

"Don't worry, I'm fine. I don't need you kid to save it for the time being, and don't say it's like I didn't save you. "I want to think about it, but I'm not used to showing weakness in front of this kid at all, and in the end I still preach unconvinced.

"You're coming less, isn't it the one at the lift?" Chen Zaihai looked at me with disdain. "That time is not enough to repay the interest I saved you so many times!"

When I heard him say that, I was relieved. I know that the way I just said it was obvious that I had a lot on my mind. If Talia or Lin Yiru were here, Bacheng would have noticed that something was wrong. Although Chen Zaihai has a high degree of education, he is not very delicate in this regard, he has his way of caring about people, and he generally can't find the things shown in people's expressions.

In fact, from the beginning of the year, I had a vague idea of what those things under the water might be. Although that scene has always been buried in the depths of my memory, I have never forgotten it, and I can even say that it is very impressive. For me, it's a very, very deep part of the past

As I said at the beginning, before the founding of the People's Republic of China, I had always been on the side of the Nationalist Government, and that was in a place similar in nature to our current Meteorological Bureau. At that time, I had been fighting on the front line, and it was only when I knew that the unit to which I belonged had been completely beaten by the Japanese in Nanjing, so I withdrew to Chongqing.

At that time, I was in a very bad state, and since this army rescued me in the northeastern snow forest, I have been following them to fight in the east and west, and they were originally a wave of Zhang Xueliang's remnants, and later surrendered to the Nationalist government. Then there was a constant fight and retreat, first in the northeast, then in Beiping, and finally in Nanjing. I have witnessed almost the whole process of China being ravaged by the Japanese iron hooves, so I have a great hatred for the Japanese.

They were the enemies of my family and the culprits of the destruction of China, so when I first came here, I felt very bad when I saw all kinds of things that the Japanese had abandoned.

When we heard that the Nationalist government had declared Nanjing a so-called undefended city, we were really only surprised, just as abandoning this historic city and the tens of thousands of Chinese in it. At that time, we had expected the Nanjing Massacre, and the Japanese did not care about international law at all, and we had seen a lot of such things as withdrawing all the way.

At that time, my unit was stationed in Hangzhou Bay. The battle took a sharp turn after the Japanese 10th Army landed at Hangzhou Bay, and the Chinese defenders who had been attacked on the flanks retreated on all fronts. Under the rapid pursuit of the Japanese army, the retreat of the squadron turned into an extremely chaotic rout. Eventually, we also evacuated the city of Nanjing, and within a few months, government offices and schools moved to the mainland, and many citizens fled Nanjing.

After that, we were bombarded with so-called indiscriminate bombardment. "The strategic attack is carried out by destroying the political, economic, and industrial centers in key areas, and it is important to directly attack the citizens by air, causing great terror to the people and frustrating their will." It was only a long time later that I found out that the Japanese had gone crazy to pass such a rule.

I watched so many innocent people turn into piles of minced meat before my eyes, and the scene was literally hell on earth. The indiscriminate bombardment day after day made me almost break down.

At the end of 1937, another unforgettable time in my life, the Japanese army confirmed the beginning of the occupation of Nanjing. At that time, my unit was at Zhonghua Gate, the southernmost part of Nanjing. Countless people are frantically pouring out from here, and the Japanese have also invaded the city.

By that time, most of our team headquarters had been evacuated, and only a few scattered and pointless resistance were left on the back. Let's not order to be stationed at Zhonghua Gate and wait for a special force to retreat. I don't know if it's a troop or not, but I saw a bunch of people running out of front of us one by one with a lot of huge boxes.

What is most incomprehensible to us is that we were ordered to guarantee the absolute priority of this unit while it retreats. To put it bluntly, if someone wants to grab it from them, no matter who it is, they will be shot on the spot, even if it is an unarmed old white! At that time, when the commander of our unit received this order, he directly flipped the table. It's absolutely crazy to say that damn it! What the hell would be more important than the lives of ordinary people!

However, this is the order from above, the so-called military order is like a mountain, and our troops can only obey it in the end. The commander really did his best, and he knelt down and begged the head of the strange unit to let a group of civilians pass first. The person who took it shot him directly in the head with a cold face, and without saying anything, he went out of the Zhonghua Gate with someone. Along the way, he shot everyone who stood in his way.

The moment I saw the commander fall to the ground, my heart seemed to be pulled hard by something, if it weren't for our political commissar pulling me, I would have been fighting with those people with a gun. Even when I think about it now, I can't help but cry, the conductor is the one who rescued me from the snowdrifts in the forest back then, and he almost carried me all the way. For me, having lost all my family, he was like my father.

And yet these bastards killed him so lightly! My eyes were scarlet, my lips had been bitten by myself, and all I thought was about rushing to the end of the bastard. But I've always been just a bombardier, and I don't have much strength in my own right, and I can't resist the commissar and other soldiers. In the end, I could only watch as the men disappeared from sight carrying the huge boxes

What happened after that was even more like a nightmare, a tidal wave of refugees, completely out of our control. The last political commissar decided to take all the remaining remnants of the army to the long-established international security zone for a final resistance.

Even if it's just for a second! Fight for these innocent refugees too! This is the only atonement we can do! That's what the commissar said at the time. I was a kid at the time, and I wanted to go with them, but the commissar gave me a direct slap in the mouth and kicked me into the refugee stream.

You kid give me a good life! Only by living can we avenge our parents and us! After shouting this, she took the rest of the people with her without looking back, and I never saw any of them again

It was the second time in my life that I had lost my most important family member, and like a walking corpse, I had to go aimlessly with the influx of refugees. I clutched the letter of appointment given to me by the commissar in my hand, which was supposed to be the letter of appointment of all the people in our unit. The above let us directly withdraw to Chongqing and become an organization's guard force.

To put it simply, it completely deprives us of the possibility of returning to the front again, and completely becomes a watchdog. This was also the fuse for the political commissar to bring all the remaining people to the heroic righteousness, and they completely lost confidence in this rotten government, and finally chose to die with the Japanese.

But he still handed me the letter of appointment, and the commissar finally couldn't bear to take me with him to die, I was a child of less than ten years old at the time, and he also had his considerations. Although I really felt that it was better for me to go with them, it was only a momentary surge of energy.

To this day, I am still very grateful to the political commissar for choosing at that time, and it can be said that this unit saved me twice, and it is the original place of belonging that I will never forget in my life

After December, in 1938, I was displaced and found the so-called Great Army again. However, at that time, I had no good feelings about this so-called national government, and by chance, the appointment letter in my hand was discovered by a regiment commander.

The head of the regiment also seemed to be a well-wisher, and after several rounds of tossing and turning, he finally confirmed the authenticity of the letter of appointment in my hand. If it weren't for him, I think I would have surrendered to the Eighth Route Army a long time ago, and I've been thinking since then that maybe it would have been better to do that at that time. Anyway, I was sent directly to Chongqing by him, and the block on the appointment letter really accepted me. Although their guard units have long since changed.

Coincidentally, it's the department I first mentioned about that is the same nature as the Meteorological Bureau. It is located in the heart of Chongqing, but it is very mysterious, and I stayed there until the end of the war. People have gradually grown up, but after all, they have not been given the opportunity to return to the battlefield again. But I don't know if this is a good thing, because during the Liberation War, I didn't go to the front line. The object of my hatred is only the Japanese, and this rotten government, and ** has no hatred at all.

At that time, the leader of this organization accepted me very kindly, maybe he didn't pay much attention to me when he saw that I was still a child. I was randomly assigned an errand slot. However, I didn't think so at all, because I recognized at first glance who this depicable-looking bastard was, the guy who shot the commander of our troops in the first place!

But I had already been through a lot at that time, and I knew that now was not my chance to get revenge. And the guy didn't seem to recognize me at all, which was a good advantage. I did a good job of disguising myself as a miserable kid who had lost everything, and was given the right to live and work here.

I've been pretending to be like this for many years, and I've come to learn a lot about this organization. Knowing that the PLA finally occupied this place, he managed to kill this bastard. But that's another story.

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